Not only 'Welcome back' to LL ... But Welcome BACK to life, from your ordeal { }, Whiterabbit .
Welcome BACK from the labyrinth back to the regular world...
Don't even think about finding your 'old' self? ... That's past. You have a NEW self. A NEW Start now. Clean slate... You get to choose whatever, based on a new you. What was important for you to KEEP from all this-- is STILL inside of you. You didn't lose it.
You're Okay. Know that. You're a New Self.
When things clear up even further for you, you will be able to inspire others through what you went through.
Kudos! Hugs, and Heaps of Victory-Credits-- whether or not you feel like 'celebrating'.
It's a "fact" ...