posted May 12, 2006 10:45 PM
I am a Cancer, and the guy I've been with for over a year is a Scorpio. We've had plenty of problems in the past, but somehow we've been able to overcome them, and love each other even more. No matter how hopeless things seemed, I always stuck by my new rule of staying happy and positive, and things would turn out beautifully.
I would feel like I was destined to be with him, and he himself would say we were meant for each other.Things have sort of turned for the worse, however, and I don't know if this is a situation that will clear up eventually or if we're seriously going to leave each other for this. I have depression, which is controllable most of the time when I'm really trying. But in the last few weeks I've been thinking about all the things in the past he's put me through, and eventually it all built up and I had an emotional outburst on him. He's been perfect in the last few months, so finally we're having a huge fight that isn't Scorpio's fault.
Now he's telling me that I'm too clingy and needy(I'm a Cancer, HELLO), that he doesn't want to feel obligated to be with me, even though he was always the one to talk of marriage and kids, and living together. He ignores me now and I know how he needs space in times like this to think things out, but it's just so hard for me not to talk to him. I've already apologized and made attempts to redeem myself so I could stop doing the things I do that ruin it.
I've gotten so depressed about this I've been having thoughts of suicide, and I can't stand it when I think like that because it doesn't help anything.
I just want to fix this up; this isn't the first time something like this has happened but this time I'm putting forth an honest effort to change this. He's saying he's sick of the way I act...
So if anyone can offer me some astrological insight, or any kind of insight at all, that would be great... but you don't have to. I just don't know what to do at this point.
MINE
Planetary positions
Sun Cancer 17°15'46 03 direct
Moon Taurus 22°25'54 12 direct
Mercury Gemini 26°17'55 02 direct
Venus Gemini 14°20'21 01 direct
Mars Pisces 27°49'48 11 direct
Jupiter Taurus 27°41'04 12/1 direct
Jupiter is technically near the end of house 12 and is interpreted in house 1.
Saturn Sagittarius 27°54'04 08 retrograde
Uranus Sagittarius 28°17'44 08 retrograde
Neptune Capricorn 08°34'29 08 retrograde
Pluto Scorpio 09°47'33 06 retrograde
True Node Pisces 16°00'54 11 retrograde
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Taurus 29°48'04
2nd House Gemini 24°21'58
3rd House Cancer 15°14'33
Imum Coeli Leo 07°20'41
5th House Virgo 05°12'27
6th House Libra 13°56'48
Descendant Scorpio 29°48'04
8th House Sagittarius 24°21'58
9th House Capricorn 15°14'33
Medium Coeli Aquarius 07°20'41
11th House Pisces 05°12'27
12th House Aries 13°56'48
Major aspects
Sun Sextile Moon 5°10
Sun Trine Pluto 7°28
Moon Sextile Mars 5°24
Moon Conjunction Jupiter 5°15
Moon Conjunction Ascendant 7°22
Mercury Square Mars 1°32
Mercury Opposition Saturn 1°36
Mercury Opposition Uranus 2°00
Mars Sextile Jupiter 0°09
Mars Square Saturn 0°04
Mars Square Uranus 0°28
Mars Sextile Ascendant 1°58
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn 0°13
Jupiter Quincunx Uranus 0°37
Jupiter Conjunction Ascendant 2°07
Saturn Conjunction Uranus 0°24
Saturn Quincunx Ascendant 1°54
Uranus Quincunx Ascendant 1°30
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1°13
HIS
Planetary positions
Sun Scorpio 10°50'26 02 direct
Moon Aries 17°11'32 08 direct
Mercury Libra 28°00'11 02 retrograde
Venus Scorpio 29°48'54 03 direct
Mars Libra 16°46'23 02 direct
Jupiter Aries 22°33'28 08 retrograde
Saturn Sagittarius 18°49'59 04 direct
Uranus Sagittarius 24°20'09 04 direct
Neptune Capricorn 05°50'11 04 direct
Pluto Scorpio 09°56'29 02 direct
True Node Aries 01°56'56 07 retrograde
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Virgo 15°47'04
2nd House Libra 15°46'01
3rd House Scorpio 16°35'39
Imum Coeli Sagittarius 16°41'19
5th House Capricorn 16°06'40
6th House Aquarius 15°46'47
Descendant Pisces 15°47'04
8th House Aries 15°46'01
9th House Taurus 16°35'39
Medium Coeli Gemini 16°41'19
11th House Cancer 16°06'40
12th House Leo 15°46'47
Major aspects
Sun Sextile Neptune 5°00
Sun Conjunction Pluto 0°54
Sun Sextile Ascendant 4°57
Moon Opposition Mars 0°25
Moon Conjunction Jupiter 5°22
Moon Trine Saturn 1°38
Moon Trine Uranus 7°09
Moon Quincunx Ascendant 1°24
Mercury Opposition Jupiter 5°27
Mercury Sextile Uranus 3°40
Mars Opposition Jupiter 5°47
Mars Sextile Saturn 2°04
Jupiter Trine Saturn 3°43
Jupiter Trine Uranus 1°47
Saturn Conjunction Uranus 5°30
Saturn Square Ascendant 3°03
Neptune Sextile Pluto 4°06
Pluto Sextile Ascendant 5°51