it's my birthday again!last year, i hoped that my life would stop being like hell, but this whole year was just a nightmare… period. just terrible, i was not allowed a human life. pure nightmare in hell. my personality and view on life changed due to terrible experiences.
now i think i got rid of all the bad luck vibe, and things are finally starting to normalise… but it's only the starting point finally. there are things to be dealt with and problems have to be solved.
this year, i'm happy that my Solar return AC is not Cancer anymore! both 2008 and 2009 was Cancer. lots of emotions were pushed forward.
i have to get myself a permanent residence permit in the country where i live. this year's SR Sun and NN in the 4th gives me hope… also NN cj. natal Mercury, my 7th house ruler. maybe i can get it through marriage? i have to desperately figure out a way to create an income source too. SR Saturn in the 2nd house, and Natal 10th may be a good combination…
could anyone kind and good with SR charts give me a little more insight? what will feature this year, will there be less pain? is the nightmare finally over for real and will i have a chance to get my life straightened? thank you in advance!!