posted December 28, 2011 10:16 AM            

So I'm posting this in hopes to relate to others who have the need for self discovery as well. I know this has nothing to do with astrology.

Obviously not everyone is into this sorta of stuff. Except a few people I know but they just nod and look at me blankly, then lose interest. I'm also comfortable enough with this forum to talk about myself

I don't know if any of you guys study numerology but I find it so fascinating. I'm blowing off some steam in this post. So I might whine a bit.

The most interesting things about numerology you can find out your lessons in life, also your karma lol.
I'm actually seeing myself go through my lessons now! Its scary
I've studied my parents numerology chart and could see them infront of my eyes dealing with their lessons also.

The point of this post is, I'm curious about other peoples lessons and karmic debt. I wonder if you relate to it and how you're dealing with it If you know a lot about numerology
I would like to hear some things I probably would not know. Also your opinion about it

This is my first challenge in life, its self explanatory. You have 3 challenges in each phase of your life.

"A 7 Challenge always marks a very serious period in your life. This period will be marked by intense introspection and the pursuit of spiritual wisdom. Your challenge will be to move through this period of self-discovery while dealing with the isolation such inner journeys often cause. Also you will have to learn to differentiate reality from fantasy.
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Like you have no idea how much I relate to this especially about the isolation part.

Okay so now I'm going to bring up karma which I'm seriously dealing with right now

"Karmic Debt Numbers signify past abuses of your talents that you must make amends for. Like all of us, you have made many choices and taken many actions in your lives. Some of those choices and actions have been mistakes. Your past errors must be addressed, so you can use your Karmic Debt Numbers to identify exactly what type of mistakes you have made in the past and how you can atone for them."

This one is not very specific. A bit irrelevant for this time in my life.

"A 14 Karmic Debt Number indicates that you have abused your right to freedom. Possibly you increased your freedom to act at the costs of others, or you exercised your free will in ways that abused your own spirit (e.g., drug use). The solution for you is to find a true path to freedom that does not harm you or others around you."

Hmmmmmm..... lol I do relate to this also in some aspects.

"A 16 Karmic Debt Number points to an abuse of love in your past. Your were not honest about your feelings and/or neglected to consider the feelings of others. You also might manipulated those you have seduced. The consequence of these actions is that you must now reconnect with that part of your spiritual self that will not allow you to misuse love and affection. Doing this is no easy task. To succeed that which earned you the 16 must be destroyed, so a more spiritually ethical self can take its place."

Okay so I feel like number 16 is the reason I have a non existant love life. I noticed most of the people I associate with and know are in a relationship. Also then there is the attraction issue. I'm usually not attracted to the random people who pursue me. The people who I get crushes on are always unobtainable. I'm a 12th house venus if I use whole signs. I've never had a serious relationship. ever. I mean you could say that this hardly important right now but it obviously tells you what kind of person I am by making a huge deal of this. haha according to numerology I took advantage of other people and now I need pay consequences,

I noticed with my mother her challenges and karmic debt all have to do with money and greed. which is obvious in her life. Ironically None of my lessons or challenges have to do with money, and I get all the necessities I need. Some times all the bells and whistles regardless of my parents financial situation. Which I am so so thankful for.

My father has 0 challenges, and actually no karmic debt. He's always doing is own thing. He's like a child playing around enjoying whatever life has to offer. complete leo.
I'm not getting into any more details hahahaha.
http://cafeastrology.com/numerology2/index.htm

posted February 03, 2012 09:51 PM            

Birth Right 7

Visualize the symbolic 7, one horizontal line anchored in the heavens and one diagonal line extending downward to the earth. Your strength is in your mental abilities. You can ponder the unseen wisdom of the universe and translate it to the earthly plane. You're highly analytical and possess the aptitude to dig into the deeper nature of things.

You can enhance the positive aspects of your birthright through learning and trusting your thinking ability. Be aware of your negative side: Your introspection can be perceived as aloofness; this can make personal relationships challenging for you.

Careers that you will excel in allow you to use your mind and challenge your intelligence. Consider opportunities in: mathematics, science, medicine, engineering, law, theology and fields dealing with the supernatural.

Destiny 3

To find your destiny, you must discover joy and spontaneity in life; doing so will release your ability to rekindle the lighter part of the human spirit and inspire \"senseless acts of kindness\" in other individuals.

You will be drawn to situations that allow you to express yourself. In time, you will find that your openly optimistic ways are contagious and that you have the ability to move people. When those around you have lost their zest for life, you remind them about faith, love and the simple things worth appreciating.

You have the potential for great romance, love and money - you just have to learn how to express your joy!

Talent 7

Your talent is your analytical mind. Your ability to comprehend the inner workings of any subject you feel passionate about is phenomenal. But be aware that if not handled right, this skill can make you appear unapproachable.

Consider harnessing your talent by focusing on one area of study. Using your intellect, you have the unique opportunity to advance mankind's understanding of itself and the universe we reside in.

Hint: Combine your talent for analysis with your birthright's ideal career and you will go far. You can make an impact that will be felt by many.

Heart's Desire 8

Your inner person is confident, energetic and ambitious. You dream big and are willing to push hard to achieve those goals. You are not emotional at heart; your intellect leads you.

You are highly driven, and your partner should be too; you will tend to dominate a significant other whom you don't consider your equal. You are not romantic by nature but will try hard to make your relationships work with loved ones and colleagues.

How to be true to yourself: Trust your judgment, and broaden your horizons through study and networking. Being open-minded about the various ways to approach life will help you immensely.

Personality 4

You have a no-nonsense exterior. When people first meet you, they see you as dependable and trustworthy. They rely heavily on you to be efficient, consistent and capable - you're more often the leader than the follower. You can enhance this image by wearing fitted, stylish suits with straight lines, emitting confidence and seriousness.

Life Lesson 2

Your number 2 life lesson reveals that you may be missing tact. Perhaps you are not fully aware of other people's needs. You must learn how to work as a team player, both personally and professionally. It's important for you to be considerate of others while you're fulfilling your desires. Overcoming this Achilles' heel will help you enjoy better interpersonal relationships.

posted February 03, 2012 09:55 PM            

Your tendency is to be arrogant. Your deep analytical mind combined with your sense of morality can turn you into a perfectionist. You always do a great job but end up isolating yourself from others in the process. Your challenge is to avoid developing a superiority complex and recognize others for their gifts

Main Challenge 1

Because your main challenge is the number 1, you will struggle to learn how to stand up for yourself. As a child you were likely dominated and restricted from expressing your needs. The result is that you suppress your own wants in order to please others. This challenge, felt to an extreme, may paralyze you from being aware that your desires are valid and deserve to be met.

You can conquer this challenge through action: Stand up for yourself. You already know your own mind; now you just need to give yourself permission to speak it.

Challenge Number 1- 2

Because your first challenge is the number 2, you will struggle with balance in your relationships; you will swing between moments of insensitivity and oversensitivity. Either reaction may be the result of an insecurity - your obsessive concern about how others perceive you. This challenge, felt to an extreme, may limit opportunities, as you are so afraid of being hurt that you avoid them

Challenge Number 2 3

Because your second challenge is the number 3, you will struggle to overcome your self-doubt. Your inner voice may be strongly self-critical; it blocks you from expressing yourself and your creativity. This challenge, felt to an extreme, will stop you from bringing pleasure to others through your artistic genius.

You can conquer this challenge by developing your talent through dance, music, art or acting. Experimenting with various forms of art will allow you to overcome that tendency to judge yourself too harshly.

Challenge Number 3 1