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JustAmanda
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posted February 04, 2006 11:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Good morning all! First let me apologize for the long read and thank you ahead of time for reading. I've not been here in over a year, but am back to ask for advice and or explanation of some recent happenings. I've been away for so long for I've been on a journey in this life, one that has really taken a toll on my soul and physical body, as well as my 2 sisters. I'll give a "short" background--and believe me this is as short as it gets...

In September of 2001 my mother Mary and my stepfather Odell were both diagnosed with cancer...my mother lymphoma and my stepfather with lung cancer. His cancer was highly progressed and he was given 3 months to live. He surpassed this time and entered remission. He came out of remission in the spring of 2003. In August of 2003 we found out his lung cancer had spread to his brain, and he was sent home with Home Health to revert to Hospice. I moved in with my parents at that time, leaving my own family in order to care for them. I cared for Odell 24/7, and watched him suffer greatly. He was a devout Christian, and he told me this "I'm not afraid of dying, for I know I will live with Christ, but I'm afraid of getting there." So, I promised him that I would not let him die alone and I would be with him every step of the way. I had no idea of what a promise I was making him.

A few days before he passed on, he began to have visions of Heaven, and thankfully, his mind was 100% sharp even though the cancer was in the brain. He described to me Heaven, and he spoke with Jesus on many occassions. He also told me that once my beloved Grandmother and my real Father were in the room with me. He saw angels, many, many angels. At one point he began to cry out to God "No Lord, No Lord, not Mary, oh no Lord, no Mary"...saying this OVER AND OVER again for almost 30 minutes...I was a nervous wreck trying to calm him, but he was in a state of mind that was not of this world.

A few days before he died, my mother suffered mild congestive heart failure and was in the hospital. She was released 2 days before he died...she sat with him upon coming home and her whole body was wrecked with grief. I've never seen my mother so grief stricken in all my life. She left the room later that night, but did not return to the room where Odell was again. The next morning, Hospice came and told us we had less than 24 hours, and at 7:25am on October 7th, 2003, he died, with me and his son at his side.

My mother, suffered heart failure again, coded 3 times in the hospital and they told us that she was going to die. By a miracle of God, she survived and we've had a VERY long 2 1/2 years since that time. She has never been in her right mind since then, and has many ailments due to her illness. But...she also is seeing things...in the hospital she told us that there was a little girl, with blonde hair that was with her. One day she told me the little girl wanted to come home with me. She also saw things into the future while in a coma...things that happened to people that REALLY came true. The night before she suffered her stroke, she lay in semi consciousness, carrying on a conversation with my dead stepfather...she continues to do this. Recently she told us the little girl is in her home again...as is our family dog that is deceased...she talks to my real father as well...and once a friend of mine WHO HAD NO IDEA ODELL HAD DIED, saw me and asked me how Odell was doing...Michael said he saw Odell standing in the yard all the time in his work uniform....THIS WAS A YEAR AFTER ODELL DIED!!!!!!

She keeps insisting to my sisters and I that Odell wanted to tell her something the morning that he died..she says that he wanted to see her to tell her something...thing is, she was VERY ill and was not in the room with him AT ALL. He was in a semi coma state, and could not speak. At first we dismissed this, but now, with her seeing visions of things, we are starting to second guess ourselves. Is there anyone here who might be able to pick up our energies and help me to understand what is going on??? We have had our mother tested for dementia and Alzheimers and she is free of any kind of disease like that, or any kind of brain damage. My sister's and I have determined that there is something divine going on here, but we are very confused about it and feel that most people we know would think we are crazy.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and if I need to post some photos of us I certainly will...please let me know...and if anyone would like to email me about this, feel free..

bernadette1216@hotmail.com

Love and light,
Amanda

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Yang
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posted February 04, 2006 01:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yang     Edit/Delete Message

That sent shivers down my spine. Thanks for sharing that heartfelt story with us!

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JustAmanda
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posted February 09, 2006 01:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you Yang, it gives me shivers too!

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Mama Mia
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posted February 09, 2006 02:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Hey JA missed you...I do not know how to read into things like this but I will tell
you what you feel is definetly true. I have had plenty of Divine situations happen in my life, I know what they are. but only like mind ppl or ppl that have beent there understand.

Keep praying and praying it will reveal its self...

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sesame
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posted February 11, 2006 10:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sesame     Edit/Delete Message
Yes, I would also suggest meditation, or looking to hire someone to figure out the message. It seems Odell might not be able to leave until it is resolved.

Dean.

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JustAmanda
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posted February 16, 2006 11:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
I am hoping to be in touch with a medium soon...I'll keep you all posted!

and thanks MM I've missed you too!

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