***PLEASE DO NOT QUOTE***I have been fairly depressed since 2013.
There have been extremely happy moments.
There have been extremely bad ones.
But that underlying unhappiness and hopelessness is still there.
Even though depression has plagued my well-being for quite some time, it did not begin to become unbearable until 2014.
I started smoking marijuana heavily and skipping class. I fell a whole year behind in College but still mananged to graduate and maintain a 3.0 GPA so all was not lost.
Anyway, I’ve been struggling with my career and home situation more than anything. Me and my father do not get along and my mother just wants peace so she goes with whatever he says.
I’m 24, still living at home.
My credit is messed up and I have student loans out the a**. My family has always been poor and I am a first generation College graduate so I did not have much influence growing up.
I’m not making excuses because there are plenty of people who made it out of a worse situation than mine.
BUT I can’t focus on or compare myself to those people. I can only feel how I feel about my personal situation.
*** Can some of you please pull my chart?**
I want to move to another state this year and I want to know if there are planetary alignments that support this along with any other prominent themes.**
I know I have Pluto square moon coming up..
November 11, 1993
New Hyde Park, NY
5:00pm (straight off my birth certificate)
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