Posts: 113
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted June 09, 2005 02:32 PM         

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A million and one questions enter my mind,
and a million of them run back out again.
Only one stays.
What will happen?
When the time comes for you and la femme petit to go, what will happen?
I will wait for you forever if you asked me too.
I will do anything you ask me to do.
All you have to do is ask.
Please, dont' leave me with no answers.
I see now how wrong that is.
How can you answer me if I never open my big mouth and ask?
I can't expect to be on your heart right now.
That would be too much.
Maybe all I can hope for is a nanosecond on your mind.
And even that seems unfair to you.
Now is so NOT the time for these words but when no words are spoken,
all I can do is write them down.
Maybe I will ask.
Not likely, but maybe.
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xx
kt

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 113
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted June 09, 2005 02:36 PM         

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I'm a LEO for pete's sake.
I'm supposed to be stronger than this..I'm supposed to need myself more than anyother..
I always have.
But now when the possibilty of losing the only one I have ever loved more than me enters stage left...it sends me flying off stage.
Sends me to a corner to cry under the covers.
And not to mention..he is nothing like anyone i've ever met..he is everything i've never liked...and now i love it all and would give anything..do anything to keep it.
Because in my whole life...no one, not even me has made me feel as whole and complete as he does. As he and his daughter do.
ggggggaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 1038
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted June 09, 2005 04:36 PM         

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It is a hard road and when we are in pain we learn so much. I wish I could help you feel better!

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