posted December 18, 2010 10:31 PM
i was making out with an old crush. it went from the couch
on to the floor in a fairly dark
room. it seemed mainly physical, as if the emotional aspect was being forced.
He'd get into it every now and then. but then his snot and drool started dripping on me. we both tried to ignore it, but we couldn't get rid of it. than something out of his mouth fell
on my shoulder
and i was like wtf. but then tried to be nice and be like that's ok, but he backed off embarrased on to the couch.
we sat
silent for a while and then to break the silence i told him about a guy telling
his parents
he was gay (a previous dream
of mine). He started yelling and accusing me of being insensitive because i smiled a little when i said that. i begged him not to be mad at me because it hurt. he pushed me away and i woke up.