I'm lost Cynn,
are you saying that your Ascendant ruler is in your natal 12th house or
is your Ascendant ruler transiting your 12th house?if Venus Rules the 12th house and Saturn and Mercury are posited within, then that must give you a Gemini Rising?
ok, it's starting to make sense now.
Mercury is a neutral planet, it acts out negatives and positives through the aspects that it makes so... conjunct Saturn?
That would make you serious and contemplative. And depending on whether Mercury is in Taurus or Gemini just how closed off you are.
(Taurus would be less inclined to open up but Gemini wouldn't be able to help it)
My chart ruler is in the 12th house also
Jupiter/Sag
I am very happy closed off in my own private little Astro World.
This placement was pivotal in my need to understand Astrology.
So in essence, my truth-seeking questions could only be answered after I learned Astrology.
To this day, I rarely talk Astrology outside of LL and my interest is kept strictly private, as I didn't learn it for any reason other than ME.
It's a good fit.
There are 3 planets that are happy in the 12th house.
Venus, Jupiter and Neptune