thanks for the bump Randall
if anyone reads I just want to add
I think I might have notice at best I like the call an Universal interference with this soulmate pull.
like i said i have had visions of this person well
late in the month of August I started to have a vision that I now know was clearly a first meeting vision for me and this person. it was to be at an event at An event that really at the moment had no way of happening. The odds of this taken place were very slim. there was no way I was going to meet this person this way factors and reason didn't make it plausible. one major reason on my end i'm on the other side of the country. I shook that vision off, until about September 9th when an opportunity came up. i would have the chance to be at this event I so clearly saw. It was random and unexpected. It didn't work out in my favor I didn't get a chance to go.
I was wondering why I was shown this vision and everything lined up just as I had saw but then it not come to pass.
So I asked my tarot cards why was this shown to me, dangle in front of my face and then taken away? I pulled one card: Two of Swords. The Two of sword keyword are mostly about choices and indecision and the difficulty of making said decision. Needing clarification because I couldn't understand why I had the Two of swords. I really couldn't figure this one out. Pulled a second card and got 9 of pentacles Reversed. pretty much financial setbacks. Right Then it all became very clear. at the time this opportunity came up I tried my hardest to figure out a way to pay for the trip. money right now has to to be re budgeted for an unforeseen reason for household bills. it wouldn't have been smart for me to take a chance with my fiances like this. also another reason that has nothing to do with my end of things(he's still with his girlfriend). But pretty much it's not the right time just yet.
in that same reading I also got a surprise as I shuffled the deck to end my reading three cards jumped out. Ace of Wands, Two or Cups, 10 of Cups. Those three cars felt like a pat on the back from the Universe letting me know there is a potential new beginning of love and happiness coming and not to worry i will have that love i'm longing to have. The universe is working on it.
well a few days after that had another vision for an event in February. Again me and this person meeting in person. I had no idea if this event was even coming in the near future. No words about anything of the sort. well A few days after that vision I wake up one morning to some social media news of the same event I saw happening in February and this man will be there.
Well it's to early to tell if this would happen since it's October.
but in that card reading I did about the first event I received a timing card to look out in the next 30 days. I don't know what I should be on the look out for but if anything out of the ordinary happens...