posted May 31, 2008 03:41 PM         

once again my heart has been ripped out...I've decided I'm never going to be loved by anyone...there is no one out there to love me ever...I guess I'll find a nun suit...and what a shame..I have so much love to give and every time I do someone just doesn't give a damn about it...I have never felt so doomed in love and relationships in my life as I do right now...

My relationships that I know of the signs have been as follows...
Sag and Aquarius
Sag and Pisces
Sag and Leo
Sag and Scorpio

and NONE of them have worked out...maybe it's me and not them..

posted June 03, 2008 10:39 PM         

I find that Sag and Aqua are a great mix though.

You just have to weed them out honey. Love takes time. It doesn't always come when you call it. And believe me, I know that when Sag wants something, they have a way of getting it.

Several of my Sag friends have had the yearning to fall in love. When it hits them, they find themselves pregnant and married within a matter of months!!!

Don't lose hope. It will happen. People are not meant to be alone.

Use this time as a way to find out what YOU like. What you will tolerate. Find out what you must have and can't stand about a partner. The better you know yourself, the better you will give of yourself, and be recieved.

posted June 04, 2008 03:47 PM         

I had a bad experience with a scorp too...far too charming with words and meant none of them. I felt totally deceived and my saggie sense of honor and honesty didn't like it.

Have now fallen for a Cappie sun/Saggie moon and feel alot more stable with this guy!

posted June 19, 2008 03:27 AM         

Semi-sextile Suns often work out long-term. I don't think the problem is astrology.

I'm sorry you're having so much heartache. Maybe you need to examine the common denominator that links all your past failed relationships. Do you keep picking the same type of guy? Is there something they all had in common? Do you have unrealistic expectations about relationships? Are you too needy? Are you too giving? Do you pick guys who treat you badly?

posted June 19, 2008 07:35 AM         

as for aqua+Sag... im surprised! I get along pretty well with aquas.

posted June 29, 2008 06:44 PM         

this is your astrology transit setup ..
( i've your natal chart .. but no birth time )

transiting Chiron .. squaring natal Venus and natal Saturn since april 2007
end of full transit .. november 2008 .. when it squares natal Saturn and turns direct ..
( t.Chiron is currently retrograde at 20 deg aquarius )

( re scorpio .. t chiron is squaring the scorpio sector .. maybe hit his sun ? )

transiting Pluto squaring natal Pluto ( Pluto being currently retrograde at 29 degree Sag. )
*will include all 1969 and 1970 birthyear folk* ..
next exact hit will be in november 2008 whilst Pluto is direct again
Pluto will be retrograde once more march thru august 2009 and move . 3 deg Capricorn back to 0 deg ..
nataly Pluto aspects your Sun and Chiron .. albeit by 5 and 6 degrees respectively ..
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transiting Neptune ( now retrograde ) is sextiling natal Sun ..
this will continue on and off 'till end 2009

transiting Uranus squaring natal Sun
on and off .. feb 2009 thru feb 2010
( it got to within 2 degrees of an exact square recently .. but is now retrograde )

ditto for Uranus trining natal Jupiter ..
so who knows .. time for something new .. out of the blue ..

that chiron transit could feel like the pits i guess ..
'specially since it's been working over the venus-saturn opposition in your chart ..

btw .. transiting Jupiter goes back to 12 degree Cap before it turns direct again ..
which means it will be sextiling your natal Venus and Jupiter ..
plus trining your natal Saturn ..

posted June 30, 2008 08:20 PM         

And you know, I can relate to Tina as she loved Ike but just couldn't take him anymore. My Scorpio is an untreated alcoholic and if you want to call smoking weed daily a drug addict then so be it. He is the most...extreme...man I've ever known. He has the most wild mood swings too. One minute he will be obsessing over a conversation he had YESTERDAY, then an hour later he would pet my hair and say things like "My father said I should always treat girls like a lady"...VERY BIZARRE things.

He also has some violent tendencies as I saw him punch a wall on two occassions and I thought to myself ..wow..I need to get away from this guy. He's quite pecular (spelling?) and I'm not really used to anyone like that, so I had no idea how to respond to him half the time. A lot of times he acted like a spoiled child and I felt like his mother scolding him.

He is a ladies man as well, and has several women in the wings, as well as having me AND another woman at the same time, but when I found that out I removed myself from the relationship. Not to say it hasn't hurt like hell either because I would be lying. It HAS hurt like hell.

Tonight I feel..VERY anxious..like I'm waiting on something to happen..or I am feeling him...I do have that "curse" where I feel others especially those who I've had a strong connection with and I felt him a lot. He's had the same thing. I have a card he gave me when the relationship first began and I've been considering burning it in a ritual of sorts, to try and break the connection.

He was a rebound and actually my psychic told me this but I held onto the fantasy that it was more...I was wrong...

posted July 01, 2008 09:48 PM         

Yes, I have felt VERY angry at times at him...I just feel like I want to argue and argue and argue...but I don't. But I certainly could. Course, he's moved on to someone else and I'm not a concern anymore.

posted July 02, 2008 07:27 AM         

from what you've written .. i'd say rejoice that your free of him ..
( although .. i can understand why it must hurt you )

posted July 03, 2008 06:41 PM         

and re transiting Lillith ..
i mentioned 10 days ..
that could very well be the period 'till exact degree ..
i.e. the build-up-applying period
i got that number from observing my own Lillith transit once ..

posted July 22, 2008 09:58 PM         

and then...today, he sends me the nastiest email about him "moving" on and how he can't give me his new address because his new girlfriend lives upstairs from him etcetc..so he NEVER meant to see me again at all! He's LIED this whole time.

posted July 23, 2008 01:18 AM         

His loss.

posted July 25, 2008 10:05 PM         

I didn't know what to say. For the first time I was speechless. I was shaking and I could have smoked a whole pack of cigarettes when I hung up the phone.