posted September 06, 2007 12:00 AM              

"The seeking of approval, adulation, and attention is no more than an unconscious desire to rebalance the lack of self-esteem that you feel inside. Your self-worth is depreciated privately and exaggerated publicly. Without others, where would you be? While outwardly espousing your superiority, you are really run by your need for adulation, approval and attention from others. You are a slave to popular opinion of you"

This so fits!!Although I'm not an "attention seeker"...I do need approval badly.My self-worth is highly based on what other people think about me,and it's something I know I have to work on.But oddly enough,I'm very shy.I would HATE being on stage(Although I do love to sing...)

posted September 06, 2007 12:10 AM              

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Until you have worked through each of these zodiac pairs, through many lifetimes, you are not ready for your true soul mate. In the meantime, you are in training with each and every partner you have, learning to love all aspects of yourself equally. Each aspect acts as a beacon pointing towards your true nature as Love and light. Your partners reflect the ways in which you are not Loving yourself and you reflect their issues back to them. The more you can see yourself in your partners and love yourself for what you see, the more your true soul mate will ‘appear’ in your current partner

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posted September 06, 2007 12:43 AM              

By your theory of next sign per each carnation... I've only got one more life to go!
Yeah baby... LOL!

I hope Tim finds his way to this post as he really is quite wise towards the inner workings of nodes.

I'm curious if you find yourself somewhat attracted to people of your South Node. It's said to be a comfort zone as we've already experienced this area in previous lifetimes.

Cool post Love, thank you

posted September 06, 2007 12:52 AM              

"Until you have worked through each of these zodiac pairs, through many lifetimes, you are not ready for your true soulmate...."

posted September 06, 2007 01:06 AM            

Nelly,

posted September 06, 2007 01:46 AM            

I think it's about finding the balance point between whichever Nodes you happen to be experiencing. I think he's saying that in finding that point, you will then experience unconditional love, thereby attracting to you the relationship which mirrors that back to you (which is really what soulmate means, no?)

I have to say, I think it's so true. Each relationship I have increases my awareness of the Scorpio NN/Taurus SN aspect I have:

"Only when you relinquish your need to control, handing over your will to the higher power of your Higher Self, do you begin to understand that only in Love do you need no security. Love is the answer to all questions."

posted September 06, 2007 07:47 AM            

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So, I guess this means until you are at the Pisces/Virgo point you will not be with your "true" soulmate or other half , any other partner is just a pay back of karma or a learning experience.
This sucks...

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I'm actually at that point and it doesn't make sense for alot of reasons. For one thing, that would mean that your only other soulmate would also have to be at the Virgo/Pisces point and while that could be true for some people, I don't think it would be the case for all of us.

posted September 06, 2007 08:40 AM              

This is how I am understanding it to be.

My questions are:
What if I am a brand new soul and came to this earth, then what kind of karma am I paying off if I haven't done anything to anyone just yet?
How does all this start?
I am trying to be receptive to all these people!! but really!!! there are things that are not clicking together here...
Also, once you have gone through all the reincarnations someone mentioned you start all over again?

To answer AG's question, why do I need a soulmate? I don't need a soulmate as long as I don't have the necessity to feel, but I have those feelings, see , it seems unfair to me to have feelings of sharing my ife with someone when I am really not going to have that person by my side, so why give me the feelings, I'm ok with not having a soulmate as long as I am not experiencing those feelings.
It is actualy really hard to open up and say this because I have been all my life that kind of person that has been independent and took care of myself, proud of it too! but last year everything changed, I don't want to confused this by feeling dependent, I think I can still be independent and have my own individuaism, but I don't see the point now of all my accomplishments if I don't have someone to share this with, or talk to ...
does this make sense?

posted September 12, 2007 01:27 PM              

"Spirit without knowledge is impotent (the enlightened idiot). Knowledge without Spirit is empty (the idiot savant). What this is saying is that the potential balance of the Gemini/Sagittarius polarity lies in the simultaneous pursuit of knowledge and the unifying wisdom that ties that knowledge together. Taken together, you are growing in consciousness—growing towards Love. As the magnificent plan of the cosmos unfolds from the knowledge collected you cannot help but be awestruck by the realisation of the divinity behind everything in the cosmos." - my Aim is to writte soo...