My ex and I broke up in late January and I feel my love life has been nothing short of hell ever since. I feel like I will never find someone - I'm Venus in Taurus in the 8th house and my future bf is Mars in Cancer in the 9th house conjunct the MC but separating. There's no aspect between us .
- Moon (my co-significator) and Sun (co-significator of men) are in an applied square which indicates emotional tension. Still though, they are applying which could mean something in relation to my question does happen but not without considerable difficulty.
- Venus/me is dominant in Taurus and Mars/him is in detriment in Cancer meaning that I might be prepared for a relationship (Venus) that is loving (in Taurus) but he might be fighting (Mars) emotional difficulties (in Cancer) right now.
- October 7th is when Mars and Venus are conjunct again in Virgo, so maybe around then?