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Topic: new people, new places
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tabookey
Knowflake Posts: 34
From: North Idaho
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 17, 2003 09:03 PM
 
Ra,
Hey there! Just thought I'd share with you that for the first time in many years, my dream patterns have changed! I am sooo happy! Not that I wasn't comfortable in that "town" that I was always in, but, it was time for a change.
When I finally sat down and told myself "hey, I need to do WHATEVER IT TAKES to accomplish certain things in my life", well, my dreams changed. Sometimes they are a little scary, there is alot of conflict in them. But I see it as through my dreams that I am learning about my true self and the meaning of my name... which in the Oxford English mega-multi-volume-in-depth-definition means "gauntlet of protection". Very cool for me. And I feel much less stressed as well.
Thanks for all your insights so far, Ra. They have been a wonderful help, and were a part of setting me on a better path.
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anafaery
Knowflake Posts: 863
From: west coast, yummy rain forest, canada
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 18, 2003 12:59 AM
!!!!!!!!!!!WOW! thats excellent!! i am so happy for you  you sound SO positive now, and you sound as if you have a sense of purpose and determination. im getting that vibe from you lately. especially in this post of yours lee. its so neat to me because you and ra are libras. course i am too, and i just really dig you guys  i am sorry if my interpretation of your dream was untoward in any way... you didnt post after it and i got worried that i might have upset you.  im so glad to see you are back, and we will have a proper talk soon, as i said in the lexi thread. anyway lee, you sound GREAT! and i am so anxious to catch up with you, and find out whats been going on the past couple of weeks. i am so happy for you and proud. you just sound so much clearer as to your place in this world, almost in a reconciled way... it sounds like you really have some inner guidance now. you sound more hopeful. you sounded resigned to your fate before... which i picked up on and commented about with regard to settling etc. dont forget... sometimes comfort can bring out the worst of us  complacency is usually not very creative, and i know you have much creativity! i firmly believe you will find your special place in this world someday soon, and you will shine. im not saying goodbye though, lol! it kinda sounds like im wishing you a bon voyage, but im not, unless its the old lee i am waving to take care! ~faery IP: Logged |
anafaery
Knowflake Posts: 863
From: west coast, yummy rain forest, canada
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 18, 2003 01:01 AM
ack sorry i butted into something that is none of my business but i HAD to comment, i just HAD to! forgive me...i cant email you just yet either. talk to you soon IP: Logged |
tabookey
Knowflake Posts: 34
From: North Idaho
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 18, 2003 08:46 PM
ana,
Hey, no worries. You were never butting in where you shouldn't. If that were the case, I wouldn't have been posting my dreams up here in the first place. Your insights have been helpful as well, and I hope to hear more of them as our friendship continues to grow and prosper.
Question... do you find yourself, when you do (as all libras do) swing back and forth making decisions, feelings, etc.? If so, I'd wager that it is because you have a pretty intense cusp aspect with virgo, since you were born only 3 or 4 days after the sign changed to libra. Sooo, you get the fun of trying to be both signs, in a sense.
I know you'll e-mail when you can. No rush, I'm as patient as they come.
hugz
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anafaery
Knowflake Posts: 863
From: west coast, yummy rain forest, canada
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 19, 2003 03:06 AM
hmm well with my venus in virgo i do notice that i take on some virgoian traits, but overall i am all libra, as in sun. true i was born close to cusp, but i have come to think that cusps dont really matter, that you are either one thing or you are not. i find that thinking about cusps makes my head spin because it muddies a chart up. i need fast hard tangibilities, as i am very much afflicted with that libra weighing of information constantly lol i am so very libra at times it hurts lol. virgo rules my 9th house where my sun and the rest of my stellium is located so i definitely notice virgoian issues. i can be very picky, i can be very critical, but conversely i am also quite a 'healer' type, down to earth (practical) and do have a certain amount of artisan-ish talent. i would so love to do some clay sculpture again. i havent painted in ages... *sigh* my husband bought me the cutest little art kit btw! its for kids but he knew id love it! its got faeries all over the box, its so cute. today has been bad, my marriage almost fell apart. but, its been good... we can solve some of our problems now that they are out in the open. we shoulda never gotten married in a scorpio sun things are better though... i just feel very bad because of the hurt involved. i hate hurt, especially if ive caused it. its hard to live with myself in that situation. i suppose its got something to do with pluto transits... *sigh* they were going so well too! its almost exactly conjunct my asc. i was noticing a lot of transformation to my self, and it was good. i dunno where this is comin from though. it was bad and i feel awful but im glad he forgave me and i forgave him and we can maybe have more success now. hes gonna stop being jealous too IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 2641
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted July 19, 2003 01:29 PM
Tabookey, That is great! The credit is all your own, but I am happy to have been able to share my thoughts with you. Until next time! ...  IP: Logged |
tabookey
Knowflake Posts: 34
From: North Idaho
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted July 19, 2003 09:45 PM
ana
I am glad to hear that you and your hubby are able to smooth many things over. It brings comfort to me to know that you are both big enough to face what problems you have - and in the face of an "easy way out" - to try and fix things. I am proud of BOTH of you.
Hate to keep this short, but I gotta run for dinner.
hugz
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