posted June 26, 2013 06:14 AM            

But if now you know that you got some of this stuff sent towards you like a few years ago, and now you know that all the fall outs and strange happenings were due to this, and you also know who did it......what do you do next?

Is it ever possible to go through life again making the decisions that will make it seem, that this never happened...and how do you compensate for lost time, if it was lost not because of natural events, but because of these 'demonic' crossing the boundaries against you?

Am asking because now i got a 100% confirmation that a few years ago my luck changed at the snap of a finger, at exactly this timing because of 'black magic' or whatever it is really called.

The person/people who did it just appeared out of the blue back then, and never re-appeared for a while and now are suspiciously trying to get in touch with me again, and guess what? want to meet on the e exact day they came over 4 years ago ...am guessing to do it all over again

(does black magic need to be renewed?? and shouldn't they be dealing with the karma of doing this already through syphilis or something rather than harass others with it still lol?)

it's just that am not going to put up with it anymore, but have no idea what to do other than just avoiding them, and making sure to let the neighbors know not to let them anywhere near where i live?!

posted June 26, 2013 09:50 AM            

but how do i find a white magic person though?

i don't even know anything about 'this world' or who these people's 'black magic guru' is, just that they do it to others.

No surprises, they are very bad people

posted June 26, 2013 01:32 PM            

SADGURU?....then sounds i'm in the right place for it....loads of people posting here seem to be like that.

I had a weird episode actually in the fall of 2010, which is when i started believing in warnings that it is black magic.

I have a strange clown toy, that isn't really mine, and a sister that passed away as a very little child. That clown toy isn't supposed to work, and never does, then one day it does, and the next night (All saints day) i get a dream with this exact vicious women going "so you b***h, now you know it is me that has been doing it all"

she was also standing above a graveyard and extremely evil in the dream, as she is in reality, here is the strangest part, she told me her name, except in the 'wakening' world i've never known that, i don't even speak her language so wouldn't have known the names of that culture.
I went and asked around some people who would know and they went "oh that is so and so's real name..." me for the next few months after that ----> O_O O_O O_O

i took it as a message from loved one's who are beyond this veil of life...but didn't know what to do then, as i was still a bit skeptical.

okay looking for those threads but don't know what to type...but also one more question, if it is mind over matter, what is the right way to put my mind above matter, i can't concentrate well since some time, but today morning this all changed....then came the call, i didn't even know it was them, or wouldn't have picked it up.

UGH YECH so sorry this is so wordy, but had to share all that weirdness.....i wish i can huff and puff and just blow ll these people away, or call for real divine intervention this time!!

posted June 28, 2013 09:22 AM            

www.linda-goodman.com

But let me tell you that prayer is a very powerful way if you are inclined to it. And also that i believe in not giving out anything bad to get even etc because that goes all around and comes back to us. So this white magic stuff could be used to defend oneself at the most, in my opinion.

posted June 28, 2013 09:31 AM            

www.linda-goodman.com

posted June 28, 2013 09:38 AM            

don't worry i don't 'dabble' in these things. never have, never will.

So it was a bit 'angering?? is that a word?'...that someone would do that to me, and a very intense kind to it seemed at the time. am also angry that these things do 'work' and are allowed to...sigh. I could have killed myself back then, and had a few chances, but it's like in the same time something bigger was 'protecting' me in these minutes, when i....so am still here.

but a few days ago i have made my mind up that these are real low life's to do that, if they had any real power, they wouldn't have stooped so slow to astral attacks (As this is what black witchcraft is in a way right?)

and i'm way above that...last time they did hurt me because i had no clue, now the 'facts' are straight in my face....they are going to come 'out of the blue' on July 2nd, and i already told the watchman and security guard, to try and not let them in the building, and to tell them i moved out quite a while ago, i also told them to tell these *bad word* that my dad has left the country a few months ago, as he's the other one they keep hurting, even though he was so good to them....let's hope that works.

And yes let's hope the lord remembers that i am here to and think about him, even when it looks like there is no one there.......

Thank you again for the link love&light, and totally agree that a good heart will win at the end of the day....even if it's a veeeeeeeeeeery long one!

posted June 28, 2013 10:57 AM            

i'll follow your advise with the spiritual grounding.

something funny, right now one of the exact people who suddenly started causing me trouble me in 2009 popped up, with the exact same attitude....this time i started laughing when they came to me with their 'stupidity'...instead of answering back..that and now i know what is going sort of...sigh. (honestly why isn't karma getting them yet...or is it getting them yet, but they are so determined to do harm until their last breath or something?!?!)

let's just say this time it's going to be so 'interesting' ...creativity obviously isn't their 'forte'

btw would you have any idea why some people told me not to let them in, as they'll go through my hair brushes or toothbrush to get what they 'need' ???...that is just plain creepy and even creepier than what i thought before lol ?!

posted June 28, 2013 06:01 PM            

i hope these things 'expire' as i have given that little group clothes and etc in the past, when they asked for it, sometimes claiming for charity, sometimes just saying they really liked it and wouldn't back off till i gave it...and if my memory isn't betraying me, they did once ask for any spare brush i have O_O

good god i was none the wiser...so yes i hope these things stop working after some time like a few years. sigh

posted June 29, 2013 10:30 AM            

L&L, thanks for all the help. i do keep them away, they just stalk (like so many others in my world)and find me or about me no matter what i do, and good God at how evil some people are...sigh.

lol Harry Potter, yip i remember that. How odd is it that i tried to remember something like that all day...but i had ok memories...and one's that i thought will be the best the day in the world, that all turned to the opposite. HMMMM...i guess this thing has been going longer than i thought, and time to make some real good memories (if it is ever possible to 'plan' these things!)...but i do have a few good one's so will 'look' there.....hmmmmm...will also stick to praying for now, though i feel those people can get us through that, if that makes any sense...so will need to go and find my own other spiritual practice to....

@ anascorp!! HI Ana! just found that book online, and am reading it later tonight.Thanks for the reference!

posted June 30, 2013 08:27 PM            

Now comes the work strengthen ur aura - can google diff exercises- because i am sure there's holes in it .
If u kno who it is send them love and light - NEVER use hate or anger u cant fight them on their plane u must bring them to urs. I'd flood them with love n light until u feel something change ( cant explain more u will know) and then u can do a cord cutting visualization or anti binding prayer
Blessed be

posted July 01, 2013 06:46 AM            

i know it's a group of them, but who exactly? i don't know at all.

i had a strange dream last night, with a smug fat creepy man who could be the one they hire for that, but i don't really know.

but don't know i don't feel like anything i do will work after seeing what they are capable off, in life damaging events, they've got that much lack of remorse guilt...really like satan himself won't do what hey do...

anyway i don't care i know am a good person inside, and that the man in the sky whatever you want to call him is here for me, if only i ever learn the right way to invite him into my life again!!

thanks for the help again!! what can i use other than sage, if i can't find sage....i mean i can find the dried herb but not the bundles, any ideas? as 2moro is when i think they will be here, and my intuition is telling me am strongly right again about this!

posted July 03, 2013 03:41 AM            

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Originally posted by anascorp:
Hi Jelly! Hope all is getting a little better for you. Please try to not let any of that get you "down"..the most important thing is to remember "who" you truly are.

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Thank you Ana!! you're a lifesaver, i was feeling really down last night, like 'rock bottom'...i suppose will always happen on the 'anniversary' on the day when things came falling apart, specially when those who caused it blatantly carried on as if they did nothing....and yesterday was really weird, i tried to do what i can from what was advised, but just totally strange.

but then i just read your post before i slept, and suddenly i felt better, specially with it coming from you (u know i read your other posts so have an 'idea' of what was happening with you) so thank you.

posted July 03, 2013 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by anascorp:
I read your posts and was worried about you.
You will make it through this.

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So kind and thoughtful! so sweet of you, Thank you...yip can't wait till September, (don't ask y as i have no idea lol) but things do get better with time...

posted July 04, 2013 12:53 AM            

you are welcome. I do not know what was "aimed" at me, but what happened desolated me. I felt "Empty" for so long. When all this occured there was no one there to "help" me.I know who I am, not what they say and portrayed me to be. They will never take that away no matter how much they try..Its been two years..I no longer have nightmares. I wish you the best. Thank you for posting on gangstalking thread

posted July 04, 2013 04:12 AM            

Me i'm only 'reclaiming' who i am since a few months ago, thanks to a dream i posted here, and how Twirl (who else would be that good when i comes to those things lol?) managed to interpret it....i've been going through life since 4 years not being me, how bad is that when the dillusion and mental 'cage' had carried on that long?

thanks again for posting, and also for what you said about Christianity, am quite shocked at how others use this good religions name, to do stuff that has nothing to do with Jesus Christ or his message at all...where i come from Christians are usually the first people working on trying to alleviate the living conditions of anyone that crosses their path,(food, shelter, job whatever) not declare war in the name of someone they wouldn't even know if they crossed path with....go figure!!

thanks again for all the support and i wish you strength as you go on, as that is inspiring for others to also know about it!

posted July 04, 2013 03:58 PM            

I like November to, a lot of good things happen to me in November to, and i just love that month for some reason, ur solar return to?