posted June 26, 2015 07:06 AM            

so it starts out with me at some hotel in paris where i had to do a lot of laundry but theres a **** ton of bugs like snails, clams, and worms all crawling in one corner and over the entrance. there was also an indian woman who kept ******** at me for not doing the laundry right, always correcting me and simultaneously yelling at me to hurry up. the laundry room was like a pink yellow colour probably because of the yellow lamp.

then outside is this guy cuddling with this girl and i know the guy. then in the dream i found out that it's my ex boyfriend's true form. in real life he's 22 now, we were together for 3 3/4 years. i broke it off. great guy but i fell out of love with him but stayed with him for the cuddles, we were sharing a lease, and still friends the whole time.

then i found out that he was actually some CIA/MI6 or MI5 agent thats been sent to date and mess with me for some odd reason and the guy on the bed with the girl is him with the disguise off. he's really some 35-43 year old man (good looking lol kinda like between john hamm and adrien brody) and he was trying to pick a fight with me when i went out the laundry room about our sex life and started saying things like 'like the stereotyped virgo virgin (i've got mars in virgo) i had to do all the work' and i was keeping calm and saying 'no i'm not having a fight with you' then the rest of the dream was me finding out about how much he was sent to infiltrate me life.

he was quite aloof and cold. so he was saying he never cared about me and all that kind of stuff and the girl is his real girl friend and it was all an act. i was okay with it (like i said no feelings towards him) i found out his name had the same last name but first name started with a C instead of an M (can't remember the whole C but it might have been calum). just the whole time being really standoffish and saying borderline mean things about me and stuff like that. really hard front

then it cuts to me at dinner with C again and i was asking if he never really cared, how old he was. getting to know him. just talking. nothing bad really. a bit undercutting comments from him but if you're not sharp you wouldn't pick it up know what i mean?

then suddenly i'm in the streets of paris telling him that over the course of 3 3/4 i probably started falling out of love with him at like month 6-7 and it progressed from there and i stayed with him for the lease and stuff like that. i did love him but i'm not in love with him anymore. when i was telling this i was actually singing this like a musical but i wrote it in a letter so he was reading the letter and i was spying on him reading the letter and saw 1 tear fall. then i move on. this bit was like a musical scene from a movie.

then it cuts to me missing one of the events for my university graduations back home in the dream it wwas like i just walked off the streets of paris back home. i'm with some friends and this guy from secondary school that didn't go to uni with me. and we're eating without chairs on the university lawn lol hen it cuts to me at dinner with C again and i was asking if he never really cared, how old he was. getting to know him. just talking. nothing bad really. a bit undercutting comments from him but if you're not sharp you wouldn't pick it up know what i mean?

and thats all i remember