posted January 02, 2017 02:33 PM
Hi Gundahar... I remember your thread in the introduction forum. You have a sensitive soul, and Cancer Sun.
I don't know your chart.... but I know that our family-pasts have been highlighted lately.... And, there's about to be a Sun-Pluto conjunct (deep and intense) opposing (uncomfortably intensely challenging) the FULL MOON Cancer (water) at 22.27 on January 12....
Cardinal Grand Cross...
Saturn Sag, Jupiter Libra, Moon Cancer, Uranus (square to Moon) Aries, Sun-Pluto Capricorn (opp the Moon)
AND we have two eclipses coming up on us next month... one of those in Pisces (water).
Transiting BlackMoonLiliths(h's) have been in last third of Scorpio (water). Transiting Chiron has been trining those from Pisces, and will be trine this FULL MOON.
This caught my eye about your dream...
"She gave me a little black book with short children stories that had a secret deep meaning. "
Happens that asteroid 4580 Child is mid-way through Pisces right now? ... It will/may be involved in this FULL Moon Cancer.
Maybe it's time for you to open up your little black book (BML) about the fears and things that occurred in your family secrets, your Child-hood. ... Process these.
Give up the labels you would put on yourself that would be negative from what ever you went through... Keep what is positive, and build on a future.
Now... for the practical??? LOL
Make sure you check the wiring around your bed, your mattress. Lamp chords, whatever-appliances you have there... make sure the electric is good-- things are still plugged in, and not going to short-out and combust on you?
If you have any incense (or oil-pots, tea-candles) you burn around your bed?... make sure these wouldn't ignite your mattress or anything around them, like drapes?...
Especially if you are *ahem* entertaining for the evening, and you would 'happen' to fall asleep? {LOL!! omg.}
Careful about scarves on lightbulbs... as these DO have the capacity to ignite?
You wouldn't want to become tomorrow's news-story for the wrong-reasons?
Make sure you're getting the proper rest you need. Do you need to adjust anything as far as sleep hygiene is concerned?
Are you drinking "coffee" too late into the day, where the caffeine is actually irritating your sleep? I know that when I'm super tired and actually DO fall asleep, and I had had something stimulating before sleep, that I am asleep AND aware at the same time. There's like a fight inside me, a frustration and irritation, because I'm TIRED enough to sleep but my mind won't shut up!
(heh, I'm a Gemmy, I don't need anything stimulating my mind too much... including my reading before sleep-- Found I can't do that because it's just too exciting! LOL)
Whatever emotions you are keeping inside, as a secret, even from yourself......... could ignite something new for you, that will bring relief in some way.
Maybe something your girlfriend did is pisssing you off? Do you need to have a discussion with her about something she may have done?
Maybe you could have an intimate discussion ABOUT some of your family secrets with her, if she is willing.... Maybe your relationship is triggering something of the past right now?
You certainly are a sexy person!!! LOL. Your love life on that mattress!!! wooo woooo!!!
So... I saw that dream just before I had to leave the house to do errands the other day...
This song came to my mind.... just in case the lyrics can apply in any way-- either now, or even from when you were a little girl in the past. Is she singing this about anything that happened?
(You don't have to answer specifically here... Just sending a *hug* to your innerChild.)
(music) Too Hot! (Kool & The Gang, Lisa Stansfield, lyrics) [4:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4bee-druyg