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Topic: Virgo Honesty in Love...
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Virgo-AriesArtist
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From: USA
Registered: Nov 2001
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posted March 13, 2006 07:37 PM
 
Dear fellow Knowflakes,
I am in a loving relationship with a Gemini guy, Brian (he's also got a Cancer rising, Merc and Venus in Taurus, Mars in Scorpio), but I have had trouble broaching needs that are on my mind when we talk on the phone, or also when I visited recently (the trip was during the shadow and first part of the current Mercury retrograde, which didn't help). I really have to say a few important things to him and decided perhaps I could make it easier in an e-mail letter. I'd really appreicate your thoughts, as I haven't sent it yet, probably not til after the retrograde:
Hi Brian...
I guess I need to be more upfront sometimes. I've realized a few things about myself lately, that are pretty important. First, I really need to be in constant (at least every two days) contact with you, whether it's me calling you or you calling me. At the same time, I have to get over the idea that me being the one who calls makes me appear clingy. Yes, I do need reassurance, but that is not a bad thing, nor something that will drastically change about me right now. It takes a lot for me to feel safe and secure, and I need to make sure the people I care about know that in plain terms. I also need to be aware of important stuff going on in your life, and be able to share the important stuff that is going on in mine. That is essential to me, and it's something I'm learning will be the only thing that makes me trust stronger. I like to be there to support those I love and if necessary brainstorm solutions. I like to feel needed, as though I can help make things better and more manageable. I know you are there when I need to talk about stuff that is bothering me, it's something nice that I am getting used to, because I guess I am not used to anyone being that genuinely open and available. Third, I am a person who thinks very often about keeping myself safe, and that usually means keeping people at a distance, and therefore, yes, to care about you as much as I do is incredibly scary, yet amazing for me at the same time. I feel wonderful loving you, yet vulnerable, and at times it makes me quiet and prone to not say exactly what is on my mind, like during the time I just visited. I am a constant thinker, so therefore it's hard for me to stop wondering about the future, even if I know deep down that nothing is certain or predictable. I'm so lost sometimes without a plan or roadmap in my head of where situations in my life are supposed to be headed, I forget to live in the moment and enjoy.
I need to be honest, or else I cannot expect you to know what's going on in my head, even when I feel more comfortable bringing my thoughts up in writing (maybe just my astrological Virgo-ness coming through, LOL). I like talking on the phone, but it is harder for me to put my feelings out there. I love you very much, Brian, and I don't want miscommunication to come between us.
Love always,
Kathleen
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-K
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sthenri
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posted March 13, 2006 10:09 PM
I agree on telling him but through the phone-men do not get email as much as women do, they like contact, no matter how hard at first the words will come easier and he will appreciate the warmth of your voice:>Natasha
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Virgo-AriesArtist
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posted March 13, 2006 11:36 PM
Maybe the full moon would be a good time to broach this via phone...he's got that Cancer influence so the eclipse may be a powerful time, and it will be occuring in Virgo, so hmmmm...thoughts to ponder.
Men appreciating the warmth of voice? I hadn't thought about that...------------------
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Virgo-AriesArtist
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posted March 15, 2006 09:34 PM
Ok, so I sent it tonight...here goes everything...hmmm  ------------------
-K
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