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Topic: hard to believe but a true sad story. mine.
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Ayelet
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posted January 08, 2014 07:35 PM
  
Hello everyone. I don't want to spoil the party. But I am very sad. I have met spiritual teachers but lost them. it is a complex story. The thing is, I am not being given a second chance.Though my spirit shall live for ever, I will never be able to become physically Immortal. Not in this life, and not in any other life. I simply lost my chance.I am not in a state to meet my twin soul either. I am ill and sad. my only reason to live is my dear ones. This loss is gigantic for me. I have lost my dream. I am fearing old age and loneliness. Linda was very special for me. She still is. but now her teachings make me sad, because I know I am not going to attain this higher state of awareness and these blissful life. I have many spiritual books that right now are useless for me. And I know that in my next life I am not going to remember this, and I will not have Linda's books to guide me anymore. I had many doubts whether I should post here or not. can someone comfort me?I will never have the opportunity in my earthly life to have guidance and help from these gurus.please help me.IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted January 09, 2014 12:59 PM
Change your perspective, and change your future.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted January 09, 2014 07:29 PM
Thank you for the advice. I will definitely try.IP: Logged |
astrofan
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posted January 09, 2014 09:24 PM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hello everyone. I don't want to spoil the party. But I am very sad. I have met spiritual teachers but lost them. it is a complex story. The thing is, I am not being given a second chance.Though my spirit shall live for ever, I will never be able to become physically Immortal. Not in this life, and not in any other life. I simply lost my chance.I am not in a state to meet my twin soul either. I am ill and sad. my only reason to live is my dear ones. This loss is gigantic for me. I have lost my dream. I am fearing old age and loneliness. Linda was very special for me. She still is. but now her teachings make me sad, because I know I am not going to attain this higher state of awareness and these blissful life. I have many spiritual books that right now are useless for me. And I know that in my next life I am not going to remember this, and I will not have Linda's books to guide me anymore. I had many doubts whether I should post here or not. can someone comfort me?I will never have the opportunity in my earthly life to have guidance and help from these gurus.please help me.
you will find another book, another Linda, another guru, another chance, another way to attain awareness (astrology is not the only way), another soul mate, you will get better, you are immortal and you will remember this ------------------
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Ayelet
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posted January 10, 2014 11:54 AM
Thank you so much! I realy wish for that. Though I think Linda is very special. I love the way she writes. Very gentle, and from the heart. And thank you for writing that I will get better. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted January 10, 2014 06:36 PM
Can it be that someone is simply not fit to be physically immortal? even though he or she believes in it and tries? I mean, one can achieve enlightenment and die, and leave this plane. But I wanted to stay. I missed one chance, but I don't know whether these kind of chances occur more than once in the soul's entire existence. What do you think \ know? I would appreciate any comments. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted January 11, 2014 01:59 PM
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astrofan
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posted January 11, 2014 03:23 PM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Can it be that someone is simply not fit to be physically immortal? even though he or she believes in it and tries? I mean, one can achieve enlightenment and die, and leave this plane. But I wanted to stay. I missed one chance, but I don't know whether these kind of chances occur more than once in the soul's entire existence. What do you think \ know? I would appreciate any comments.
This is just my perspective As in human physical body, the current DNA is not yet supportive to immortal life
Immortality is not impossible to be achieved, but for that to happen, a truly significant DNA alteration is required. And if this is achieved, if it is ever achieved, a constant monitoring is required for your entire existence on Earth. This is because this Earth, as much as we want to believe it, will not last forever either.
As in souls, the only immortal souls are 144 original souls.
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Ayelet
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posted January 11, 2014 04:45 PM
Well, I have no knowledege concerning my DNA, but the teachers showed up, and they wouldn't have shown up if my DNA was not equiped. How did you get to the sum of 144 original souls? And yes, I guess this planet will not exist forever, but forever can be so relative when you relate to Earth time and human feeling, and anyhow, I would love to see it growing into the forgotten paradise it once was. I would also like to be a part of this, somehow. But I may not be permitted another trial (I will certainly live again. this is not the end.).If it was up to me, I would try again. IP: Logged |
astrofan
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posted January 11, 2014 05:23 PM
there are many perspectives about creation of the universe. 144 original souls is one I currently believe in.
each of the original souls then manifests 144 souls and continues on. billions of souls have been manifested, so have numerous DNA strands. Human DNA, animal DNA, plant DNA and so on.
there are other perspectives. e.g. it's 90 not 144. humans were slaves etc mine is just one of many.nothing lasts forever, in any way the word "forever" means. linear timeline, or not. Earth year, or not. my reply about DNA is about immortal physical body, nothing to do with "teachers showing up" you said you may not be permitted. whose permission do you need, so that you can be a part of Earth or paradise on Earth? ------------------
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Ayelet
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posted January 11, 2014 07:23 PM
Hi Astrofan. When I have written about teachers showing up I meant masters. people who have conquered death themselves. An Immortal won't show up and teach someone whose not equiped to attain physical immortality.I lost those teachers. Something went wrong, and I have trouble opening the subject here right now. concerning the permission part, well, it is true we have free will. but I have already used my free will and lost them. I did not want to lose them and came into a crisis when i've realised they are gone. My karma teachers may deny me another chance. why should they send me another teacher in the future, a teacher of that kind that already knows lots of things about you even before you even met? I mean, if I rejected the teaching, concsiously or unconsciously, what is my right to have it later? It is "a gift not given lightly", I was told, no matter who said it. IP: Logged |
astrofan
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posted January 12, 2014 04:29 AM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi Astrofan. When I have written about teachers showing up I meant masters. people who have conquered death themselves. An Immortal won't show up and teach someone whose not equiped to attain physical immortality.I lost those teachers. Something went wrong, and I have trouble opening the subject here right now. concerning the permission part, well, it is true we have free will. but I have already used my free will and lost them. I did not want to lose them and came into a crisis when i've realised they are gone. My karma teachers may deny me another chance. why should they send me another teacher in the future, a teacher of that kind that already knows lots of things about you even before you even met? I mean, if I rejected the teaching, concsiously or unconsciously, what is my right to have it later? It is "a gift not given lightly", I was told, no matter who said it.
as the saying goes, when the student is ready, the teacher will appear.
they appeared before, they will appear again. ------------------
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Ayelet
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posted January 12, 2014 04:01 PM
I honestly want to believe that.It's just that... well... sometimes, just before I fall asleep, I hear a voice. I know it sounds weird, and I don't want to write about it much... but among other things, I have heard that they will never come back, and that "you won't be able to. I'm sorry". But the voice also told me that I will learn. I don't know what to make out of these voices. I didn't really wanted to write about it, but that is part of why I probably sounded so pessimistic. But I want to know there will be another chancde to fulfill my dream. somehow, somewhere... IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted January 13, 2014 02:55 AM
And don't get me wrong. I want to know \ believe that my rainbow will arrive. and I thank you for encouraging me..IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted January 13, 2014 01:47 PM
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Ayelet
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posted January 13, 2014 02:15 PM
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know how to include something nice like that, so I am sending you a really huge smile !IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted January 13, 2014 06:32 PM
You can do that and much more:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/smilies.html quote:
Originally posted by Ayelet:
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know how to include something nice like that, so I am sending you a really huge smile !
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Randall
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posted January 15, 2014 01:15 PM
Click on the link. They are easy to make.IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted May 06, 2018 11:48 AM
A walk down memory lane.IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted May 07, 2018 01:26 PM
Rainbow and *hugs* for Ayelet...  (music) Somewhere Over the Rainbow  (Eva Cassidy) [5:31] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRyVkexam4g IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted May 08, 2018 11:15 AM
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Rainbow and *hugs* for Ayelet... (music) Somewhere Over the Rainbow (Eva Cassidy) [5:31] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRyVkexam4g
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Randall
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posted May 09, 2018 02:13 PM
Thanks, mirage.IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted December 18, 2018 11:54 AM
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posted February 14, 2019 10:52 AM
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