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softissues
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posted December 24, 2020 11:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Moon love, I hope you're doing well. Thank you for the reading, it was very insightful as always and what you're able to pick up is so beautiful and amazing. And don't worry, I loved the reading and did not cringe at all lol. Here are my thoughts.


Your numbers ~
3, 4, 4, 6, 6, 40
you essentially have 6×2 and 4×3.
I'd say astrologically you have a 4th house snd 6th house
lesson. Home and work. House 9 if you add these all together. Higher learning. Philosophy, Spiritually.
These numbers could figure into your life in any way. Any order. In connection with your Soul contract you WILL see these numbers.


These numbers are interesting. I would say all of these are very important things to me. My home, my work and higher education is all very significant in my life right now. I don't recall seeing these numbers yet but I will definitely be more aware of these moving forward.

Your Letters ~

A, T, N, E, H, C
These could included in their names, addresses, email, username, business, places you would meet.
Organizations.

The letters could associate to one gentlemen I asked you about, Firoz, idk if you remember and you said there may be repressed emotions about something. His name starts with an A, his father's name starts with a H, his younger sister's name starts with a T (whom we talked quite a bit about) and a brother he doesn't get along with starts with the name N (whom we also discussed). Family, creating a family was a major component in our speaking so very interesting stuff.

Q ~ "Which area of life is softissues meant to navigate to work on her appointed Soul Contract"?
- 9 of Pentacles - Taurus/Virgo/Capricorn houses 2/6/10
Practical matters. Discipline. Trusting your decisions.
In choosing others and circumstances. To be grounded.
This would be a stability essence you are here to work on.
This card has a butterfly on it, a wolf, The Sun and a crow.
These may be symbols to speak to you spiritually when you're on the right path to your Soul Contract.Keep your eyes opened.

Okay I think this is good advice although idk if choosing others would be right since I've done that continuously but my mars is in my 10th so working on myself will help this.


Q ~ "Has softissues already met her Soul Contract Person?
- 9 of Cups -
Yes! I feel he's possibly a Sagittarius guy. A Jupiter quality.
Due to these 9s. Soneone who enjoys travel. I'm unable to answer for you - as I know of your mate who went over seas. You'll need to meditate on this to find if it feels he is the Soul Contract.

Another 9 card! We have 3 decks here too.

Now this is really interesting so the guy (honeybun) who left has Venus in Sag and he is a Sag rising with a first house stellium. However Firoz has mars in Sag, his rising sign is unknown but we met through social media with our religion linking us together strongly. I've spoken about another guy, Ali, who's TOB is also unknown but he could also be a Sag rising. Very confusing indeed lol.

Q ~ "When will softissues begin the Soul (love) contract?"
- 5 of Swords -
Not a great card, traditionally. This is an Aquarius energy .
We are using this answer for timing alone. You could well
begin this or did in a Aquarius season. January 21-February 20th.

So this shocked me because literally Firoz and I started speaking again on the Jan 26th and ended our on and off speaking 24th Feb. If he's not the soul contract then he may be a catalyst for this soul contract.

Q ~ "Who will be the holder of the upcoming Soul Contract (love) with softissues ?"
- King of Swords - Gemini/Libra/Aquarius
Saturn in emphasized on this card, Aquarius was originally ruled by Saturn. You're seeing Aquarius +discipline repeated here. This person will possibly be an Aquarius.
Somewhere in their chart they may have the Aqua energy.
Or Earth. There are trees here. The two Air/Earth
He will be a assertive man with a quick mind. Possibly a bit aloof. It's due to his mental activity. His mind can do many things. He will be argumentative. Swords are often. He's the best in his suit.

This is also so interesting because we spoke about my partner before and you mentioned Aquarius and maybe Leo Firoz has an aqua moon and I think he may be an Aqua rising now. He is argumentative. AND OMG he always wears suits in his online pictures, he literally changed his twitter dp the other day to one of a suit. But on the other hand, maybe my energy was coming on too strongly since I have been thinking about him especially with my recent post with our charts together for Stoika and Todd to interpret and Todd said that the love may not be reciprocal which I disagree with but he is disciplined.

Q ~ "What will be the lessons in her Soul Contract be?"
- King of Wands -

You were brought together for you to LEAD him, to trust your judgement. Become more the stable of you as a pair. At least sometimes. This could be to prove to yourself you have courage, strength and are capable of being the grounded one. Looking at his King of Swords and your King of Wands here, you are to come together so you may defrost him. He needs your warm fire to keep him from that overthinking that he may be excessive with.
This King of Wands has no insecurities. He is steadfast with all he faces. He will only be attracted to a strong counterpart due to his drive.
If you are to find this in a love based Soul Contract, you snd he will have a power struggle at times. Your lesson is to read when to give him the lead, as you are to be the lead often - gind a happy balance thst feels right to you both.
This may level out those loss of control moments in life, you will ferl more capable and trusting of yourself! As the 9 of Pentacles had highlighted. 9+9 cards .. perhaps he and you will be well matched and wise!

Again I think of Firoz, he let me lead when we spoke and he mentioned how he wasn't an emotional person and is quite reserved but he was different when it came to me. We do have power struggles in our composite but that's not serious for me because I like that in a relationship. He has his sun in my 1st house so we do relate a lot and we have many things in common. And I'd say my assertiveness and headstrong nature made him attracted to me.


Q ~ "What will her rewards be once she finishes her Soul Contract ?"
- 10 of Cups -
This is everything! Happy ending in blissful emotions.
Spiritual fulfillment is included here.
A house, mate, paradise outside your doors.
You had a few battles with him but you made it here.

Again this reminds me of Firoz since we spoke about reuniting in heaven a lot (may not make sense) but heaven is the ultimate happy ending. Ah I really don't know now (( Makes me emotional and really miss our contact but there's a lot of things I've been through that may put him off and I also don't know where he's at. He is disciplined and he did fit my ideals for a husband and life partner.

~ ~ Your Goddess Oracle Card ~ ~
The Cosmic Egg
The Divine Femini
"I hold the universe within me. I am the forceof an ever expanding love."

Doreen Virtue Romance Angel Card
-Deception-
"Someone is wearing a false mask in this relationship "

In this case you may need to weild your wand to stand up victorious, letting him see you will not tolerate masquerade.
This is an opportunity to work on this Soul Contract. If he respects you, he'll agree to be REAL with you.

I feel like the deception would be me with my crazy change of my lifestyle but hopefully I evolve back to how I was then but a more refined and experienced person. I can't really work on the soul contract if he (Firoz) is the one. I just need to be patient for now.

These were crazy findings Moon like always, you really do pick up on a lot and I'm just weary if you picked up on my energy of thinking about him especially while doing the reading but only time will tell. Thank you again and tell me what you think <333

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posted December 25, 2020 01:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Update:

I don't know if you recall but I also asked about a guy called Ali and if he was thinking of marriage and you produced the hermit card. I just got his birth time, he is a sag rising with a 9th house stellium. I know of him because he's one of my close friend's brothers but we've never spoken or seen each other (I only have seen pictures and know about him because of his sister). And obvs his name begins with an A sigh.

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posted December 25, 2020 09:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Softissues, 

Happy holidays!  I have been very sleepy, too much yule log on the screen lol ~ so I waited to respond until my mental  retention may be a bit clearer.

Thank you for the updates. ♡

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feel like the deception would be me with my crazy change of my lifestyle but hopefully I evolve back to how I was then but a more refined and experienced person. I can't really work on the soul contract if he (Firoz) is the one. I just need to be patient for now.

These were crazy findings Moon like always, you really do pick up on a lot and I'm just weary if you picked up on my energy of thinking about him especially while doing the reading but only time will tell. Thank you again and tell me what you think <333

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I don't know if you recall but I also asked about a guy called Ali and if he was thinking of marriage and you produced the hermit card. I just got his birth time, he is a sag rising with a 9th house stellium. I know of him because he's one of my close friend's brothers but we've never spoken or seen each other (I only have seen pictures and know about him because of his sister). And obvs his name begins with an A sigh.


 Unfortunately the Neptune quality is so illusionary, it even works on the one with the 1st house/Asc (You in this case). The chameleon.  It's one we often see - after the the fact ~ I know this personally.
I spent too many years that I unknowingly,  was the one behind the mask. I only  learned of mine in 2016. In your case you've learned this at a time where self reflection (pretty much a world in Pause). It might be much easier after our last Eclipse to see it too.

  With your People, after you mentioned A, yes I recalled him. Tbh the one I remembered most was Honeybun (H) but unaware of the real name, I left it to you to decide. It looks like you do have echos happening there though.  In the case of the Sag energy mention, with your card 9 of Cups. I feel the great Ones behind the scenes might understand we need to use freewill to take the right or wrong choice. We are presented at times,  with two lanes/roads/sides and here  Men or suitors.  You will feel through those layers of facade  that in courting time, men/women can put fwd to win their Partner. 

That's  funny re Firoz. I think it's good you are attentive to these details as you have selections and must be
on your toes to find the Real McCoy.

 Yes! Aquarius, can be cold, no nonsense and speaking as one, it is true. Frustrating to even ourselves honestly! Have to say in my true opinion,  by nature ~ Aquarius makes the one of best companions and they would be best to live in a warmer climate, were they to mate.  Otherwise Aqua can be in the upper atmosphere too much - bringing a coldish tendency. Logic.

However when blending with people -
it's  like chemistry in essence and the tangible.  Your connections could change his (F's or any Aquas) Cold, stubborn nature.  It depends on your charts together. Another good thing other than discipline in the Aqua is stability.  Fixed signs are the most stable ones in commitment. As well Cardinal are good too. The whole chart and the synastry will need examining.

Lastly, looking at your adding Ali. He does look strikingly possible. Have you studied your together energies?  Perhaps the aspects of the Other who link to your  9th house could be linked strongly. 
As well when we take two 6s or two 9s .. as your 9 cards, you might find yourself with a Crab. Cancer ~
You had 3 (4s) through the die. You have such a plentiful amount of possibility my dear. You get to select - careful. As you'll need that very perfect one. Your H4 +Moon might aspect with the one too!

Thank you for sharing these facets. How these might fit. I hope it helps in the direction and possibly understanding of which one(s) you did enter in with a Soul Contract.
It was a pleasure reading for you - maybe with more refling, time, it will ven become clearer.

May you have a warm, wonderful and happy New Year!
🌸♥️🌸

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posted December 27, 2020 05:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Moon love, thank you for the new year wishes! May you have the same, sending you all my warm wishes <3

I think my mercury oppose Pluto is really eager and obsessed with cracking this code but hopefully, the interest will ease soon. You can't rush these things.

I think you've already seen Ali and I's chart together. And interestingly enough my mercury, jupiter in 4th house is conjunct his descendant in synastry. Similarly, we have a cancer sun in composite with that ruling the 7th house!

In regards to the fixed energies, I have been told before that fixed signs like Aqua and Leo would be good for me and even Libra. And I've found quite a few potentials with these placements. In regards to Ali, his mars in Leo looks really strong tightly conjunct my desc in 7th house. It seems so karmic even though I haven't even interacted with him yet. I don't really like how my moon aspects with his in synastry but his pluto quintile my moon seems interesting.

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posted December 27, 2020 05:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Softissues 

I'm bringing the discussion (frm interpersonal readings) here  between us to open space for Graham/ Todd if they see too much of me they could think I'm  speaking cards , your intentions are to better understand fhise charts. I'll add my inexperienced input where I can (here unless invited there. )

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Pisces/Aries Sun (born on a cusp) and depending on his rising it either makes him a Pisces or Aries sigh. Maybe he's an Aqua rising in the last decan?? Actually no because then it would be too similar to mine and then it'd be similar in the composite. Idk about the healing though. There was a lot of love. And I did inhibit my mars quality (which he loved) but there was not volatile arguing, there was passion. I'm just confused though because if it's already happened then what am I doing right now because I went through a lot after our halt in communication. Like I'd say it was one of the worst pains, breaking up with my recent ex felt like child's play compared to what I dealt with then which really shocked me because the contents of the recent relationship was way more detrimental (at least with what's apparent).

You and he transmuted any arguments to passion,  thus arguments may never had occred. As well possibly other energies supported keeping things in balance.
I feel why it was so powerful in the pain you speak of because this particular one was fated. In 2015, I had an experience that was brought in as a Fated event. I took the mission half way.
It required hurting others, instead  I hurt myself/the one the mission included.  When we don't do as fhe Divine gifts us with, we unfortunately have effects in conclusion that may linger for I have no idea the length.

Yes, you can apply your Natal Neptune for perception (intuition) , as well your Progresses and even peeking @ your age harmonics.

 The charts/+readings might not reveal so much until you're in these energies. As well your Other(s) shoupd be taken into account when looking at where your relationships stand/or don't.

Yes, your 9th does Support all those dots you connected for your upcoming touchstone events.
Be careful if you're not ready to begin a family. Your note about 5th house Sun+Uranus  are fertile.  It could be creative/career energy as well.


  lol @my Father time, he had me nudged to spin my wheels on my bike.

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posted December 27, 2020 05:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by softissues:
Hi Moon love, thank you for the new year wishes! May you have the same, sending you all my warm wishes <3


Thank you. 💓

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I think my mercury oppose Pluto is really eager and obsessed with cracking this code but hopefully, the interest will ease soon. You can't rush these things.

I see it as you've opened the agreement, taken it and opted out - if it was the proposal you've dropped. Otherwise this is unfinished and Divine will later bring it (him) back. We saw Uranus energies at work too. Things sudden and unexpected can occur so in Real Life speak~ you could forget it all and in time (Saturn) boom! The return of him. (removed this personal understanding of this). There is something very spiritual going on in this year and beyond. As though we have orchestrated paths that may be unforeseen by us - until we are in alignment of them. If this was much too painful, you need to do what is best for you. I wonder if it was you heart that was Healed by this shared experience (Soul contract). I understand your beliefs in chakras is not there - which I respect. However in those terms, a healed heart chakra can feel pain. As you said this one was much stronger and the before ones were "child's play" in comparison. So your heart is very much "feeling" - which enhances your intuition.

(I'm sorry re the typos - I ran off before looking it over, to assist something in our home.)

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I think you've already seen Ali and I's chart together. And interestingly enough my mercury, jupiter in 4th house is conjunct his descendant in synastry. Similarly, we have a cancer sun in composite with that ruling the 7th house!

In regards to the fixed energies, I have been told before that fixed signs like Aqua and Leo would be good for me and even Libra. And I've found quite a few potentials with these placements. In regards to Ali, his mars in Leo looks really strong tightly conjunct my desc in 7th house. It seems so karmic even though I haven't even interacted with him yet. I don't really like how my moon aspects with his in synastry but his pluto quintile my moon seems interesting.


~ I have yet to respond re Ali .. (updated Monday 8:09 pm) Not certain if you actually wish this to be a continued study. I'll let you decide.

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posted December 28, 2020 09:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey Moon, I recently saw your main post on the Soul Contract thread and I hope any of my comments did not upset you or hurt you in any way. I always greatly appreciate your time and energy towards what you've told me <3.

And please do not worry about taking your time or typos etc. I am very understanding and I understand how our real-life can significantly impact our time online. Do what feels natural to you is my best advice and your intuition is rather strong (like mine) so really tune into that and don't let the opinions of others tamper that.

In regards, to what you said, I'll be waiting for the response on Ali because honestly there's so much deliberation on him. I was considering how his natal mars in 8th is tightly conjunct my descendant and that just puts another load of sexual intensity which my progressed Scorpio Moon will just soak up like a sponge (sigh).

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You and he transmuted any arguments to passion, thus arguments may never had occred. As well possibly other energies supported keeping things in balance.
I feel why it was so powerful in the pain you speak of because this particular one was fated. In 2015, I had an experience that was brought in as a Fated event. I took the mission half way.
It required hurting others, instead I hurt myself/the one the mission included. When we don't do as fhe Divine gifts us with, we unfortunately have effects in conclusion that may linger for I have no idea the length.

Yes, you can apply your Natal Neptune for perception (intuition) , as well your Progresses and even peeking @ your age harmonics.

The charts/+readings might not reveal so much until you're in these energies. As well your Other(s) shoupd be taken into account when looking at where your relationships stand/or don't.

Yes, your 9th does Support all those dots you connected for your upcoming touchstone events.
Be careful if you're not ready to begin a family. Your note about 5th house Sun+Uranus are fertile. It could be creative/career energy as well.


There were potentials for arguments but we respected and had so much love for each other, it transcended everything. And I'm sorry you went through similar things (there are so many things connecting us as individuals it seems) because I truly relate to hurting myself. I hurt myself because I went against what I knew was right (and what was right by the Divine). And that was a reoccurring reminder. That was so spot on Moon.

And ahhhhh the fertile bit freaks me outtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. No children outside of marriage, please and thank you. I guess I do need to be careful sighhhhhhh. I have a strong indicator that the sexual element is potent more than the career part but that would be lovely lol.

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I see it as you've opened the agreement, taken it and opted out - if it was the proposal you've dropped. Otherwise this is unfinished and Divine will later bring it (him) back. We saw Uranus energies at work too. Things sudden and unexpected can occur so in Real Life speak~ you could forget it all and in time (Saturn) boom! The return of him. (removed this personal understanding of this). There is something very spiritual going on in this year and beyond. As though we have orchestrated paths that may be unforeseen by us - until we are in alignment of them. If this was much too painful, you need to do what is best for you. I wonder if it was you heart that was Healed by this shared experience (Soul contract). I understand your beliefs in chakras is not there - which I respect. However in those terms, a healed heart chakra can feel pain. As you said this one was much stronger and the before ones were "child's play" in comparison. So your heart is very much "feeling" - which enhances your intuition.

The thing is I opened the agreement, took it and now it's on hold. It's not even on hold but he was the one to be the catalyst of our halt in communication and I stuck to it and made it happen. And the agreement has been a motif for everything I've dealt with since then, sometimes it's so potent in my mind and then I forget about it like it was nothing. I know he will be back because he was planning to and he's still said I'm the first person he will come to when he's ready for marriage (we both weren't ready then and knew this before but emotions lol). This one was so much stronger Moon and I think it's because my progressed libra Moon was in my Scorpio Moon so I took it very strongly and intensely. And I remember I took a close friend's halt in communication to heart too. I did take time in healing from both of these situations like my heart was in so much pain. And not even the one's before but the one after too (the situation with honeybun) felt like 'child's play' to my heart because it didn't evoke the pain I felt at the 'loss' of F. I would say my belief in chakras isn't there because I don't know about it like a lot of things but I respect your input always.

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posted December 28, 2020 01:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Softissues,


I'm not upset at all. 💓
My story I shared is from awhile back. It's happening to many individuals. It was my intent in sharing it so you might not feel as weird if you realized it felt as so for you.
If not that's ok. I'm not upset.
What is important is that you can solve your riddles of your life/Soul Contracts and heart centric areas - so you can be happy! 💓

Once I'm online longer (have to run now)
I'll look at Ali and see his energy, sharing my thoughts with you.

Stay well and happy!
🌸♡


[updated 8:09pm Monday]
PS Hun, I understand. I'll leave snything further to explore to you- if you'd like me to assist, I'm happy to do my best. As far as chakras, that's ok. I was not pushing them, just showing a connection. As you may one day change your mind- if you should it's there. 💓

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posted December 29, 2020 08:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey love, thank you! I think that's best for my development, I appreciate your stories as I find it helps me make sense of mine. Sending my well wishes xxx

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Hi Moon just an update, I didn't know who else to tell but you. You've known the most about my energy alongside the three men in my life. Honeybun is back in London, literally came back today. I cannot believe it. He has not reached out (I hope he doesn't) but instinct told me to check his Facebook (which he barely posts on) and there it was. I desperately wanted him to leave the country but especially for the duration of his birthday as his solar return chart referenced to his current place of residence is really worrying but it just shows we can plan and plan but what is meant to happen will happen.

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posted December 30, 2020 05:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for softissues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey beautiful, I wish you a joyful and successful 2021 too. I thought answering what you've said for my portal reading here would be better as it nice and cozy because I feel like it's more private. Hehe. Thank you for your sweet message, I'm taking this moderately? and just being mindful of everything you've said, there's quite a bit you got accurate (like always) .

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What do your Heart, Mind, Body and Soul have to say to you about your year 2020?

♣️ You Leaving 2020 ♣️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

♥️ Your Heart ( Your heart needed or had )? -
- Ace of Wands -
Warm, passionate and newness in Heart matters.
You were motivated in matters of your Heart. You started many (the dice indicates) adventures in love. Your heart never felt so much fire! You had to leave one or many behind. You chose you!


True, I chose me. I was so overwhelmed with the matters of the heart and while I didn't start many adventures with physically, I played around with a lot of potential matches. However, I chose me. I choose me.

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♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans)? -
- Eight of Cups -
Your mind was filled with emotional, love centered thoughts. It was a challenge to get away from it. Your heart caught the fire (love/passion) your mind is where you stored your emotions but you could no longer hold those and had to walk away. Every cup, you had turned your back on, in a mission to discover what you were meant to, For You.
Maybe you had passion to learn but love stepped into your mental space, clouding your brilliant mind from doing it's natural ability.
Education, learning subjects you, had decided, would trade the cups for, as you looked for hope of a sword to shine you to that direction.

This was spot on, oh my! Girl you don't even knowww. I was so distracted, I could not concentrate on education, work or anything. And I tried so hard to find a balance but I could not and it created such upheaval in my mind and body..everything. It was torture, it still is. I am so detached from my education right now with deadlines looming over my head but I can't seem to do anything even now.

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♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's mission)? -
- The Moon -
Within your soul lay so many sectrets from self. You had been so frenzied in love your Soul hadn't revealed it's truth within it. Your soul felt suffocated due to your energies spent mostly in your heart/love with other(s) space. It grew but needed more.
You still seek, as you did all 2020. You felt intuitive yet not truly able to fully engage with your whole Soul. The traffic in your heart and mind created a block that your Moon used to hold these parts within. Available to you when you chise to ask. Did you? Did you find all that you sought? Perhaps She, the Moon still holds pieces of your Soul, to protect until you're ready.

It's so fitting for this card to come up for my soul. My soul was suffocated, 100%. Block is also correct. So accurate. Parts of me were protected because of my intuition but I couldn't engage with it, like I was lucid dreaming in real life. I could see but I was idle. Idk if I found all that I sought but I know more than I did before.

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♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year)? -
- 9 of Cups -
Your body was feminine in nature. Receptive to others. Romantically, nurturing and psychically. Looking in your mirror, you felt you weren't perfect, yet you were highly satisfied with your reflection. Your physical side was attractive to others. Thriving and healthy.
You may have enjoyed a lot of drink ~ could have been water!
To outsiders you may have seemed (body language) carefree and relaxed.

(Note ~ Cups: between Mind and Body you held 17 Cups, walked from 8. They didn't completely vanish. The Moon is made of water. The evaporated water from those abandoned Cups were lifted into the atmosphere, drifting to the Moon - Where she keeps them fo you to discover the secrets within them. As well you may have lost a bit of weight.)


I have to comment on the weight aspect because I did lose weight because of the stress, my appetite left and even know I struggle with food but I think it's better now? And it was conflicting because I lost weight because of something so horrible yet I looked the best I have in a while (in my opinion). I enjoyed a lot of caffeine to cope with my loss of energy and fatigue. Inside I felt like my anger was the worst but a close friend commented on how I seemed so much calmer which was shocking considering the circumstances you know? So accurate again.

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~♥️~
What do your Heart, Mind, Soul and Body have to say to you about your upcoming year 2021?

♠️ You Beginning 2021 ♠️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

2021
♥️ Your Heart (Your heart desires) ?
- Death - Death carrying a scythe with a skeletal companion.
Your heart will need to release someone who no longer should be living in there. They are at this time a mere remnant. Unless your heart frees this space, you'll not have the ability to bring love fully forward.
Your heart has been hurting carrying this around. This year you will work with your heart for this release, in a completely healthy way. Your heart will rejoice at a new Possibl upcoming love. Your heart was meant to share, with another true to you.


I saw the word death and I was like oh no but sun is still in my solar return 8th house. I am currently trying to release honeybun, difficult with the new news I mentioned yesterday. And I need to let go of my past view of myself and regenerate who I am again and evolve.

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♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans) ? -
- Four of Pentacles -
You'll be filled with practical thinking generated from the tangible world. Paying rent. Getting good grades. Studying and retaining new knowledge, that you feel is solid. You're a bit more selective over what you will spend your energy learning. This could be due to limits on your energies or time. Possibly thinking of finding a new home, as well the design for it. Planning the future. Deciding how your life direction is to go. You may have unnecessary worries regarding your practical world. This 4 of Pentacles is our stability in the tangible, you may have so many choices where you place your thoughts, something may need to be flexible so new concepts can be blended in with what you already know!
You'll release something outdated in your mind space - letting the new thoughts breeze right in.

Some stability seems so great right now. Hopefully I focus on my career and learning.

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♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's Mission) ?
- Transformation - Death 13
Everything dies and/or transmutes at some time.
As you've already seen part of 2021 was involving your Heart with Death. To transform the soul from a higher place, wisdom within, though painful, has upped your level, your soul no longer fits where it did last year. It has risen! You've acccomplished so much on your Soul's journey. Possibly unaware just what or with who. Your soul is no longer the same. Your inner light is about to be bright.
New. Restored. The work you've unknowingly, through daily life (unless you are hyper aware, which is possible), you may have jumped many levels. Similar to a video game.
In 2021 You are connecting your Heart to your Soul now as they BOTH are in Transformation together. ♥️

I love this so much you don't even understand. My heart and mind and soul has been so disconnected so having these two become one again is something I really hope happens. My soul does no longer fit and I need to really reevaluate everything in my life to plan my next steps. However, idk if my change in my soul is for the better or for the worse.

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♣️ Your Body (Your body's message to you) ?
- Knight of Pentacles -
Your body is solid. Resilient. His energy (this knight) will bring you wellness if anything has been causing you health discomfort. She is comfortable and she happy in how you have cared for her. She might at times move slower. That is smart, as too fast can bring unwanted injuries. However she's agile. If in 2021 you were up to looking at asteroids in Dna 55555
in transits, your body may have information to share that would be helpful. Each house + sign rules differnt body energies.
You are ready in 2021 to take long treks and enjoy the beautiful outdoors doing so!

Hopefully my menstrual cycle is stable and with the Sun in 5th (and all the fertile energy you spoke about) remains true (except no children loool). I will defo check that asteroid out.

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~ ~ ~ ~ 2021 ~ ~ ~ ~
⚜ Your Advice card ⚜


From
- Eight Coins Tattoo Tarot -
- 2 of Cups -
You are being advised to make an effort in connecting with another!You're invited to unpack a couple goblets the Moon is holding for you!
Or start with new ones.There's a hand shake here (2) in an agreement. In uniting, could even be a reunion. You could be open to sharing a home together and your heart. This energy opens you to romance. Start slow and feel it through. Enjoy every flower, touch, butterfly feeling. By all means do not be jaded this is a very uplifting direction you are advised, your Heart+Soul are Fresh. Your mind and Body with them would very much enjoy this chance. It's all yours, the Universe has opened the door - step right through to receive this happy energy for 2021.


Gosh another agreement! Gosh what if it's F? Okay let's take a step back loool. I really need to transform to receive all this energy. Ah this was lovely to read Moon! Something I will be thinking of as I continue 2021, it's time to really get myself back.

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Softissues, hello you beautiful star.⭐
I will probably get to responding tomorrow. Possibly after my rest, with new eyes .. the last day of ther year here by then. Lol

You'll get to 2021 first .Happy NY 2021 sweetie. I'll respond soon.

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Hey beautiful, I see you're making me blush all the way into 2021 hehe . I look forward to your thoughts, have a beautiful day! <3

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In regards, to what you said, I'll be waiting for the response on Ali because honestly there's so much deliberation on him. I was considering how his natal mars in 8th is tightly conjunct my descendant and that just puts another load of sexual intensity which my progressed Scorpio Moon will just soak up like a sponge (sigh).


Hello beautiful ~ softissues ♥️

  Has Ali responded yet?  I can see that dynamic between you, effortless sexual magnetism. The respect might have been you Chirons or Venus?

Regards to fertility,  just being aware is helpful.  Some couples would be so excited,  it's a mixed feeling and in the time your transits happened if your mind changed  - the back of your mind miht recall and decide to. It's not for everyone and timing is key. If you think the future you might want to be a mother- just not too soon. You may think of placing your ggs in a bank in case your bidy isn't as cooperative in the future. 


Your open 'holding' agreement  ~
He's got it tangled while he waits?  The way you have shared your feelings of pain he does (F or A?) sound to me like a serious contract. Which to you feels as though therr is heavier unfinished business?

  ~ will respond to the other messages under here  pls refresh ~

I hope your year is going wonderfully already. 🌻🐦♥️

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update, I didn't know who else to tell but you. You've known the most about my energy alongside the three men in my life. Honeybun is back in London, literally came back today. I cannot believe it. He has not reached out (I hope he doesn't) but instinct told me to check his Facebook (which he barely posts on) and there it was. I desperately wanted him to leave the country but especially for the duration of his birthday as his solar return chart referenced to his current place of residence is really worrying but it just shows we can plan and plan but what is meant to happen will happen.


 What are your feelings now to Honeybun? Has he contacted you?

 I feel yes, smarter to have a thread dedicated. It is less impersonal.  I took your lead and invited others to create their own too. You trend setter.
I'm glad we found some accuracy, I'm  really trying to get into the energy. As that goes you and I may be aligned well due to our Neptunes. Channels are open.


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This was spot on, oh my! Girl you don't even knowww. I was so distracted, I could not concentrate on education, work or anything. And I tried so hard to find a balance but I could not and it created such upheaval in my mind and body..everything. It was torture, it still is. I am so detached from my education right now with deadlines looming over my head but I can't seem to do anything even now.
  
Yes. Neptune  might be our connector. I has these same events during my short college campus time. Unfortunately in my case, the male persuasion took me off course.

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♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's mission)? -
- The Moon -
Within your soul lay so many sectrets from self. You had been so frenzied in love your Soul hadn't revealed it's truth within it. Your soul felt suffocated due to your energies spent mostly in your heart/love with other(s) space. It grew but needed more.
You still seek, as you did all 2020. You felt intuitive yet not truly able to fully engage with your whole Soul. The traffic in your heart and mind created a block that your Moon used to hold these parts within. Available to you when you chise to ask. Did you? Did you find all that you sought? Perhaps She, the Moon still holds pieces of your Soul, to protect until you're ready.
(your writing)
It's so fitting for this card to come up for my soul. My soul was suffocated, 100%. Block is also correct. So accurate. Parts of me were protected because of my intuition but I couldn't engage with it, like I was lucid dreaming in real life. I could see but I was idle. Idk if I found all that I sought but I know more than I did before.


  I'm  learning we may be the block creators and with those mutable and powerful transits - we manifest a block. Like that film with Clementine.  Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind.  Memory/Heart we create blocks often even unaware.
It's hard to explain but say you have a fairy godmother invisibly awaiting your wish. You scream you're mad @ say Ted (noone is Ted, he's a prop. lol) and your screaming you never want to see him again. Maybe you don't mean it but the wish was activated.  You might have a seal by your FGM placed to remove him by your unaware actions.
Suddenly you forget to return his calls.  You may lose his number and eventually he just fades away. This us done with star transits too. Ghe relationships that stay/go.
Hope that made sense.

 Plus, you know by now that Neptune is powerful for you. Using it knowing all it can do, to it's positive side is your best
weapon against heartache.  You can control your story, once you understand your Neptune. I understand mine maybe 80%. Fog and sneaker waves make it not as simple as it seems to grasp it fully.


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I have to comment on the weight aspect because I did lose weight because of the stress, my appetite left and even know I struggle with food but I think it's better now? And it was conflicting because I lost weight because of something so horrible yet I looked the best I have in a while (in my opinion). I enjoyed a lot of caffeine to cope with my loss of energy and fatigue. Inside I felt like my anger was the worst but a close friend commented on how I seemed so much calmer which was shocking considering the circumstances you know? So accurate again.


  I hope your doing better to maintain your healthy weight.
To feel good for yourself+ wellbeing. ♥️
I know all about caffeine.  ugh. I am dreadfully attached to it.
That is magical with all your water .. is it better. Caffeine and everything?

Wow! The Solar rtn in 8th matching the read - nice connection made softissues.  Releasing him may be a test/lesson unless you change which standpoint you had held.

Keep your mind a priority,  feed good thoughts. Tell yourself everyday how your mind is strong, intellectual  and receptive in learning. You are a wise lady.

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Gosh another agreement! Gosh what if it's F? Okay let's take a step back loool. I really need to transform to receive all this energy. Ah this was lovely to read Moon! Something I will be thinking of as I continue 2021, it's time to really get myself back.


  This is a refresh slate this year. I see it as a new opportunity (btw the asteroid I added named opportunity is in asteroid thread)  .. those relationships that won't shake off as though they met an expiration date, will be part or maybe very much in your 2021. Looking at your charts will very much help. http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/005167.html

You have your team @LL and we all are happy to help. I see you very much are tuned into the facets behind all your connections. This yr may be a better one. May it be! You deserve a wonderful year. ♥️

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Hey angel <3

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Has Ali responded yet? I can see that dynamic between you, effortless sexual magnetism. The respect might have been you Chirons or Venus?

Sis I've never spoken to Ali ever in my life but I feel like our meeting (if it ever happens) will be an interesting one.

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Regards to fertility, just being aware is helpful. Some couples would be so excited, it's a mixed feeling and in the time your transits happened if your mind changed - the back of your mind miht recall and decide to. It's not for everyone and timing is key. If you think the future you might want to be a mother- just not too soon. You may think of placing your ggs in a bank in case your bidy isn't as cooperative in the future.

I'm not in a relationship so that's where the pressure comes from. I do want to be a mother, and if I were married, then I wouldn't mind having a child now. I just want a stable environment but saving my eggs seems like a good idea. Tbh I'm quite young (19 to be specific) but having that reminder is great.

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Your open 'holding' agreement ~
He's got it tangled while he waits? The way you have shared your feelings of pain he does (F or A?) sound to me like a serious contract. Which to you feels as though therr is heavier unfinished business?

So I think I've gotten you mixed up which is understandable because there's so many guys lol.
Honeybun is my ex, he was the one who assaulted me and left the country and now has returned (his real name also starts with an A)
Firoz (F but his real name also starts with an A) is the one who I have the agreement with, he is the one before honeybun. The one who I feel like may have been the soul contract in regards to the progressions etc etc.
Ali is my close friend's brother, the one who I've never met or spoken to but I know a lot about (way too much tbh).

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I feel yes, smarter to have a thread dedicated. It is less impersonal. I took your lead and invited others to create their own too. You trendsetter.
I'm glad we found some accuracy, I'm really trying to get into the energy. As that goes you and I may be aligned well due to our Neptunes. Channels are open. I had these same events during my short college campus time. Unfortunately in my case, the male persuasion took me off course.

What are your feelings now to Honeybun? Has he contacted you?


Hehe thank you, I guess it's all the Aquarius/Uranian energy in me .

So in regards to honeybun, I cried a lot. Like yesterday and the day before, I just cried. Idk how I feel. Could we do a reading to see how he's feeling and another question asking how he feels in regards to me? Athenia (idk how to spell her name) did a sitting reading and a lot of what she drew upon was so accurate so I kind of some idea but something bad has had to happen for him to come back to the UK. And funnily enough, he had told me to take some time off education because he knew he had caused me suffering and I was struggling to keep my focus but leaving my course would only be harmful for me in the long run. Good, thing I'm stubborn as lol.


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I'm learning we may be the block creators and with those mutable and powerful transits - we manifest a block. Like that film with Clementine. Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. Memory/Heart we create blocks often even unaware.
It's hard to explain but say you have a fairy godmother invisibly awaiting your wish. You scream you're mad @ say Ted (noone is Ted, he's a prop. lol) and your screaming you never want to see him again. Maybe you don't mean it but the wish was activated. You might have a seal by your FGM placed to remove him by your unaware actions.
Suddenly you forget to return his calls. You may lose his number and eventually he just fades away. This us done with star transits too. Ghe relationships that stay/go.
Hope that made sense.

Plus, you know by now that Neptune is powerful for you. Using it knowing all it can do, to it's positive side is your best
weapon against heartache. You can control your story, once you understand your Neptune. I understand mine maybe 80%. Fog and sneaker waves make it not as simple as it seems to grasp it fully.


That's an interesting perspective, one I should reflect on. Tbh idk how to use my Neptune like I know my intuition is hella strong but what else?

Tbh Idk about my water in take but I know caffeine is my go to. I know I've been suffering from a lot more migraines for the past few months which is horrendous. I'll check out the asteroids and the charts. New opportunities seem nice.

Thank you for all your well wishes, I hope this new year has been going great for you too so far. Sending all my love. I know I can't offer much on this forum because I'm a newbie on a lot but maybe you'll find solace in this thread if you ever want to talk or vent <3.

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Update:

Honeybun did reach out which is surprising to me but he said he missed me and has been thinking about me a lot and wants to speak to me when I'm free. I am waiting to respond. Hopefully we can do a reading soon.

The questions I would like to ask is what are his intentions to get back in contact with me and his feelings right now. And why is he back in the UK? Thank you for these readings if you're able to. This message is top priority right now. ♡

Idk what to do.

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softissues, I am terribly sorry.

I have to finish this portal reading snd tie up loose ends .. I'll return after. Pls be patient.

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Ah I apologise! No problem <33

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softissues ♥️


I caught up as quickly as I was able. Busy around here. My apologies. Thank you for your patience.
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I skimmed your chart study from Stoika. As well her response because she has a wider lense using those charts.
Your year in terms of your heart, might fit your reading already.


I hope that he will respect anything you require of him.

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♥️ Your Heart (Your heart desires) ?
- Death - Death carrying a scythe with a skeletal companion.
Your heart will need to release someone who no longer should be living in there. They are at this time a mere remnant. Unless your heart frees this space, you'll not have the ability to bring love fully forward.
Your heart has been hurting carrying this around. This year you will work with your heart for this release, in a completely healthy way. Your heart will rejoice at a new Possibl upcoming love. Your heart was meant to share, with another true to you.

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Hey Moon, it's okay. I understand. Maybe he is the one I need to rid myself of. Most likely he is one of them. I would still like some clarification on that and the questions I asked previously. Kind of feels unsure and uncomfortable asking anyone else to read since you know the most and I feel like you've connected to me quite a bit. However, I understand if that's not possible too. Just let me know. Sending my good wishes. Have a beautiful day <3.

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"The questions I would like to ask is what are his intentions to get back in contact with me and his feelings right now. And why is he back in the UK? Thank you for these readings if you're able to. This message is top priority right now. ♡

Idk what to do."


Sorry, communication in my offline life got me a bit busy.

Q1. - answer 6 of Pentacles. And Queen of Cups
To bring back balance, yet it might be he feels as though he's the one in higher standing. My Queen of cups card has 3 angels (unbalanced) and the 3rd hides out of view - see your spy in your next card below. I wouldn't trust him.


why is he back in the UK?
Q2. - answer Page of Swords

I feel he's information gathering.
He might be gossiping or there to watch you.


What to do is .. if it were me, avoid him. Let him see you've moved on and cut him from your memory. He's looking to drain your emotions (Q O C card) when you least expect it. Sorry. 😐
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Hey Moon love, don't apologise as this was perfect for me. This just confirmed what I need to do and it is exactly what I intended, avoid him. Leave him in 2020 where he belongs. *hugs*

Do you think he's there to watch me specifically?

I've been looking more into the meanings of the cards you pulled and 6 of Pentacles and Queen of Cups can really illustrate ill means. The 6 of Pentacles being a guise for charity as the giver is really the one in need. Honeybun is waving the white flag of reconciliation but (a known fact) he's the only one who will benefit if I interact. And the Queen of Cups just confirms that. I've also read about financial harmony but there isn't financial harmony, maybe he wants something from me. He didn't message me saying sorry or anything else but just that he missed me and thought about me a lot. However, I've also read positive meanings of these cards too so I'm confused.

And with why he's back in the UK, it has to be for a big reason. He had closed all his bank accounts before he left and now he's back a month later and he messages me a few days after landing? I feel like he may be watchful and aware of the fact that I could turn on him and report him to the police for the assault. And he's just checking to see if I will. That could be another interpretation.

I'll update with more <3.

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Hey Moon love, don't apologise as this was perfect for me. This just confirmed what I need to do and it is exactly what I intended, avoid him. Leave him in 2020 where he belongs. *hugs*

Do you think he's there to watch me specifically?

I've been looking more into the meanings of the cards you pulled and 6 of Pentacles and Queen of Cups can really illustrate ill means. The 6 of Pentacles being a guise for charity as the giver is really the one in need. Honeybun is waving the white flag of reconciliation but (a known fact) he's the only one who will benefit if I interact. And the Queen of Cups just confirms that. I've also read about financial harmony but there isn't financial harmony, maybe he wants something from me. He didn't message me saying sorry or anything else but just that he missed me and thought about me a lot. However, I've also read positive meanings of these cards too so I'm confused.

And with why he's back in the UK, it has to be for a big reason. He had closed all his bank accounts before he left and now he's back a month later and he messages me a few days after landing? I feel like he may be watchful and aware of the fact that I could turn on him and report him to the police for the assault. And he's just checking to see if I will. That could be another interpretation.

I'll update with more <3.



Yes, softissues I wasn't going to go so far but you are spot on and intuitive.
I'd go with your knowing of him first then all 3 cards, not good energy. Underlying, secret motives. Better to just move fwd. The future is bright without him.
I did feel him might be worried of your asault chgs on him. Document everything and keep friends aware too. Covid could have brought him back but whatever his reason, are better off leaving him in 2020. 💓

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