posted March 19, 2005 12:35 AM         

The theme I received from this reading is that your life did not go according to plan. It looks like there was a reversal in fortune. Like times were really good, and now times are really bad. I hate to tell you this, but the reason is becuase you were not seeing this relationship for what it really is or was. Your head is in the clouds so to speak. You're daydreaming too much. You were seeing things in rose colored glasses. Don't hurt yourself though, we all do this to ourselves at one point in time. I do it all the time, and I've been trying to stop myself too. It's a learning experience, a valuable lesson that will benefit you in the future. While you were in this relationship, you were also trying to keep everything in balance, juggling one or more issues, maybe work, family, school, and this relationship. I'm truly sorry that your feeling very depressed. This relationship seems like it has consumed you, and maybe even to the point of obsession and bondage. This relationship must have meant a lot to you, and I'm sorry you wont be getting over it anytime soon. However, you will be feeling much better in the future compared to the way you feel now. Please don't let this relationship consume you any longer. The solution to your problem is to look to your family and friends for comfort, nurture, and guidance. Your closest family member or best friend will help you feel better, and because of them you will get over it, but like anything it will take time and effort. I feel like you need to pay close attention to your friends, I feel like they warned you many times, and tried to tell you the truth. I feel like your friends were the ones who told you what was going on all along. I feel like you were under an illusion, and when the truth came to you it became all too shattering. I'm sorry. Please try to make yourself feel better, do things that you love, things that make you feel comfortable and happy. Surround yourself with other types of love.