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Topic: a little explanation
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leo_on_fire Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Heiskell, TN 37754 Registered: Dec 2004
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posted May 30, 2005 03:28 PM
All this time, I've kinda been wondering just who it was that you really were. I was wondering if I was in love with you or maybe this image I had created in my head. Then through the trials and pain of the past two weeks, I realized rationalizing my feelings is getting me no where. I am supposed to go by gut feelings and my gut is telling me that I would die for you. I would lie for you. I would fly for you. That the man you are is what is making me the woman I am. To use an overrated thought, I was lost and confused, twisted and used. And I couldn't tell you what I wanted. When I met you, admittedly, I was struck. It felt like a punch in the stomach when you looked into my eyes. But I was only looking for a friend. OH how wrong was I? You aren't just a friend, you are the best. You are the rest. You are everything. Then I met your daughter, the angel that she is and I knew, this is it. I've found my way home. So when I watch you while you sleep, and when I stare into your eyes so deep, Do not be afraid. All I ask is that you allow me to be there. To take away all the pain you and she feel. To be the one you can love with everything and not be afraid to lose anything. I can't quite capture the words I want to say, but this is the next best way. ________________________ Can ya tell? lol, its all over for me, i've done gone and lost my heart and the shame of it all is that i am refusing to tell him. Yet I know he needs to hear it, I see it in his eyes. Tell me i'm an idiot and i'll believe you..lol xx Kt ------------------ love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove. William Shakespeare IP: Logged |
future_uncertain Knowflake Posts: 948 From: ohio Registered: Aug 2004
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posted May 30, 2005 04:42 PM
I envy the excruciatingly delicious brink upon which you right now rest... Tell him! IP: Logged |
Bluemoon Knowflake Posts: 835 From: Stafford, VA USA Registered: Feb 2005
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posted May 30, 2005 05:49 PM
Follow your heart! IP: Logged | |