posted May 23, 2015 09:54 PM            

I just broke up with him for the fifth time since knowing him (I've initiated all break ups - unlike me and I'm overwhelmed by this very much). We fell in love almost immediately upon meeting a year and a half ago, but he is the most hot/cold man I've ever known and we'll get intensely close, only for him to pull a stunt that upsets me so much I walk away, or he'll be so distant for weeks I wind up basically throwing in the towel in heartbreak. We've expressed an equal amount of thinking we were soul mate material for each other, but I feel constant pressure to be 'cool' while he disappears, pushes me away, and on the occasions he's just simply been mean and cruel to me. But, he can also be one of the greatest men I've ever known. Obviously, he is represented by the strongest Saturn aspects in this chart as well as the Pluto person, but I have always been able to stick it out with every other significant relationship, and I keep finding myself running away. It's like I get painted into a corner where the only escape IS that I leave him, but then immediately I feel horribly depressed and sad.

I miss him when we are together, and I miss him when we are apart. It should also be noted that he is from a significantly different culture from me (He is Muslim, I am from a Christian family). I believe that is also apparent in this chart.

posted May 23, 2015 10:36 PM            

Moving this to Interpersonal Astrology.

HOW TO GET YOUR CHART

1. Go to www.astro.com . You can create a free account or enter your birth data as a guest; however, creating an account will allow you to save your information – great for trying the different charts both for yourself and for others in your life. If you don’t know the exact time of your birth, do your best to find out – it *is* important.

2. Go to “Free Horoscopes” and then to “Extended Chart Selection.”

3. “Natal Chart Wheel” is the default, but you will need to go to “House System” (under “Options” use the drop-down to change to “equal”).

4. Click on “Click here to show the Chart,” then click on the chart which will appear.

5. Right-click and save the chart to your desktop.

HOW TO UPLOAD YOUR CHART

1. Create a free account at www.photobucket.com .

2. Select “Upload Now” which will bring up “Select Photos and Videos.”

3. Navigate to your desktop and select.

4. On right, click “Save and continue to my album.”

5. When you hover the mouse pointer over the chart, you will see that a box appears with a few options. If you need to edit out your name or anything else you don’t feel comfortable sharing on the boards, “edit” is in the top band of options. Select “edit” which opens your chart and provides editing options. Go to the tab “Decorate,” and you will see a number of icons, one of which is an eraser. Erase what you need to, and click “Replace original.”

6. Saving should take you to a new screen where you can see your chart and to the right, a bank of options to “Share this photo.” Click on the IMG code, which will flash and let you know that you’ve copied the link.

7. Go to your thread, open a new post and paste your link.