posted January 20, 2008 07:21 PM         

I was here probably around a year ago, had a reading with one of the forum goers, and it was very therapeutic. It helped quite a bit. I am having a period in my life of mass uncertainty and problems understanding myself. A particular battle I am having is within, an almost light vs. dark battle with myself.

Any insight, or a possible reading from one of the forum goers is much needed, and greatly appreciated.

posted January 20, 2008 10:07 PM         

Welcome back Are you still with that pretty Pisces lady??
Sorry to hear you’re having some dark times…..

Transiting Chiron in Aquarius is coming up on a square with your Taurus Sun. tSaturn will square your nVenus this year. tUranus is sextiling your nMars. The sextile aspect sometimes seems to “excite” the energy of the planets involved and with Mars and Uranus being the planets involved, that could be very uncomfortable. tUranus is is also sittling on your nJupiter. You have tSaturn squaring nSaturn right now, the second Saturn square of your life (the first occurred at age 7 or so) – here’s a pdf chapter on that: Erin Sullivan - Saturn's Natural Cycles, 22-29

I think it’s mainly the Chiron to Sun -- check here for interps: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/006794.html -- and the Saturn to Saturn that could be "making" you feel like this. When I say planets "make" you feel something that is not what in actuality is going on -- the planets are symbols/archetypes for parts of our personalities. They're not really something "out there", they live inside you.....

When you say “dark times” I immediately thought “Pluto” but it isn’t making any major aspects to your natal planets except for a trine to the NN…..

Do you feel like talking about the nature of your mass uncertainty?? These rites of passage aren't an easy time.....

posted January 21, 2008 11:22 PM         

And why yes! I am still with the fantastic Pisces lady. I can post her chart later, as she's fighting off some demons as well.

Also, if anyone watches the show 'Dexter,' I started watching it and I find that the character in that show explains how I feel quite a bit, almost my personality to the "T." Except with the whole serial killer part.