Actually H.C are initials for my real name.I grew up and I more mature and speak more french. now after saturn in scorpio transit my aqua planets, and now saturn in sag is squaring my Sun. I'm suffering from serious verbal and emotional abuse trauma from guys I used to date and my parents, especially my baby daddy.
I got pregnant by scorpio moon ex fiancé who I was living with after I left the site, we broke up because he went back to his old drinking ways, and Saturn squared my Venus, I had my son and gave baby up for adoption and now he's somewhere in Europe.
He had ADHD, I have Bipolar 2 with BPD and on meds.
I went back to mom and stepdad after he kicked me out and they manipulate and verbally abuse me like mad. I go to college, and it's been 2 years I haven't been intimate or had a bf and I feel super lonely 😔😔😔😔😔😔 it's just me my galaxy tablet nd my iphone 5S. Bt I did finish hs obvi.
I tried going on a couple dates with a couple guys and girls, didn't workout they kinda either had abusive personalities or were f-ckboys and players. My solar return this yr indicated me meeting my soulmate, my Saturn/DSC was conjunct solar Moon-Venus-Mars in SR 5th. But I didn't 😭😭😭😭😯😔
Now I'm miserable, lonely and it's just me myself and I. Not even my family wants to be around me and my mom & sis treats me like **** . All I have are friends but even them, they're busy and texting and calling is not always efficient I like human to human interaction at times.
So, how have you guys been?
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