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Topic: What is this special thing....plz help me understand
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start6030 Knowflake Posts: 559 From: neverland:) Registered: Dec 2011
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posted January 30, 2017 01:33 PM
Please Dont quote--- Hey guys! I am a very ordinary girl who just had interest in reading about astrology n all - out of curiosity...n dont really know much on how to interpret things without a help from google - so not gifted. But sometimes back, i was accused by my partner s sister of being a victim of black magic n having ability to destroy them (!!!!) - i believed it was said out of jealousy n ignored. But lately, m getting scared n amazed of the things in my life as under - 1. Smone said my 12th house sayurn in scorpio means am an old soul. 2. I definitely suffered a lot in last 6 years but never underwent depression or ggrew bitter n people in fact loved my energy n presence to everyone s surprise. 3. I read Dr Brian Weiss n concept of souls. Every rship or connection i get, i find their Dsc directly in opposition with my ASC , or , our v in composite 7th. 4. Any little thing that i had ever said as a little girl - any place i wanted to visit, any job i wanted to do , any kkind of experience i day dreamt - it is shockng how surprisingly i did everything without having to especially make an effort. Eg, i didnt go for travelling, but i wud suddenly get a call from that overseas centre for visiting the place for an exam . Crazy ! 5. If i ever had a crush n we were nottttt even talking or connected, we wud end up hvng a rship - even though there wud be a breakup. 6. My bf cheated me on 13 sep.. i told him karma will pay back - next sep 13 , she ditched him n he came to say sorry. 7. My ex husband cheated on me n deserted me and when i returned to his country after 2 years, we end up being in the same mall and i had no idea he had shifted to that city. 8. There s this 3rd guy who i had an instant connection with, n he went cold unexpectedly aftr a week - he proposed marriage at night n disappeared the next day and then had a small clueless conversation n blocked me. God knows why i kept missing him n his daughter for 4 months - n crazy! We bumped into each other n he tells me he is single n craves fr me physically ( hmm... though he again mysteriously cut the cconversation pretending he never said anything - but this time i didnt bother) . 9. When i meditated for past regression, my guide who made me do the meditation, looked into my eyes later n said he saw a power in me. I was acting strange till 2 days after. So i asked her it is like smthing big wants to unfold but am not ready n scared. She lukd inti my eyes n smiled n said i dnt knw who i m and i m smone v special n not of this world n sm higher energyyy.... i was so scared n said- i m nt ready...i m happy being this normal self. She said - ok...then may b u ll choose sm day to accept yrslf. I wass back to myslf aftr dat day n no longer acted strange. 10.There r instances when a guy who died the nxt day in a natural but sudden death, started tellng me he knew he was gonna die on so n so date- n had dreams of his death - few days before his death, confiding in me. I was instrumental in comforting his mum by tellng his stories after his death. 11. There hv been times whn a thought abt smone s death got stuck in my mind... one was my bf's father who was murdered by some terrorists n second was the third guy's wife who is said to have died of some allergy. It was like i was feeling sm energy from them n they were guiding me towards the rship and dat person. It is v strange n hard to explain. Also, i hv googled soooo much about their death dat i started wondering wt n why i was doing so- but as if smthng ...or smthng in my head was tellng me to find out. 11. I alwsssss feel smone is around me. I cud hv been a broke...a failure...raped....ruined....stuck at soooo many times but there is smone who dsnt let me suffer- touchwood. Something happens in few days n i get an awesm direction. I keep seeing signs n numbers all that while.I couldnt believe that the building number of an important study course i took was the combination of my birthday and month. I asked the phone provider to give me any number and provided my mum 's id and when i checked , the phone number i got had the exact sequence of my birth year, month and date ! What is it! I feel i am like a special Child who jst vaguely day dreams and forgets and things start surprisingly happening to her - gud as well as bad. N it is so scary at times. Do i need to find out about myslf...am i being given a hint dat smthng needs me to find it out ? Wht is this and how to calm my thoughts down cz am constaaaaaantly thinkng . I get amazingly sympathetic towards people...i am a doctor and have amazing friends.... but i just cant stop the train of thoughts in my head. Pl guide me. Thanks . IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 31, 2017 10:44 AM
Your life has been quite a ride.IP: Logged |
start6030 Knowflake Posts: 559 From: neverland:) Registered: Dec 2011
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posted January 31, 2017 01:56 PM
hehe..yeah ! I still feel clueless about why I end up with people who r going through an emotional turbulence and who suddenly disappear mysteriously. But more than that , how am I being still guided and feel protected ! IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 01, 2017 06:15 PM
Yes, I feel guided and protected also.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 02, 2017 10:37 AM
Most of the time.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 03, 2017 02:06 PM
Emphasis on "most."IP: Logged |
start6030 Knowflake Posts: 559 From: neverland:) Registered: Dec 2011
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posted February 03, 2017 03:21 PM
N N .... i understand what u mean - ditto ! IP: Logged |
GeminiKarat Moderator Posts: 3786 From: 48N13 Registered: Jun 2014
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posted February 04, 2017 05:46 AM
Beautiful read. Thank you for the share!IP: Logged |
start6030 Knowflake Posts: 559 From: neverland:) Registered: Dec 2011
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posted February 04, 2017 01:28 PM
Thanks Gemini - dat was really sweet of u to hav said that. My life keeps me wondering about myself...there s a lotttt of struggle and suffering going on but it is like that student who gets a tough lesson to finish and even when he finishes with low grades, gets to have a candy in the end but gets a tougher lesson again.Am surprised at the candies..n i seriously want to find out but getting no clue on how to, except for meditation. IP: Logged |
GeminiKarat Moderator Posts: 3786 From: 48N13 Registered: Jun 2014
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posted February 05, 2017 07:13 AM
Keep up the good work. Although I have found out through Astrology a reason to the things that happened in my life it did not prevent me to learn a lesson taught by the planet Pluto .IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 06, 2017 01:55 PM
Indeed! Never underestimate Pluto!IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 07, 2017 10:40 AM
Or either.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75287 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 08, 2017 05:54 PM
Or Mercury Rx!IP: Logged |