posted July 30, 2006 10:29 PM
lmj515 -Thanks for posting your Wheel in the best way possible ...
You said you were interested in understanding your thoughts to other people. I'm not sure what you meant by that, if you have any specific areas for us to focus on first, it helps break them down little by little. What are you trying to acheive? What are you struggling with? Etc...
Taking an overall look, the T-Square pops out at me cz I'z gots one too! FUN!!
I'm going to meditate on yours for a minute to see if anything comes to me. If your time of birth is correct, you have whole lot happening near or at the Focal Point of your T-Square, Jupiter in Aquarius in the 10th, MC in Capricorn and Venus in Capricorn in the 9th House. It's not like any kind of techincal thing, to me it's just a cluster of energy to focus in on.
The Focal Point is like the direction you're forced to take, some are more intense than others. I have an intense one based on other factors than yours, but I would venture to say you too have an intense one based on that cluster -- ah, but ALL T-Squares are intense.
First, I see a huge stress when it comes to issues of location, or re-location. You may find it very difficult to do as you want to do, or want to do it more often. I could be wrong, please let me know ... I'm thinking you may have many days when you feel like your material belongings are the culprit for holding you back, such as a home or belongings which are too difficult to move with you.
I get that from a couple of things for starters, and I'll let you comment thusfar ... first, from the cluster of two very expansive Planets, Jupiter & Mercury. Plus, the MC is focused on the Public, as well as Career. It really helps that you have that Sun in Aquarius in the 10th!
The other thing is your other two Legs in your T-Square, which are ALWAYS in exact Opposite Signs & Houses or you wouldn't have a T-. Keep in mind, they are both Water Planets.
The Empty Space of your T- is basically your IC (4th House Cusp), PLUS in the Sign of (Cusp of) Cancer. Do you see that? The Sign of Cancer is naturally Ruled by the 4th House, so it's like an extra intensity there with all things Moon/Cancer/4th House !!! This area is YOUR BLIND SPOT, so you'll want to read up on those energies as it seems you will have a big home theme, perhaps with travel away from the family involved.
You already have the dichotomy of a Sun in Aqua and Moon in Taurus, so I imagine you will have to deal with feeling much divided when it comes to issues of home, vs. the direction you need to go in order to breathe!
I see you as having much social power, you are a great speaker perhaps you travel speaking or teaching. But although you don't mind going way out there, you need a partner who will be there for you with unconditional love on the homefront AT ALL TIMES, or you become cranky!
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... it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness