posted August 11, 2018 09:17 PM            

I’m gonna ask you to do the same

1.What are M.D’s true feelings for me?
He acts so distant and hot and cold it drive me crazy, I never know what his true intentions are and why he keeps me in his life

2. Is he (M.D) going to meet a new girl this year that he’s going to try date/be interested in?
I got a reading earlier that’s got me anxious now ugh!

posted August 11, 2018 09:41 PM            

I didn't pull any Cups, mind you
but his attachment to you comes from his roots and his personality. First 2 cards tells me that you are among the small number of people that actually makes him feel content and sort of happy. He likes that you are a stable and reliable and that he knows what your reaction or action will be if he do this or that, he likes the predictability. It seems you became a part of his own ego and he needs you around him. He doesn't want full blown merging, no not at all, look at that page of Swords, he likes to say what he wants and not be held accountable, he likes the freedom of doing what he wants and only you gives him that. I see Ace of wands there as well, so the sexual stimulation is there, you make him feel like a man. He considers you like a part of the family. you know how one can bicker with relatives but they always remain connected because, that's what family does. Judgment card tells me that if you are currently separated he would like you to reach out because he doesn't want to do it himself (8 of swords). He does want that You to make it better and won't have a peace of mind until he gets you back where you were before - not too close, but not too far, because that's how he feels comfortable. This is his comfort level, as long as you are concerned.

posted August 11, 2018 09:45 PM            

Wow, 10 of cups and the 2 of cups showed up. This guy 100 percent truly loves you. You make him feel emotionally fulfilled and complete (10 of cups), true happiness and contentment and he honestly has probably thought about marrying you or having a family.
Temperence shows he wants a reconciliation, and he isn’t doing anything right now though, he’s just being passive (hanged man) and waiting (7 of pents). Hermit shows the no contact and no communication you guys have been having. But star shows he still has hope for this station and he really wishes you guys could reconnect, ace of pents is showing a new beginning. One based off emotional security and trust and a solid foundation. Except that damn 6 of wands with the 9 of swords is showing him having too much pride and fears/anxieties wrapped up with his ego and pride. Too worried about what could happen if he did reach out or make the first move, worried about rejection or wounding his pride.

From the oracles I pulled friendship, empathy and change.
Conclusion, understanding and high priestess of spirit.

posted August 11, 2018 09:50 PM            

the cards I pulled show a whole cycle where he currently is of burning down and rebirthing back , a completion of a cycle in his life. he has been in the 4 of Swords phase but he is emerging from it, because 4 of swords came out in reverse after the Judgment card. The 4 of swords Rx is followed by the Tower...wow, such a pivotal point in his life, it is like a awakening moment of sort, followed by the Wolrd. Truly a completion of a cycle in his life, I wonder if he felt depressed for a long time but is emerging out of it. Four major Arcana cards. Lots of stuff are coming in for him. The next card is the Emperor showing him taking charge and be confident about what he wants. And the spread ends with the Queen of Cups. So there will be someone, a loving energy but I don't know if that is you or someone new. Queen of Cups enters the scene at the end of it all.

posted August 11, 2018 09:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
ok, so what he feels and what he wants from you

I didn't pull any Cups, mind you
but his attachment to you comes from his roots and his personality. First 2 cards tells me that you are among the small number of people that actually makes him feel content and sort of happy. He likes that you are a stable and reliable and that he knows what your reaction or action will be if he do this or that, he likes the predictability. It seems you became a part of his own ego and he needs you around him. He doesn't want full blown merging, no not at all, look at that page of Swords, he likes to say what he wants and not be held accountable, he likes the freedom of doing what he wants and only you gives him that. I see Ace of wands there as well, so the sexual stimulation is there, you make him feel like a man. He considers you like a part of the family. you know how one can bicker with relatives but they always remain connected because, that's what family does. Judgment card tells me that if you are currently separated he would like you to reach out because he doesn't want to do it himself (8 of swords). He does want that You to make it better and won't have a peace of mind until he gets you back where you were before - not too close, but not too far, because that's how he feels comfortable. This is his comfort level, as long as you are concerned.

The Sun - Queen of Pents - Page of Swords - Ace of wands - 10 of Pents - Judgment - 8 of Swords

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Hahaha wow! Crazy! He would never tell me any of this but I could see it.
So seems my suspicions were correct all along, he just keeps me around for his ego and to mess with me becuase he thinks he can get away with it and he likes it. What an idiot.
Page of swords, yes he DOES like to be prick and not be held accountable. He treats me like trash half the time and expects me not to have any issue with it pft.
We are actually on good terms again, recently reconnected after our last fight, I just seen him yesterday.
So what would the last couple card mean since we aren’t currently separated? (Even though technically we aren’t in a relationship more like a fwb situation. But I think I’m going to cut him off in the bedroom, I’ve been wanting to for awhile, he doesn’t get boyfriend privileges anymore since he doesn’t wanna be in a relationship lol).

posted August 11, 2018 10:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
for the 2nd question,
I asked how he feels in regard to have a love relationship, is he ready to accept love , and is there going to be a romantic person in is life

the cards I pulled show a whole cycle where he currently is of burning down and rebirthing back , a completion of a cycle in his life. he has been in the 4 of Swords phase but he is emerging from it, because 4 of swords came out in reverse after the Judgment card. The 4 of swords Rx is followed by the Tower...wow, such a pivotal point in his life, it is like a awakening moment of sort, followed by the Wolrd. Truly a completion of a cycle in his life, I wonder if he felt depressed for a long time but is emerging out of it. Four major Arcana cards. Lots of stuff are coming in for him. The next card is the Emperor showing him taking charge and be confident about what he wants. And the spread ends with the Queen of Cups. So there will be someone, a loving energy but I don't know if that is you or someone new. Queen of Cups enters the scene at the end of it all.

Judgment - 4 of Swords RX - The Tower - The World - The Emperor - Queen of Cups

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posted August 11, 2018 10:11 PM            

4 of wands, sun, ace of cups, 6 of cups, hierophant, 3 of pents, and page of wands

posted August 11, 2018 10:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
yes, this is the Queen of Cups
a love interest. She will appear when he is ready for it, hence the cycle he is completing.
She is very kind and sweet, water sign. She will be tending to his Moon

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Wow what a waste of the last 3 years of my life then 👍

posted August 11, 2018 10:17 PM            

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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:
Wow what a waste of the last 3 years of my life then 👍

I should just block him right now, what a lying POS.

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posted August 11, 2018 10:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Caprika:
I don't know.....maybe the Queen of Cups is you. It doesn't matter if you are air sign, it is the energy that counts and you are very tender with him. Maybe after this process of rebirthing, he would finally see beyond his nose and see that love was right there in front of him

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Well it’s been 3 years and he hasn’t lol! So I doubt it. I’m more mad at myself than anything for even being in this situation. Ugh. Never even should have dated him to begin with, I didn’t even really like him or want to at first but a mutual friend assured me “what a great guy he was 🙄😒 and really pushed for us to get together. Bad decision lol. He never even gave a crap about me, just like you seen, no cups! That depression too that you seen is probably because he broke up with his ex right before we started dating (he used me as a rebound, only found that out after tho 👍 and he was still obsessed with her for like at least a year forsure but prob longer and now he’s just starting to get over it lol.