posted September 09, 2010 10:04 PM
It's the ac-dc conjunction... and the conjunctions in your 5th and his 11th and 12th house.You have moon opposition pluto too and that's chaotic I think?
I know what you mean about finding it hard to let someone go. I had to let my soulmate ex go bc he was hurting me too much and broke my trust one time too many..
No matter how hard it is to let them go, if they screw you over and over again, you NEED to break free =(.
My ex and I had my moon and venus exactly conjunct his dc, and his moon in my 8th.
His pluto in my 8th and my pluto in his 7th conjunct his moon really tightly.
His sun was conjuncting my IC by 1 degree and we had moon, venus and mercury trines all by 1 orb.
There's alot more and he's definitely a soulmate, but despite this he was abusive, a liar, a manipulator and cheater so I HAD to end it. It hurt me so deeply, and I'm so damaged right now, but I'm on a better path now =) and you will be too. If he has hurt you time and time again, you shouldn't run back to him anymore.
Believe me I KNOW about running back and forth. We had a VERY volatile relationship. And it wasn't stable at all. He was a scorpio moon... What do you expect -_-.