posted August 07, 2017 05:22 AM            

Two or three nights before this one I dreamed I am in Egypt. It was a bit weird, cause in dream I wanted to pay arrangement to tourist agency to go to Egypt cause I liked that place a lot (not sure what is the name of the place, or if it really exist), but somehow I already been there. I saw few sphinx but as I remember, with head of ram, they were next to each other.

posted August 08, 2017 08:13 PM            

I just read that there was a god in ancient Egypt called Amun-Ra, who took on the persona of the creator god, who had the head of a ram. Interesting, don't you think?
My opinion is that you had an incarnation in ancient Egypt. Probably also in the far east, where the stairs were. It could be the stairs to the sky represent a connection to divinity, which you can experience, and perhaps have experienced, in open nature. As if nature was the best temple for you, where you could worship God most sincerely.

posted August 09, 2017 01:41 AM            

I'm from Europe, I was on sea side many times with parents when I was little, then I just stopped, cause it wasn't fun to me when I turned some ages to go with mom and dad. I started to travel alone four years ago, been in few countries, but never outside the Europe. I like to travel, it moves me and fills me with energy and I want to do it whole my life. Interesting thing is that I'm mostly interested in far places with ruins of ancient civilizations. From my young ages I've been interested into Egypt, read about mythology and refused to think it was just stories but real. Now I'm aware, those stories are not real in the way they've been written, but they are real and have meaning in symbolical way. I find Egypt very magical place, just like whole old Mesopotamia.

When it comes to India, I must say, I find myself in Buddism, whole south Asia is amazing and I would go back there again and again. I was born in Christian country, and never found myself in this religion, find Christianity very blind and manipulative religion, at least in the form it is from middle ages, cause it lost its true nature long ago. Been interested into occult since my young ages.

Maybe month ago, I also had dream about stairs, but this time I was somewhere, in my dream I had a feeling I am in Nepal. Temple was at the top of stairs and behind temple nature, hills, grass and sun. People were around and I saw Buddist monarchs. I started to climb the stairs but thought in myself how I'm lazy to go up there. Maybe dream wanted to tell me how I wasn't ready or I'm too slow in my spiritual path, and this dreams now want to send me message along with crows, it's time to change some things cause I'm capable enough to understand for a long time, but been occupied with some ordinary stuff from the beginning of this year. This illness is maybe also another thing which moved me to start to think.

The dream about constellation, yes, I have few very close good friends but I don't have anyone who is similar to me in this way, no one is interested and they just don't want to try to understand any deeper things, deeper meaning of life. How deep I can go into these things, no one of them can even imagine and not to understand, they would find me completely mad. So, I never talk with anyone about anything, not cause I care what others think, I totally don't care, but cause it's useless.

posted August 10, 2017 06:27 PM            

Thank you for your careful detailed reply, MahaKali.

I do understand what you're saying about some of the Christian church flavors. Some of them ARE very manipulative. I can agree.
Sorry you had that experience.

Ever read the book Initiation, by Hungarian spiritual teacher, Elisabeth Haich?

b. March 20, 1897, Budapest
d. July 31, 1994

Here's the (English) pdf version, free. 368 pages. http://www.znakovi-vremena.net/en/Elisabeth_Haich_Initiation.pdf
Or, you could purchase your own copy.

Biographical info
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elisabeth_Haich
QUOTE....
She was born and raised in Budapest, Hungary.
In 1941 with Selvarajan Yesudian, who arrived in Hungary from India in 1937, they founded Europe's first yoga school in Budapest.
After the end of World War II in 1948, due to the communist regime, they had to close their school and flee to Switzerland, where they founded a new yoga school.

In her best known book, Initiation, Haich describes early experiences of her life in Hungary, as well as details of her supposed past life during which she claimed to have been initiated as a priestess of Ra by her supposed uncle, Ptahhotep, in what she refers to as ancient Egypt.

The book also describes a little of a more-recent claimed previous life in which she was a washing-woman, was abandoned by her lover, lost contact with her daughter, and ended up a beggar on the streets.

Her book The Wisdom of the Tarot is based on the Oswald Wirth deck's images (but some colors are different, for some details), and it is about the archetypes of human development, each Tarot card identifying one archetype and its meaning.

Her book Sexual Energy & Yoga identifies how sexual energy, when contained, builds among one's chakras, boiling the ignorance resident among them, eventually awakening them, and making possible enlightenment.

Elisabeth Haich claimed to have attained "ego-death".
It was described by her followers (mentioned in the introductions to her book) as visible in her gaze:

"her gaze wasn't the gaze of a person,
it was the gaze of infinity,
and it wasn't blind to one's unconsciousness
or ignoring:
a gaze that cut right through one's unconsciousness,
a gaze very difficult to bear."

As far as your physical concerns go?
Could you be experiencing what they call "Ascension" symptoms?

Another idea is..
Could also be eclipse-related too?
I was at a webinar chat about the eclipses, and read that some have been saying they haven't been feeling well.

I know that my neighbor and I BOTH flushed-up with a sudden migraine at EXACTLY the same hour, same day (last Thursday). *spooky* He spent the weekend in bed. awwww.

_________
I can delete the following after Aug 21...

There's a Global Eclipse Meditation that's going on during the Portal from Aug 7 through Aug 21.
Check it out if you want? http://www.astrologyhub.com/tag/global-meditation/
It's called "Anchoring Love" http://summit.astrologyhub.com/anchoring-love/
"The LIVE event will be broadcasted at 1pm Pacific Time everyday between August 7 - 21.
All talks and meditations will be recorded and available for the duration of the 14 days so that you can watch at your convenience."

posted August 13, 2017 08:31 AM            

Haven't had any bad experience with church, the point is clear. Christianity lost its true nature long ago, so religion what it is from middle ages is all about power and manipulation, it's for followers, people who don't want to dig deeper for truth, just blindly to believe in something they don't understand.

About book and this women, didn't read it, maybe when I find time some day I will check it out. I read a lot of books by various authors, maybe to mention some of them - Aleister Crowley of course, Madame Blavatsky, Kenneth Grant, Israel Regardie, Dion Fortune, Austin Osman Spare, Agrippa, Manly P. Hall and so on and so on.. I read hundreds and hundreds books about all these themes, sometimes I get bored of some new book, cause I know already all that, but thanks anyway.

About Ascension symptoms, I thought about it, there is something weird really going on in this period, things I had in plan I want to start to do as soon as possible, after I solve my health problem. I want to dedicate myself more to my spiritual path.

Few days ago, the crow landed on cable of lamppost above me and started to caw, then flew away. Three days, including that day, I saw huge number of them everywhere, from home to work I would see around 20 crows. Now I see two to three, don't see much nowadays. Looks like they really wanted to speak to me and say me something, maybe to have more faith in me and that some big is coming, big changes I'm ready for, cause it's time.

posted August 13, 2017 08:36 AM            

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Those are from Karnak temple? I thought about it, how to connect dream to this, or just to think on symbolism of Egypt generally.

posted August 16, 2017 08:58 PM            

MahaKali, I think you are right. The stairs appearing again might really hint that now is the time for you to advance in your spiritual path.

posted August 18, 2017 07:03 AM            

Thanks Ayelet, now I can feel it strong. Everything is changing and it's happening so fast.

Will continue to travel on this earth and far away, out of time and space.