I threw an I ching for you. It has its own information, but here is my interpretation. Did you withdraw from something because of work or studies and have been 'removed' from your community? Without that support that is why you are a bit lost. To find your path, be with others, reconnect with your family members - elders are always great - and naturally you will be shown the way.
Hope this resonates. Please do not quote, thanks.
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55. DENSENESS
Line 4:
The shutters are thick,
at the middle of the day it appears to be a starry night.
One happens to be the hidden master.
Good fortune.
Having shielded oneself from the outside, one is alone. Thus, in this hidden situation, one is boss. Things go well. (The shutters are so thick, that it is very dark inside. Only some tiny holes let light in, seeming like stars.)
Line 5:
A medal arrives,
there is celebration and praise.
Good fortune.
Being praised for an accomplishment. Things go well.
Line 6:
Abundant is his house,
screening off his household.
He peeps out of his door.
It is very quiet, and without people.
For three years, he is unseen.
Misfortune.
Screening oneself off from others for quite some time, keeping contact to a minimum. Things do not go well.
Hexagram is changing to:
37. FAMILY MEMBERS
Family members.
Beneficial is the women's dedication.
People are there for each other.