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T O P I C R E V I E WRandall"I have been entirely too Pollyanna-perfect latelymunching healthy lettuce, drinking carrot juicenot wearing much make-up .. no false lashes anymoretaking my vitamins every day, and doing Yoga head standsno Excedrin or coffee .. or cigarettesnot even slamming a door .. no Big Bangs at allthe Earth vibrates these days, they sayto such a negative frequencythat one who is ultra-sensitive in any waymust adopt a vice or twoto keep one's molecules from flying apart.. exploding into spaceand I wouldn't want that to happenbecause I wouldn't know in which direction to fly .. to find you" Page 834I finally finished Canto Nineteen. Sorry about the delay. In this Canto, we find Linda trying to make sense out of Brewer leaving by using numerology. What a numerology Lesson we all get to experience as Linda spirals! I learned from Linda that in emergency situations, one can reduce a Master Number to find the hidden message(s) within. We learn about Heathcliff and why Linda had to painfully give him up. We also see Brewer giving Linda a paper mache copy of Linda's beloved sheep dog (which will play a mjor role in Canto Twenty). "yes, you knew about loving things .. and losing thembecause you love them too much to hurt them anymore" Page 830Well, we are almost at the end. Everything in these last Nineteen Cantos have been to create a special closeness with the reader and Linda. A bond of trust is formed. This is necessary, because it all leads to Canto Twenty, which is where we learn all the many secrets of the Uni-verse that have been kept from the masses for centuries. Linda needed a special bond of trust within us before we were ready to learn what is to come (for some of the revelations will be unbelievable to the unitiated). "we spoke on the phone of the hideous practice of those who in-breed Dobermansdeliberately training them, as well as breeding themto posses the killer instinct -- and to "go for the throat"eventually causing them to even turn against their own mastersand breeding this carefully into ... their smallpuppiesfat-tummy puppiesyou told me this need not be sofor you once owned a Doberman yourselfa Dobermnan ? .. a snake ?and you said you trained your Dobermanto be gentle and loving to smaller creaturesreally .. to all creatures .. including humanswhen I doubted this, you mailed me a polaroid photographof your Doberman .. a picture you took yourselfseated on his head were two pet pigeonsdoves of peacewho were his best friends .. timid birdssitting trustingly on the headof a "vicious" Doberman.. and tears stung in my eyeswhen I looked at the photograph you sentfor I knew ..you were trying to teach methat anything -- or anyone -- like Anubis-Dobermanscan learn to loveif anything or anyone is forgiveneven Set even Sataneven all of uson Earth" Pages 842-843 ------------------"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca ClarktobygrrlOn p. 772, Linda starts talking about some guy, a scientist, Silas Newton. So, curious, I Googled this name and it came up with a bunch of stories about a guy with the same name who was part of a UFO scam.On p. 773, Linda wrote:"and he was, he told us, deeply involved... officiallyin the government's investigation of fake flying saucer stories"Why this little tidbit intrigues me to no end... I just don't know. Anyway, has anyone else Googled names that appear in Linda's books?Also, the discussion of astral twins in this section was fascinating... I think I have about ten astral twins! Everywhere I've lived, and at at every age, people keep telling me they know someone who looks exactly like me and it creeps them out.This happen to anybody else?TobylotusheartonePage 808 and 809...there is no fear in loveperfect love casteth out all fear......the Day Star arises in your hearts..ask andlearn....many are calledbut few are chosen..nothing is secretthat shall not be made manifest..be not forgetful to entertain strangersfor thereby some have entertainedangels unaware....and your eyes shall be openedand ye shall be as Gods....look to the rainbow!..ask and learnand if his understanding fail..be patient with him..be patient with him..lookuponthe rainbow..the Day Star arises...in your hearts..and the Lightshineth in the darkness..there wasa man sent from God..what manner of manis this?..and I shall light a candlewhich shall not be put out!______________________________tears running down my faceI offer themto youMother and FatherSheaa Olein lotusheartoneMy Gooberz fell off my desk to this page 759Oh! ....in those moments of longing, when I awaken in the nightdamp..from tears shed in dreams of Usaching with the need of youI know the differencebetween lust and lovethere is a differenceoh! there is an unmistakable differenceand the poets are right...not the pornographerswhen you hold my hand in the movies...or in the caror on the couch..and my knees grow weakwhen your mouth is suddenly fused on minein the middle of the nightand I tremble in the dark, then melt into honeywhen we are loving "deep"..or lovingany way at all..and the floods of passion..rise and fall in meit is never what you are doingthat brings on my weakness, my tremblingmy melting into the waves of ecstasythat ebb and flow, within methen stream out to meet your flood of loveno..it is not what you are doing to mebut that it is you who is doing it..that these are your handsthese are your lipsthis is your body, pressing against minemy passion comes..is all-consumingand is fulfilled, not from the intimate touching--oh, nonot from the touching, but from the blinding eroticismof the thought that it is you who touches me!so..how can we ever find spring aloneor anywhere..with anyone..in any waybut through each other?tonight, I rememberwhen you once murmured, against my lipsand moaned.."oh, darlingyou have taught me that springis nothing..without lovethat deep is empty..without you"yes, tonight I rememberthe wonder of your wordsdo you remember too?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my aches. ...Emeraldopalpage 791the wisdom of the Hatha Yogapage 792during Billy Graham's TV cable walkssend me Blavatsky's esoteric TheosophyRudolph Steiner's spiritual inventionsever-glowing Light of Mary Baker Eddy*New Hamphire, Christian Science*white Lodge Elder Brother's like Count de St. GermainMaster Alchemist*******like Al-tarpage 822no proof..unlessunless someday, together, you and I might in some way..find the proofwhich would denyeach and every ancient lieand uncovering Truth..by calling ona certain mantraa sound..a phrase of music..a forgottenfragment of melodypage 823be bleSSed with the lost , forgotten powerSall of us poSSeSSed of yore~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~How do I explain..what I am experiencing?A paradox in Pandora's box..the box is opened..portal...dimensions unexplained..my BrainMind Over MatterScatteredfragments ofA Place On Earth. ...------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneEmeraldopalRandall, your first post in this string..brings up Anubis...'RandallWebmaster Posts: 13063From: Saturn next to CharmainecRegistered: Apr 2009 posted March 16, 2003 07:26 PM --------------------------------------------------------------------------------"I have been entirely too Pollyanna-perfect latelymunching healthy lettuce, drinking carrot juicenot wearing much make-up .. no false lashes anymoretaking my vitamins every day, and doing Yoga head standsno Excedrin or coffee .. or cigarettesnot even slamming a door .. no Big Bangs at allthe Earth vibrates these days, they sayto such a negative frequencythat one who is ultra-sensitive in any waymust adopt a vice or twoto keep one's molecules from flying apart.. exploding into spaceand I wouldn't want that to happenbecause I wouldn't know in which direction to fly .. to find you" Page 834I finally finished Canto Nineteen. Sorry about the delay. In this Canto, we find Linda trying to make sense out of Brewer leaving by using numerology. What a numerology Lesson we all get to experience as Linda spirals! I learned from Linda that in emergency situations, one can reduce a Master Number to find the hidden message(s) within. We learn about Heathcliff and why Linda had to painfully give him up. We also see Brewer giving Linda a paper mache copy of Linda's beloved sheep dog (which will play a mjor role in Canto Twenty). "yes, you knew about loving things .. and losing thembecause you love them too much to hurt them anymore" Page 830Well, we are almost at the end. Everything in these last Nineteen Cantos have been to create a special closeness with the reader and Linda. A bond of trust is formed. This is necessary, because it all leads to Canto Twenty, which is where we learn all the many secrets of the Uni-verse that have been kept from the masses for centuries. Linda needed a special bond of trust within us before we were ready to learn what is to come (for some of the revelations will be unbelievable to the unitiated). "we spoke on the phone of the hideous practice of those who in-breed Dobermansdeliberately training them, as well as breeding themto posses the killer instinct -- and to "go for the throat"eventually causing them to even turn against their own mastersand breeding this carefully into ... their smallpuppiesfat-tummy puppiesyou told me this need not be sofor you once owned a Doberman yourselfa Dobermnan ? .. a snake ?and you said you trained your Dobermanto be gentle and loving to smaller creaturesreally .. to all creatures .. including humanswhen I doubted this, you mailed me a polaroid photographof your Doberman .. a picture you took yourselfseated on his head were two pet pigeonsdoves of peacewho were his best friends .. timid birdssitting trustingly on the headof a "vicious" Doberman.. and tears stung in my eyeswhen I looked at the photograph you sentfor I knew ..you were trying to teach methat anything -- or anyone -- like Anubis-Dobermanscan learn to loveif anything or anyone is forgiveneven Set even Sataneven all of uson Earth" Pages 842-843 ------------------"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark ******************the sphinx is a dog, not a lion!the affirmations are all here..I wish for the TRUTHto be revealed. ...------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneEmeraldopalCanto Nineteen..page 834perhaps I'll stop at the corner apothecary, and buy insteadthe largest bottle of Je Reviens they have -- or should I buy Chanel ?no -- Je Reviens, because it means "I shall return".. and splash it all over my hair and skin .. then let the spring airtransmute its scent into a miracle of myriad memoriesof happier twilights------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneRandallBump!Emeraldopalperhaps I'll think about that transfer inAtlanta, and why my tooth hurt, like my Heart, on my way to Miami, so close to Atlantis, yes off the Bimini Roads, just likeEdgar Cayce spoke about...and FishKitten...The Truth Shall Set Us Free------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneRandall ------------------"Fall down 100 times, get up 101...this is success." --MERandallOne of my faves.------------------"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." Charles SchultzEmeraldopal ------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneEmeraldopalpage 768when I lay me lonesome down to sleepI say this Oober prayerGod bless the silent planet Saturn in youwith its rays of silvery-wisethat shine out tiny stars to guide mefrom the windows of my soul .. your eyesGod bless the baby in youthe small boy, hikingthe man of passion, who gentles me and trembles meand the other, holy oneGod bless each and every you, within yourTemple, living thereeach other half of every meall those I know..and knewwhich, when joined togetherbecome the always and eternal Us..the Forever Me-of-youthat makes your heart reach out to mineand mine to yours..across an ocean or a roomto pull us back into each other...------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneRandall EmeraldopalCanto Nineteenpage 745if I burn your letters of love, perhaps...like the legendary Phoenix of Scorpioin some future life, they will riseand live againoh, twin soul! where was our mission, what wasour goal?I need so to understandhow did we fall? by which Master's hand..orby our own?when did I lose my way along the starry trailI walked with you?the trail of secrets we once shared, andwisdom we both knew..I wonder ...should these written words of the testamentof our passionreincarnate into life again, as the languagespoken between usin some finer alabaster Body Temples oftomorrowshall we, do you believe, feel a dim andmisty sorrow?if these words , like the Phoenix, shouldrisewill we then look deeply into each other'swiser eyes...and know?------------------All my love, with all my HeartlotusheartoneRandallThe best Canto, methinks.Randall RandallBump!RandallBump!RandallBump!RandallBump!ballerinaAin't no Mountain high enough..singing...------------------All my love, with all my Heartlotusheartone/EmeraldopalballerinaI'm spiraling out of control...------------------All my love, with all my Heartlotusheartone/Emeraldopal
the Earth vibrates these days, they sayto such a negative frequencythat one who is ultra-sensitive in any waymust adopt a vice or twoto keep one's molecules from flying apart.. exploding into space
and I wouldn't want that to happenbecause I wouldn't know in which direction to fly .. to find you" Page 834
I finally finished Canto Nineteen. Sorry about the delay. In this Canto, we find Linda trying to make sense out of Brewer leaving by using numerology. What a numerology Lesson we all get to experience as Linda spirals! I learned from Linda that in emergency situations, one can reduce a Master Number to find the hidden message(s) within. We learn about Heathcliff and why Linda had to painfully give him up. We also see Brewer giving Linda a paper mache copy of Linda's beloved sheep dog (which will play a mjor role in Canto Twenty).
"yes, you knew about loving things .. and losing thembecause you love them too much to hurt them anymore" Page 830
Well, we are almost at the end. Everything in these last Nineteen Cantos have been to create a special closeness with the reader and Linda. A bond of trust is formed. This is necessary, because it all leads to Canto Twenty, which is where we learn all the many secrets of the Uni-verse that have been kept from the masses for centuries. Linda needed a special bond of trust within us before we were ready to learn what is to come (for some of the revelations will be unbelievable to the unitiated).
"we spoke on the phone of the hideous practice of those who in-breed Dobermans
deliberately training them, as well as breeding themto posses the killer instinct -- and to "go for the throat"eventually causing them to even turn against their own masters
and breeding this carefully into ... their smallpuppiesfat-tummy puppies
you told me this need not be sofor you once owned a Doberman yourself
a Dobermnan ? .. a snake ?
and you said you trained your Dobermanto be gentle and loving to smaller creaturesreally .. to all creatures .. including humans
when I doubted this, you mailed me a polaroid photographof your Doberman .. a picture you took yourselfseated on his head were two pet pigeonsdoves of peacewho were his best friends .. timid birds
sitting trustingly on the head
of a "vicious" Doberman
.. and tears stung in my eyeswhen I looked at the photograph you sent
for I knew ..
you were trying to teach methat anything -- or anyone -- like Anubis-Dobermanscan learn to love
if anything or anyone is forgiveneven Set even Sataneven all of uson Earth" Pages 842-843
------------------"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark
On p. 773, Linda wrote:"and he was, he told us, deeply involved... officiallyin the government's investigation of fake flying saucer stories"
Why this little tidbit intrigues me to no end... I just don't know.
Anyway, has anyone else Googled names that appear in Linda's books?
Also, the discussion of astral twins in this section was fascinating... I think I have about ten astral twins! Everywhere I've lived, and at at every age, people keep telling me they know someone who looks exactly like me and it creeps them out.
This happen to anybody else?
Toby
...there is no fear in loveperfect love casteth out all fear......the Day Star arises in your hearts
..ask andlearn..
..many are calledbut few are chosen..
nothing is secretthat shall not be made manifest
..be not forgetful to entertain strangersfor thereby some have entertainedangels unaware..
..and your eyes shall be openedand ye shall be as Gods..
..look to the rainbow!
..ask and learn
and if his understanding fail
..be patient with him
..lookuponthe rainbow..the Day Star arises...in your hearts
..and the Lightshineth in the darkness..there wasa man sent from God
..what manner of manis this?..and I shall light a candlewhich shall not be put out!______________________________
tears running down my faceI offer themto youMother and Father
Oh! ....
in those moments of longing, when I awaken in the nightdamp..from tears shed in dreams of Usaching with the need of you
I know the differencebetween lust and love
there is a difference
oh! there is an unmistakable differenceand the poets are right...not the pornographers
when you hold my hand in the movies...or in the caror on the couch..and my knees grow weak
when your mouth is suddenly fused on minein the middle of the nightand I tremble in the dark, then melt into honey
when we are loving "deep"..or lovingany way at all..
and the floods of passion..rise and fall in me
it is never what you are doingthat brings on my weakness, my tremblingmy melting into the waves of ecstasythat ebb and flow, within methen stream out to meet your flood of love
no..
it is not what you are doing to mebut that it is you who is doing it
..that these are your handsthese are your lipsthis is your body, pressing against mine
my passion comes..
is all-consuming
and is fulfilled, not from the intimate touching--oh, nonot from the touching, but from the blinding eroticismof the thought that it is you who touches me!
so..how can we ever find spring aloneor anywhere..with anyone..in any waybut through each other?
tonight, I rememberwhen you once murmured, against my lips
and moaned.."oh, darlingyou have taught me that springis nothing..without lovethat deep is empty..without you"
yes, tonight I rememberthe wonder of your words
do you remember too?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my aches. ...
page 792during Billy Graham's TV cable walkssend me Blavatsky's esoteric TheosophyRudolph Steiner's spiritual inventionsever-glowing Light of Mary Baker Eddy*New Hamphire, Christian Science*white Lodge Elder Brother's like Count de St. GermainMaster Alchemist*******like Al-tar
page 822no proof..unless
unless someday, together, you and I might in some way..find the proofwhich would deny
each and every ancient lie
and uncovering Truth..by calling ona certain mantraa sound..a phrase of music..a forgottenfragment of melody
page 823be bleSSed with the lost , forgotten powerSall of us poSSeSSed of yore
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
How do I explain..what I am experiencing?A paradox in Pandora's box..the box is opened..portal...dimensions unexplained..my BrainMind Over MatterScatteredfragments ofA Place On Earth. ...
------------------All my love, with all my Heartlotusheartone
brings up Anubis...'
RandallWebmaster Posts: 13063From: Saturn next to CharmainecRegistered: Apr 2009 posted March 16, 2003 07:26 PM --------------------------------------------------------------------------------"I have been entirely too Pollyanna-perfect latelymunching healthy lettuce, drinking carrot juicenot wearing much make-up .. no false lashes anymoretaking my vitamins every day, and doing Yoga head standsno Excedrin or coffee .. or cigarettesnot even slamming a door .. no Big Bangs at allthe Earth vibrates these days, they sayto such a negative frequencythat one who is ultra-sensitive in any waymust adopt a vice or twoto keep one's molecules from flying apart.. exploding into space
******************
the sphinx is a dog, not a lion!the affirmations are all here..I wish for the TRUTHto be revealed. ...
perhaps I'll stop at the corner apothecary, and buy insteadthe largest bottle of Je Reviens they have -- or should I buy Chanel ?no -- Je Reviens, because it means "I shall return"
.. and splash it all over my hair and skin .. then let the spring airtransmute its scent into a miracle of myriad memoriesof happier twilights
The Truth Shall Set Us Free
------------------"Fall down 100 times, get up 101...this is success." --ME
------------------"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." Charles Schultz
when I lay me lonesome down to sleepI say this Oober prayer
God bless the silent planet Saturn in youwith its rays of silvery-wisethat shine out tiny stars to guide mefrom the windows of my soul .. your eyes
God bless the baby in youthe small boy, hikingthe man of passion, who gentles me and trembles meand the other, holy one
God bless each and every you, within yourTemple, living thereeach other half of every meall those I know..and knewwhich, when joined togetherbecome the always and eternal Us..the Forever Me-of-youthat makes your heart reach out to mineand mine to yours..across an ocean or a roomto pull us back into each other...
if I burn your letters of love, perhaps...like the legendary Phoenix of Scorpioin some future life, they will riseand live again
oh, twin soul! where was our mission, what wasour goal?I need so to understandhow did we fall? by which Master's hand..orby our own?when did I lose my way along the starry trailI walked with you?the trail of secrets we once shared, andwisdom we both knew..
I wonder ...
should these written words of the testamentof our passionreincarnate into life again, as the languagespoken between usin some finer alabaster Body Temples oftomorrowshall we, do you believe, feel a dim andmisty sorrow?
if these words , like the Phoenix, shouldrisewill we then look deeply into each other'swiser eyes...and know?
------------------All my love, with all my Heartlotusheartone/Emeraldopal
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