posted May 14, 2016 06:02 PM            

In my dream I am floating along a large street, its a bright sunny day with bluest sky, the air smells like sweet herbs, trees are lush green. At some point I 'get off' a tram and turn into a small narrow side street. After I enter it I am following a person that suddenly appeared in front of me, I feel like I am floating behind her. She has blond long pony tail, and the top of her head has like plastic glad wrap on it and again hair on top of it like toupee, weird im thinking. We get towards the end of the little street (T crossing) and she disappears, the sun is no longer shining, sky is now greyish. As I stand there I see an old car across the road, and two men doing something like fiddling with it, or trying to get into it, they see me and run away, next moment I feel like Im travelling in the car. Im not driving I just feel like floating in the car along a road, things around seem lifeless, like just before winter, I get an immense feeling of sadness.
At some point I turn into a driveway of a small building. The building is like a square block with windows with white bars, no balconies. I am now standing at the end of driveway and looking at where the building meets the ground. I notice dried clots of lime paint hanging off walls and on the ground. Yuk. I walk toward a rugged looking wood fence and look over to the backyard, there is no life there, just dark damp soil covered unevenly with lime paint, clots again here and there. Im feeling absence of life, not death, just absence of life. Then I turn around and I see my ex at the top of the driveway, standing there just looking at me, not much of a face expression. With alarm and concern I ask 'what is going on here?', and he replies without any enthusiasm or joy, but in a very kind slow tone : this is my home. And I wake up.

posted May 15, 2016 04:44 PM            

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Originally posted by GeminiKarat:
May I ask:
Can this dream be a reflection of a current man in your life?

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No, this ended in 2014.

posted May 19, 2016 04:42 AM            

Interesting, GeminiKarat. I believe my thoughts are along the same lines.

Floating along describes your movement through life, which could mean easy or balanced, or indecisive and in need of grounding. Which describes you?

You paint a very nice picture of your life "path" at the moment ... bright, light, and full of growth. Is this a true picture, is it what you need, or is it an illusion?

The side street represents your path, or connection, to your ex and his world, which you perceive as grey, lifeless, and immensely sad. This is in stark contrast to your own "street", and may point to some shift within yourself.

The girl likely represents an aspect of self, perhaps suggesting some issue with your thoughts or thinking (plastic wrap on head), some kind of disconnect between what you know (head) and what you think (hair, as an extension of the head, can symbolize thought).

How is this aspect related to your connection with, or perception of, your ex and his world?

Is the condition of the ex in this dream, especially the sadness, a true reflection of his state of being? A reflection of your concern about him? Or is this a reflection of self in some way?

Just some stuff to think about.

posted May 19, 2016 06:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Ra:
Hello Novabronte

Just some stuff to think about.

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I just noticed your response, you must have posted when I was posting mine... Your 'stuff' is on point

This relationship was a very painful experience. It was a masquerade, a mastery of manipulation and deception. I had a problem with reconciling this because I believe there is goodness in every being, it maybe buried very deep but it is there. He repeatedly said that he is a fallen angel, he used those words... I didn't take them seriously. He reveled in being a wolf devouring sheep, his words again. I think the point is that I felt compelled to help free him from the dark. Whether out of love, or something else, I dont know. And in a way I feel I failed his soul, which pained me more than the destruction he left in his wake. And yet, this experience was somewhat destined to be. It's in my astrology chart, one astrologer looking back at the transits described it as destruction and trauma. Yes there was a lot of pain and sadness. But from the ashes of everything that happened, a major transformation of every aspect of my life came about and I wouldn't have it any other way. I have a very appropriate chart, a kite of death and rebirth, a grand fire trine Moon, Neptune and 6H chiron pushes it out to Pluto focus in 12th. One has to wonder at the great design:-)

So why the dream ? Perhaps this was an 'official' conclusion, healing lol... See what is. Trust your feelings. Practice discernment. Remember who you are.

posted May 19, 2016 06:51 PM            

Thank you for sharing your dream.