Posts: 116
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted June 09, 2005 03:34 PM         

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So you say it goes hand in hand.
Maybe even parallel to each other.
But what of those of us that would rather not see one or the other?
Do we not get a say?
I want love..and with it comes pain of such demensions it is undescribable.
I gave my love and in return was filled with pain.
I give my love even more now than I did 5 minutes ago.
Strange how that works.
And no matter what cruel words you spit over the phone,
no matter how much harder it gets for me,
I feel that love swell inside what is left of my heart.
Babe, only for you.
I am stretched beyond my limit.
So far beyond, and yet I keep allowing you to pull me more.
I am like a hook, once I latch on it takes an act of congress to get me removed.
No matter how much it tears me up.
I wrote the most powerful thing I've ever written for you.
But you will never know.
You will never see the words.
And you will never see the pain inside me.
For yet again, I see my heart walk down that familiar road.
I see you kicking up the dirt and rocks.
Did you know, Taureau, that even though I know every pitfall of that road...only you have made me fall into them?
That every hole in that road has seen me more in the past 2 days than ever before?
I have loved before you.
But I have never loved with this kind of power.
I have never loved with this kind of heart either.
I have never loved one and held on after they let go.
But I am clinging to you, against my nature.
I am clinging to you, quite to opposite of who I am.
Never have I lowered myself to stay long after the party.
No matter how empty I felt when the lights were turned off.
And with those 2 four letter words, I hope you see every thing inside of me.
Love, is what I am when it comes to you.
Pain, is what happens when I stare at you.
Love, is what happens when I met you.
Pain, is what happens now when I think.
Love, is what it is.
Pain, is just how it goes.

kt

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 1052
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted June 09, 2005 04:30 PM         

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I love the way you write, Leo! I love Leos!! My JERK is an Taurus also.

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Posts: 1466
From: north of Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004

posted June 09, 2005 08:39 PM         

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I think its amazing that you can transmute those horrible feelings into these beautiful lines.
I'm sorry, leo,
I just wish I could apologize on behalf of self-centered men everywhere.
I wish I had a proper mirror,
to reflect that great love of your back at you.
You give it all away.
Its not fair to you.

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From:
Registered: Oct 2004

posted June 10, 2005 04:33 AM         

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Did you know, Taureau, that even though I know every pitfall of that road...only you have made me fall into them?
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i feel these words.
well written

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