posted November 22, 2017 08:32 PM            

The world is wonderful
Life is wonderful
You are wonderful

I was blind, I was deaf
Panic, anxiety, pain
I felt like I was going to die

It's been a long time
Smile, laughter, joy
The heart is on fire

Fire that burns in my soul
Don't kill me this time
I am old enough to sustain the heat

And I don't want to run away
I don't want to sink
In my own self-wounding

I hope you forgive me
I had enough of sorrows
It's time for the dawn of love

posted November 22, 2017 10:43 PM            

You changed your usual format too. Cool.

posted November 22, 2017 11:08 PM            

I didn't raise from the bottoms to go back to it again for the same old **** . I grew up a lot, I ain't gonna throw it all for nothing.

posted November 23, 2017 11:01 AM            

I don't know if you saw all of what Hypatia was talking about? --- There's an energy transit going on right now that has an "emergency" quality to it. There's a "push" and hurry-up, and, oh no it's-too-late!!! feeling to it.

Stop.

It's OKAY to not freak out.

Like Ayelet says... You ALREADY rose. You already 'achieved' .

When you talk to her, maintain your passion yet use a less-grasping and less-desperate energy (if you can)?

Let me QUOTE you-- reminding you of your own deep understanding and wisdom.

from the YW Birthday thread--
November 19, you said...
.. The reason why I think she ended up liking me is because I wasn't as clinging as other men that were trying to score with her,
I was just being a friend,
I tried to get closer,
but when I thought she wasn't having anything of it,
I relaxed a bit and kept being her friend,
and I think
the times we spent have simply did its part.

- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum17/HTML/003027-4.html

Do you think it's possible that you could find some of that 'composure' again?

- http://philosiblog.com/2011/08/16/if-you-love-something-let-it-go-if-it-comes-back-to-you-its-yours-forever-if-it-dosent-then-it-was-never-meant-to-be/

posted November 25, 2017 10:18 AM            

I'm going to bump here to tell how things are...

Pretty good, I've overcome the big anxiety and things are still good, now I just have to keep going, and make the relationship to happen.

posted November 26, 2017 02:08 PM            

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Originally posted by LF DX:
It was salvaged!!

I'm going to bump here to tell how things are...

Pretty good, I've overcome the big anxiety and things are still good, now I just have to keep going, and make the relationship to happen.

Damn, this woman has really make me overcome all the big fears and insecurities.

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posted April 05, 2018 10:46 AM            

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Originally posted by Pearlty:

An elegant maturity found in your words and feelings here LF, enjoyed reading.

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