im new here but i have visited this website numerous times and i like the things that ive read on here
i would like to know how many people have a first house pluto. I do, and this is my exp. with it
I look at the first house as projection, how we see ourselves and how we want to be seen. I think planets here can color this in someway, like pluto
Pluto to me rules the subconscious forces that explode and destroy our lives. We must become aware of these forces, go deep within to solve the problem and control these urges. Its the "why" of the zodiac. It takes neptunes lessons and minimizes the junk to get down to the core
so in the first house, of expression or self i think its an issue i have with projection of myself. At times i know how aggressive i come on to people, even if its not intended, i still come on aggressive. other times im extremely cold and quiet.
Its kind of like this, i have a subconscious urge to express myself, but some insecurity holds me back. I have a libra rising so maybe looking at social standards cause me to hold back
and this makes me present myself in a dark manner. Extremely quiet, observant and analytical and dissecting people quietly. I like to know what lies beneath
I have attracted things to me before. alot of unwanted attention. I feel attacked when i fully express myself and then i feel like i attract people who mean to demean me when im not expressive
I think 1st house pluto makes you very extreme in expression, wanting to leave a very powerful mark on others and which it probably happens
and i know my personality is very dark, hidden which is not good b/c deep within lies someone who is very open but i try and read thru others so much and observe them, i dont even bother opening up once i sense the heat
Denial of the self, in some way expression can be blocked and you look for ways to fully express yourself in some way, in a powerful way. I know that when i find out who is a scorpio i used to get tensed and fascinated b/c i wanted that kind of powerful persona
now, reality hits me and im far from one and thats fine. but i think my first house pluto is about projection of the self. I like to show sex appeal, put it on display, no jewelry, jsut muscles and add a hint of mystery. That part isnt forced, just natural
we are people who get easily hooked on things that catch are interest and people also and we often ignore flames until later when we know its our nature calling(lol)
thats been my experience with it, projection of who i am, and how i feel. here pluto becomes a projectile and plutonian traits are put out in the open but more so its about being open about who you are, never repressing it and seeing how extreme expression can be
and one last thing, the need for independence is great, i mean its a need. Its liek the self has been forgotten and then whn realized we end up cuttin ties and isolating ourself sometimes, it goes on and on but thats my intro and i would like to hear about others 1st house pluto or experiences with their own pluto