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lilithpluto
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posted February 20, 2012 08:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lilithpluto     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"The most beautiful sea hasn't been crossed yet.
The most beautiful child hasn't grown up yet.
Our most beautiful days we haven't seen yet.
And the most beautiful words I wanted to tell you
I haven't said yet..."

~ Nazim Hikmet 1945

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posted February 20, 2012 12:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mystic Melody     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

I hear THAT.

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 20, 2012 11:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide?
And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech?

The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle.
Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us."
And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread.
Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us."

The tired and the weary say, "Beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit.
Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow."
But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains,
And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions."

At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east."
And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers say,
"We have seen her leaning over the earth from the windows of the sunset."

In winter say the snow-bound, "She shall come with the spring leaping upon the hills."
And in the summer heat the reapers say,
"We have seen her dancing with the autumn leaves,
and we saw a drift of snow in her hair."
All these things have you said of beauty,
Yet in truth you spoke not of her but of needs unsatisfied,
And beauty is not a need but an ecstasy.
It is not a mouth thirsting nor an empty hand stretched forth,
But rather a heart enflamed and a soul enchanted.

It is not the image you would see nor the song you would hear,
But rather an image you see though you close your eyes and a song you hear though you shut your ears.
It is not the sap within the furrowed bark, nor a wing attached to a claw,
But rather a garden for ever in bloom and a flock of angels for ever in flight.

People of Orphalese, beauty is life when life unveils her holy face.
But you are life and you are the veil.
Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.
But you are eternity and you are the mirror."

- Kahlil Gibran, "On Beauty," Chapter 25, The Prophet, 1923

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lilithpluto
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posted February 21, 2012 10:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lilithpluto     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Beautiful, Ian!

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 21, 2012 11:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No more than you are

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 21, 2012 11:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
Its lovliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.
Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing
A flowery band to bind us to the earth,
Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth
Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,
Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkn'd ways
Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,
Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,
Trees old and young, sprouting a shady boon
For simple sheep; and such are daffodils
With the green world they live in; and clear rills
That for themselves a cooling covert make
'Gainst the hot season; the mid-forest brake,
Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:
And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
We have imagined for the mighty dead;
An endless fountain of immortal drink,
Pouring unto us from the heaven's brink."

- John Keats, A Thing of Beauty (Endymion), 1884

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 21, 2012 11:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love, in the spring
Becomes the rose"

- Amanda McBroom, "The Rose," 1979

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 21, 2012 12:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"It's all I have to bring to-day,
This, and my heart beside,
This, and my heart, and all the fields,
And all the meadows wide.
Be sure you count, should I forget,
Someone the sum could tell,
This, and my heart, and all the bees
Which in the clover dwell."

- Emily Dickinson, "It's All I Have to Bring Today"

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posted February 21, 2012 04:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"What have I to say to you
When we shall meet?
Yet—
I lie here thinking of you.

The stain of love
Is upon the world.
Yellow, yellow, yellow,
It eats into the leaves,
Smears with saffron
The horned branches that lean
Heavily
Against a smooth purple sky.

There is no light—
Only a honey-thick stain
That drips from leaf to leaf
And limb to limb
Spoiling the colours
Of the whole world.

I am alone.
The weight of love
Has buoyed me up
Till my head
Knocks against the sky.

See me!
My hair is dripping with nectar—
Starlings carry it
On their black wings.
See, at last
My arms and my hands
Are lying idle.

How can I tell
If I shall ever love you again
As I do now?"

- William Carlos Williams, "A Love Song," 1915.

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posted February 21, 2012 10:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mintgirl123     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
lilithpluto.

That poem SPOKE to me. I love it. Guessing you're thinking about your ex? How long has it been?
For one of mine, it took me 17 months to get rid of that cloak of sadness. It was really tough. =(

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posted February 21, 2012 10:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ariesdragon     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Beautiful ian

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Desiring Shadows
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posted February 21, 2012 11:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Desiring Shadows     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
awwwww

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 22, 2012 08:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Reject me not if I should say to you
I do forget the sounding of your voice,
I do forget your eyes that searching through
The mists perceive our marriage, and rejoice.

Yet, when the apple-blossom opens wide
Under the pallid moonlight’s fingering,
I see your blanched face at my breast, and hide
My eyes from diligent work, malingering.

Ah, then, upon my bedroom I do draw
The blind to hide the garden, where the moon
Enjoys the open blossoms as they straw
Their beauty for his taking, boon for boon.

And I do lift my aching arms to you,
And I do lift my anguished, avid breast,
And I do weep for very pain of you,
And fling myself at the doors of sleep, for rest.

And I do toss through the troubled night for you,
Dreaming your yielded mouth is given to mine,
Feeling your strong breast carry me on into
The peace where sleep is stronger even than wine."

- D.H. Lawrence, "A Love Song"

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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted February 22, 2012 08:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Before I loved you, love, nothing was my own:
I wavered through the streets, among Objects:

Nothing mattered or had a name:
The world was made of air, which waited.

I knew rooms full of ashes,
Tunnels where the moon lived,
Rough warehouses that growled 'get lost',
Questions that insisted in the sand.

Everything was empty, dead, mute,
Fallen abandoned, and decayed:
Inconceivably alien, it all

Belonged to someone else - to no one:
Till your beauty and your poverty
Filled the autumn plentiful with gifts."

- Pablo Neruda, "Sonnet XXV"

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posted February 22, 2012 08:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"It was a flowing night.
From beneath the spruce trees,
The stream was flowing to far beyond.
The moonlight was illuminating the valley
And the mountain so bright that God could be seen.

We were on the heights.
Far beyond, invisible; surfaces, washed;
And glance, more amorous than ever before.
You handed me the green stalk of a message
And your breath quietly cracked
The Terracotta of Familiarity.
Our heartbeats pouring down the rocks
From an old wine, the summer’s sands flowing in veins
And the Moonlight enameling your behavior
You were wonderful free, and down-to-earth.

The Green Fortune of Life mingled
With the cool mountain air.
Shadows returned
And pennyroyals danced
With the breeze
And ecstasies mingled together."

- Sohrab Sepehri, "Over the Eyelids of Night"

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posted February 22, 2012 10:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lilithpluto     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Awwwwww Ian, I love all of them!!

Your making me fall in love with you.. luckily you are not in Singapore! The guys I know dun read poems no more... they only bring you to fanciful restaurants. Romance is as dead. Maybe its me, I attract guys that are workaholics..:P

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posted February 22, 2012 10:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lilithpluto     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
lilithpluto.

That poem SPOKE to me. I love it. Guessing you're thinking about your ex? How long has it been?
For one of mine, it took me 17 months to get rid of that cloak of sadness. It was really tough. =(


Yeah... I guess 5 months? One can easily forget an ungrateful cad, heartless creep, brainless cow or irresponsible pig. He was none of those... so that makes it so difficult.

Oh well, time is the only enemy here.

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posted February 22, 2012 10:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lilithpluto     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by YoursTrulyAlways:

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

- Amanda McBroom, "The Rose," 1979


If I am to take the plunge, will anyone be there to catch me? I'm not afraid of dying; but that he never cared.. that's more frightening in my mind.

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posted February 22, 2012 12:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
Awwwwww Ian, I love all of them!!

Your making me fall in love with you.. luckily you are not in Singapore! The guys I know dun read poems no more... they only bring you to fanciful restaurants. Romance is as dead. Maybe its me, I attract guys that are workaholics..:P


Err... my dad is a PhD from Oxford in this stuff. He taught at NUS. I got indoctrinated early :P

Remember that I'm American educated, so I was forced into the liberal arts as well (literature, philosophy, history, etc.) despite my career in banking. Contrast this with a British education that is primarily profesionally based (read law in university and you study law only). You can't expect a British/NUS educated physician to know poetry. They don't teach poetry at the university level or even the high school and middle school level to engineers, architects, scientists or computer scientists.

I remember previously discussing not being in Singapore... I told you that the synastry compatibility is dangerous... see how its playing out? Its good you are over there and I am over here.

You already have high standards, I'm not pushing the bar upwards, just that I'm able to meet your expectations. Go out there and force other guys to these standards and don't compromise!

Its a culture of workaholics. What do you expect? The pressure to succeed is high. Of course, the guys have to know where the priorities lie, and therefore I do force myself to stop working when I've attained performance benchmarks.

I'm guilty of the "fancy restaurant" part myself. Always have been. But romance is far more than that. That society unfortunately fosters primarly the practical side of life and the atmosphere and prevailing mentality is not conducive to romance. Its no wonder why you like the Mediterranean countries so much (Italy, Greece, Spain, etc.).

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posted February 22, 2012 01:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
If I am to take the plunge, will anyone be there to catch me? I'm not afraid of dying; but that he never cared.. that's more frightening in my mind.

Have faith that he who cares will always be there to catch you. He whom is worthy of your love shall never leave you without care. He whom you trust shall never abandon your needs.

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posted February 22, 2012 03:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"I speak to you across cities
I speak to you across plains

My mouth is upon your pillow

Both faces of the walls come meeting
My voice discovering you

I speak to you of eternity

O cities memories of cities
Cities wrapped in our desires
Cities come early cities come lately
Cities strong and cities secret
Plundered of their master's builders
All their thinkers all their ghosts

Fields pattern of emerald
Bright living surviving
The harvest of the sky over our earth
Feeds my voice I dream and weep
I laugh and dream among the flames
Among the clusters of the sun

And over my body your body spreads
The sheet of it's bright mirror."

- Paul Eluard, "The Absence"

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posted February 22, 2012 03:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"The night, it is deserted
from the mountains to the sea.
But I, the one who rocks you,
I am not alone!

The sky, it is deserted
for the moon falls to the sea.
But I, the one who holds you,
I am not alone !

The world, it is deserted.
All flesh is sad you see.
But I, the one who hugs you,
I am not alone!"

- Gabriela Mistral, "I Am Not Alone"

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posted February 22, 2012 03:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"In that book which is
My memory . . .
On the first page
That is the chapter when
I first met you
Appear the words . . .
Here begins a new life"

- Dante Alighieri, "La Vita Nuova," 1295 [translated from Italian]

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posted February 22, 2012 03:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for YoursTrulyAlways     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Besame, besame mucho,
Como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez.
Besame, besame mucho,
Que tengo miedo perderte, perderte despues.

Quiero mirarme en tus ojos,
Tenerte muy cerca, verte junto a mi.
Piensa que tal vez mañana
Yo ya estare lejos,
Muy lejos de aqui.

Besame, besame mucho,
Como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez.
Besame, besame mucho,
Que tengo miedo perderte, perderte despues"

- Consuelo Velázquez, 1941


Is it me or is it getting kinda warm in here?

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posted February 22, 2012 07:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mintgirl123     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
Yeah... I guess 5 months? One can easily forget an ungrateful cad, heartless creep, brainless cow or irresponsible pig. He was none of those... so that makes it so difficult.

Oh well, time is the only enemy here.


lol my ex wasn't a good guy at all. =( It's like I know he's a bad person, and doesn't have any redeeming qualities, but back then when I was still hung up over him, it was like the heart completely took over lol. But thank god I'm over all that crap.

Hope you'll feel better soon <3

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