posted September 30, 2016 03:26 PM            

This is my first time sharing a dream on this forum. I am sad! My dreams are very real and vivid and I can never differentiate between reality and dream.

Last night I had a dream... It was my old house where we use to live during my childhood...the walls had cracks in it. The walls were very light blue (almost white but bluish). My granny and ma were praying in that room... we three were there. Then we saw something on those cracks, red forked tongue of a snake. We knew there was something behind it and ma and granny decided to use a some sharp item to break that wall by putting that sharp item in between the cracks. They did. Turned out to be a green colored big anaconda, we all were scared but didn't run. It saw us and moved back in that wall which started breaking. It disappeared. But then we listened all the shouts from our neighbours. We started searching it. Couldn't find it. Suddenly it was dark and we could see the poison on floor and walls like ultraviolet paints. And somehow I got venom on my face and hands. And my face started burning. But I still kept searching it.

And today at office something bad happened. My boss called me and said that you did some mistakes again and again and we(teammates) did all the work again and didn't tell me (First job, I got recently and my first project). so I counter attacked asking why didn't you tell me about that I would have re did it and that you should have told me, how was I suppose to know I am new. He started covering it and left the topic there and started ******* me off but I didn't say anything. I most probably will be given a new team and project.
Then a "friend" said he wouldn't accept my "Gift"... because he didn't need it... like who the **** needs a gift... gifts are given out of love.

I am sorry so big... I am depressed so badly. It is mercury retro shadow period and new moon in libra... idk if this is all blessing in disguise.

posted September 30, 2016 08:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Aurora_girl1990:
Hi there, i read and i just want you to know from the fullness of my heart that you are irrevocably loved <3

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Congratulations, Scarlett! You now have been 'inducted' into the working world.

You'll be okay. You'll learn those ropes, and get adjusted.

Yes, sometimes some things ARE Blessings in disguise. New Team, New Project??? Think excitement-- New Experience!! yes.

What house does this NM in Libra occur for you?

You know too, your boss might have just been having his own meltdown...
... Just try to find your center, stay gentle and respectful. He's probably having a hard time... At work, if the boss has a meltdown, it's not always going to be about 'you'--- even though, it sure CAN feel like it is!!

Maintain good boundaries, and, why did you feel you have to give him a gift? ... besides having a good heart.

In some types of situations, a gift can get misread. ..... Instead, someone should have given you a gift--- but usually that never happens, okay?

So, .... Welcome to the Forum

Our resident gurus are somewhere... LOL. Gemini Karat, then Ra is on vaca this week.

Ayelet and Pixie Jane like to help fill in. Hi to Aurora!

We'll have to ponder your dream more....

{{Congrats again, on your First Job, and Completion of your First round of projects. wooo woooooo. You go gurl!! Put your hand and arm UP in the air, bend the elbow back, and give yourself a loving pat on the back. haha}}

posted October 01, 2016 07:08 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
New Team, New Project??? Think excitement-- New Experience!! yes.

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posted October 02, 2016 10:04 PM            

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Originally posted by GeminiKarat:

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W O W!! Your sign!

GK-- LL Love!

posted October 02, 2016 10:14 PM            

When you're new at something, takes a while to incorporate the whole experience.

posted October 13, 2016 06:34 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
W O W!! Your sign!

GK-- LL Love!

(What do the little letters in the orb stand for?)

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posted January 01, 2017 05:14 AM            

I know I am replying this late... but that time I was really depressed and didn't feel like writing anything.

But thank you all......... love to all of you and Happy New Year! <3