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Aurora_girl1990
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From: kuala lumpur,malaysia
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posted September 20, 2019 07:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi everyone,
I havent been on here at all these past few months as some aspects of my life (work and relationships) have been in a turmoil.

For those whom i owe an exchange with,please let me know your updated questions or if the old ones remain as it gas been a while (i am so sorry for that)

And for those who read this thread,please bs kind enough to read for me right now even though i dont feel fully up for exchanging at the moment.

If you would like an exchange then please be patience and allow me to get better first before i can respond.

My questions are :

Is it in my highest good to keep contact with either of these guys (K.B or Sandeep)or will it affect my relationahip with A.L if i do keep contact with either of them

A little back story:

K.B
I met K.B on a dating site for spiritually minded people in late 2015 and i felt an attraction to him then,but never could see us being a romantic in love couple but more like two peple working together for a common spiritual cause..like a purely spiritual partnership.

Sandeep
I met him online way back in 2014.We had an online friendship for many years with him sharing details of his datings life with me and asking my advice.I grew to like him and i enjoyed being his friend,being saught out by him for dating advise.He had an issue with being serious with a women though i felt based off his stories about sexual based relationshiops in person and failed online relationships
Due to him being betrayed by his first gf.

Anyways in late 2016,he was joking about with me about something to the effect of being exclusive with him (i cant remember)and i said to him "you never asked me to be your gf" and he said " will you be my gf" and i laughed hard for a minute i think before asking if ge was serious to which he responded he wasnt.

I felt he was but to me,idk,then i thought its because i knew his **** of not being able to fully commit to women that i didnt want to be another one of the women he used to talk to me about.

But now,i feel its because i simply didnt love him.I felt attracted yes as he was a good friend to me,he showed he cared about me,i enjoyed his company and i liked him as a person.

But i realize now i didnt love him.

Not the way i love my bf A.L now.I have never loved anyone like i love A.L.Its just different how i feel about A.L and i dont ever want anything to jeapordise this.

Sandeep and Kabir knows i have A.L as my bf.Neither have crossed any lines in relation to that but i dont feel the need to maintain friendships with either guys (or close friendship with any guy as now i have A.L)

Yet i feel guilty about not talking to them and i feel unable to express to them (especially Kabir)that i have my own life now to focus on.

I just suck at speaking my truth/mind as i hate conflict and hurting other people.

So here i am,caught between a rock and a hard place.

Any advise and/or reading would be really appreciated

Thanks a lot everyone

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Aurora_girl1990
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Posts: 1531
From: kuala lumpur,malaysia
Registered: Feb 2013

posted September 20, 2019 07:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi mod
I posted in the wrong forum
I have reposted in the correct forum
Please help to delete this thread
Thank you

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