posted February 12, 2009 04:12 PM           

Heres something I quoted

"The Aquarian alignment 14th February 2009

We measure our global sense of both space (latitude and longitude) and time (universal time - UT or GMT) from the prime meridian located at Greenwich, England. So we can perceive the collective influence of this momentous astrological event by looking at the alignment from this globally ‘centered' perspective.
When we do something extraordinary and exquisite emerges
At dawn on 14th February the day dedicated to St Valentine, the patron saint of Love, the Moon in Libra enters the seventh house of relationships. And Jupiter and Mars are aligned in Aquarius in the twelfth house of spiritual transformation.
Forty years ago, the intuitive words of a song called Aquarius, brought the dawning of the new age into our collective awareness:
When the Moon is in the seventh house
and Jupiter aligns with Mars.
Then peace will guide the planets
and love will steer the stars
At dawn on 14th February the Cosmos actually embodies this perfect alignment to support our collective manifestation of love and peace and dawning of the Age of Aquarius.
The Aquarian chart of 14th February reveals an incredible concentration of cosmic influences blending with the energies of Aquarius in the twelfth house. Expansive Jupiter and energetic Mars are aligned with the higher purpose of the North Node. The presence of Chiron the wounded healer offers us the opportunity to heal the schisms that have separated us for so long. Neptune emphasizes collective humanitarian movements and the co-creation of social justice. And the presence of the radiant Sun enlightens the entire alignment.
Mercury also in the twelfth house but just beyond the cusp in Capricorn, allies with transformational Pluto to communicate and anchor the Shift throughout our global structures and institutions.
The Moon in Libra in the seventh house emphasizes harmonious real -ationships.
Venus in Aries in the first house energizes and empowers dynamic co-creativity.
And whilst Saturn the great task master in opposition to Uranus the unexpected awakener is suggesting an ongoing confrontation as the dregs of the unsustainable old paradigm reluctantly give way to the untested hope of the new, their placements in Virgo and Pisces brings practical altruism and visionary inspiration to the transition.
At 7.25am on 14th February - and for the 18 minutes of the alignment, I invite you, in the universal heart, to add your own intention for love and peace and to co-create the dawning of the Age of Aquarius to that of the Cosmos. In whatever way feels appropriate for you, you may choose to align with 7.25am (UT) or 7.25am your own local time energizing a wave of intention that will surge around the Earth."

posted February 12, 2009 04:29 PM           

Koliflower no problem! Im so intrigued by the transits conjunctions and oppositions to my natal! Especially those asteroids as they are quiet important in my Natal and every time one on them passes over my axis points it triggers something for me.

posted February 12, 2009 06:57 PM         

When the moon is in the Seventh House
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars

This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius
The Age of Aquarius
Aquarius! Aquarius!

Harmony and understanding
Sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions
Golden living dreams of visions
Mystic crystal revelation
And the mind's true liberation
Aquarius! Aquarius!

When the moon is in the Seventh House
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars

This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius
The Age of Aquarius
Aquarius! Aquarius!

Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in
Let the sun shine, Let the sun shine in
The sun shine in

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhbxI5eVnM4

posted February 12, 2009 07:50 PM           

is was said that we all shoulh focus in the violet Flame to clear out all our karmas,and the karmas of the Universe also.

posted February 12, 2009 08:28 PM         

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A "Can't Miss" night!
http://www.meetup.com...
Dream Catchers is hosting this meditation:

Enjoy an evening of warmth and love, as your soul is refreshed and you find yourself feeling more Peace and Happiness:

Loving Kindness meditation is an outstanding exercise that helps us be inclusive and unifying rather than excluding and categorizing. Even during the mediation you feel your heart being made whole and powerful AND you heal others as well. This is a wonderful practice for real people who have busy and noisy lives. It has very practical applications such as stress reduction, increased focus and better overall health, yet with regular practice can be a wonderful spiritual path bringing inner peace and happiness.

Then Cathrine will bring more love into your life as she casts spells for Valentines! The spells help to excite the energy so that loving is more easily received and given. Cathrine is an energy healer who does Reiki work and is very adept at all aspects of healing and recovery.

When: February 14, 2009 5:30 PM
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The Aquarius conjunction aspecting a lot of stuff in my chart

Transiting Mars-Jupiter-North Lunar Node conjuncting my North Lunar Node in Aquarius in 5th,trine my Midheaven in Gemini, and sextile my Jupiter in Sagittarius in 3rd and retrograde Chiron in Aries in 8th. Transiting Sun-Neptune conjuncting my Mars in 6th. Transiting Chiron in Aquarius in my 6th square my Venus in Scorpio in 3rd. Their dispositor,Uranus in Pisces is in my 7th trine my Venus.

My transits fit right in with doing the loving kindness meditation.

I don't expect any romance for me around this time. I am just going to focus on the spiritual stuff. If romance comes,then that would be great. If it doesn't, that's ok. There is always the next Valentine's Day. I can make friends at the gathering too. I could just go dancing.

posted February 12, 2009 08:49 PM         

He is into New Paradigm Astrology

New Paradigm astrology views the birthchart as a picture of your subconscious, a blueprint of your soul. It differs from other approaches in that it takes this blueprint as a stepping off point into the deeper layers of your psychic/spiritual soul. It says that we evolve through our emotions, through feeling them, processing them and integrating them. That this evolutionary process involves quieting the mind, getting out of the head, and into the emotional and physical bodies.

In this sense, New Paradigm astrology is not predictive, we are not concerned with particular future events but with the underlying cause of all the events of our lives. We identify this underlying cause as the projection of all our suppressed feelings going back lifetimes, that appear to be coming toward us from the outside world. We view the outside world as a mirror reflection of our unconscious soul and take it as our purpose to cleanse, release, and renew ourselves, thereby tapping into the highest levels of our soul/spirit awareness. Astrology functions as the map while our desire functions as the fuel to power our physical/emotional vehicle to our next level of awareness.

This is the New Astrology of the Heart. Astrology used for the soul purpose of awakening the heart. We see the planetary patterns as revealing the blockages within our energy system (chakras), that once cleared will allow for the maximum flow of energy (prana), to awaken us to our ultimate cosmic source/soul/spirit. Astrology is the map, but our physical body holds the keys to awakening. We use yoga, stretching, breathwork, and meditation to therapeutically integrate the emotional complexes and patterns of lifetimes on planet earth thereby freeing our spiritual Self.

This is Experiential Astrology. Only so much can be gleaned from the writings and ideas shared on this website. Please use it as an introduction and inspiration to develope your personal practice. This astrology is emerging, and as such, this website will be expanding. It is a work under construction so please return often for further tools and insights into the workings of your astrology and how it can illumine your life path.

This is the Astrology of Health, of Wholeness, and of Well-Being. Its roots lie in the knowing that we are infinite spiritual beings having an earthly experience. That we are multi dimensional beings inhabiting a 3 dimensional physical form in a dualistic, polarized reality. As such, we are here to experience the negative as well as the positive, the dark as well as the light, the sadness as well as the joy in order to fully KNOW ourselves. Our birthchart shows us where we have feared to tread, what we have avoided and denied and therefore lost the balance, or wholenss of our being. By recovering, experiencing, and accepting our WHOLE self we allow for transformation to occur bringing with it the magical, mystical healing that can fill our lives with Truth.

Forecast for February & March 2009

There has been much talk over the years about the “Dawning of the Age of Aquarius”. Well, I can assure you that as of this year, and this month in particular, that dawn is occurring. The conjunction (union) of the North Node of the Moon, Mars, and Jupiter in Aquarius (9 degrees) on February 16th joined by the Moon and Mercury soon thereafter brings this archetype to the foreground and heralds the true beginning of this age. Later this year Jupiter will join Chiron and Neptune from May through December completing the initiation ceremonies on a celestial level.
So let us look at the significance of this new age, this new energy, approach to life, or way of looking at things. The archetype of Aquarius, the Water-Bearer has everything to do with human intelligence, awareness, mastery, and “enlightenment” leading to an improved future. While all the air signs (Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius) work through the medium of communication, thinking, and networking, Aquarius stands as the Promethean figure, the bringer of the light, or illumination through the opening of the third eye or 6th chakra. This non-personal, objective, universal observer holds the solutions and answers to the long sought problems of humankind.

As we shift away from the watery Age of Pisces, to this brightly illuminated Age of Aquarius there are many changes in consciousness and daily life that will take place. While many are speaking of “spiritual awakening” at this time, we will increasingly notice a difference in the meaning of the word spiritual” in this context. Our past notions of spiritual as a warm, fuzzy, close, emotional connection to our creator, God, or Spirit have been generated through the watery realms of Pisces which rules over dreams, universal love, and martyrdom. The infinite spirit was a distant Godhead to be sought through humble service, perseverance, forgiveness, and compassion. Heaven was a place to long for after death and religion was the means to know God.

Enter the Age of Aquarius: Wake up! Take responsibility for co-creating this “heaven” right here and now on earth! There’s no gushy spirit out there that’s going to take care of you, save you, or redeem you. We are it. Science, technology, globalization and other results of human endeavor are what’s going to make the difference (or NOT!). Our laws, our governments, and our banks are responsible for the wealth, the well being, and the future of our race and our planet. We make the giant shift from Religion (Pisces) to Science (Aquarius). As such, it can feel as if there is no more hope, but that we need to figure it out ourselves. We, as a race, need to come together and engineer our own future or witness the inevitable deterioration and demise of our societies, accomplishments, and planet.

One major challenge of this age will be the even distribution of wealth, assets, and resources. As Aquarius seeks to improve and upgrade, we see the classes and groups of people that have gathered at the forefront, at the top of their fields and grabbed more than their share in order to promote, sustain, or further improve their own lot (the elite). In the long run, Aquarius will teach us that the best, most efficient means to happiness includes “across the board membership” in our endeavors, for as long as inequality exists, so too will revolution, violence, and destruction.

As Jupiter conjuncts the North Node there will be new proposals put forth, grand new ideas and political platforms. Personally, this is the time for the great “Aha!” moments in our life when “the way” becomes clear, is seen, and the veils lifted. It can also be a time when we are liberated from oppressive relationships, jobs, or conditions. As Jupiter symbolizes expansion and freedom, these may take precedence over personal security and you may find some forms of security vanishing from sight in order to be replaced with an upgrade further down the road.

I encourage you during this time of transition (for the next few years), to embrace change as much as possible, to simplify your living situation, your financial needs, and your worldly ambitions. As the external world reflects our internal reality, seek to create, to brainstorm, to really discipline your will toward positive self-renewal, physical rejuvenation, and emotional release. Because, as we internally renew ourselves, our external world will renew itself and we will experience this shift of consciousness, global business, science and technology, society, religion, government and more with greater ease and less tribulation.
http://newparadigmastrology.info/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1

posted February 12, 2009 10:07 PM         

I never really got into how an alignment affects people of a certain sign....even if talking about other planets in zodiac signs and not just the Sun. I focus more on the geometry in Astrology,and so I focus more on actual aspects to the chart.

I think the Aquarius alignment would be great for me spiritually,and I am going to attend the loving kindness meditation which fits perfectly with that alignment.

Transiting Pluto is sextile my Moon in Pisces in 6th,and so I've been having the opportunity to transform my emotional world,issues with women,health. I am seeing a shamanic healer on me for healing work.

The Aquarian alignment is aspecting my chart in the declinations

Transiting Neptune has been paralleling my Sun.....dissolving the ego which can be mystical
Transiting Mars will be paralleling my Mercury-Neptune and contraparallel my Saturn which can be about being assertive about mystical thinking,but tempering it with pragmatism.
Transiting Jupiter has been paralleling my Venus could be about expansion involving love,relationship
Transiting Chiron has been paralleling my Moon which can be about healing emotions,things with women.

posted February 13, 2009 05:12 AM           

On Feb 14, 2006, Mars conj my VALENTINE.
Transit Asteroid ANGEL quinucnx Transit VALENTINE that day. Transit VALENTINE was in the midpoint of a Jupiter-Venus sextile that day.
Just 3 weeks later I met my wife when Transit Venus trined my VALENTINE exact!
For my wife Tr ANGEL trined ANGEL exact

We are so connected to Valentine that our firstborn has North Node conjuct Valentine in his chart, just like our composite.
In fact his conjunction is exactly where our Composite Mars is. And it was the Mars trigger that started it all.

The Sabian of VALENTINE on Feb 14 2006:
"Pelicans Menaced By The Behavior And Refuse Of Men Seek Safer Areas For Bringing Up Their Young"
We have 2 babies in 2 years of our marriage and built a home 15 miles away from the city centre so that our kids grow up peacefully

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posted February 13, 2009 05:13 AM           

LadyNeptune i feel it will be possitive influence for all signs on a whole.

Glacus thank you for the insight

I think this day will not just be about romance, flowers, chocolates with a S.O but something within each and one of us! Its up to all of us no matter what sign/s are in our charts to know how to see and grasp the energies of this configuration.

posted February 13, 2009 05:20 AM           

On Feb 14, 2006, Mars conj my VALENTINE.
Transit Asteroid ANGEL quinucnx Transit VALENTINE that day. Transit VALENTINE was in the midpoint of a Jupiter-Venus sextile that day.
Just 3 weeks later I met my wife when Transit Venus trined my VALENTINE exact!
For my wife Tr ANGEL trined ANGEL exact

We are so connected to Valentine that our firstborn has North Node conjuct Valentine in his chart, just like our composite.
In fact his conjunction is exactly where our Composite Mars is. And it was the Mars trigger that started it all.

The Sabian of VALENTINE on Feb 14 2006:
"Pelicans Menaced By The Behavior And Refuse Of Men Seek Safer Areas For Bringing Up Their Young"
We have 2 babies in 2 years of our marriage and built a home 15 miles away from the city centre so that our kids grow up peacefully"

IQ this is wonderful and amazing!

Sabian for VALENTINE at 18'52 GEMINI on Febuary 14th 2009

"A Large Archaic Volume Reveals A Traditional Wisdom"

T.Valentine just passed over my Natal Chiron at 16.20 Gemini and the Sabian for this is "The Head Of A Robust Youth Changes Into That Of A Mature Thinker"

posted February 13, 2009 05:27 AM           

The Sabian of VALENTINE 18.2 Gemini
"A Large Archaic Volume Reveals A Traditional Wisdom"

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posted February 13, 2009 06:14 AM           

Tr Valentine it is now cj my NN.

posted February 13, 2009 10:46 AM         

I checked the Numerology

It's an 18/9 Lifepath

Your Life Path is 9

Your Life Path (sometimes called Destiny) is derived from your birth date. Your Life path is the road you are traveling. It reveals the opportunities and challenges you will face in life. Your Life Path number is the single most important information available in your Personality Chart!

You are the philanthropist, humanitarian, socially conscious, and are deeply concerned about the state of the world. You have great compassion and idealism. You are a utopian, and will spend your life trying to realize some aspect of your utopian dream, sacrificing money, time, and energy for a better world. It is in giving that you will find much satisfaction. You have a broad outlook on life. You tend to see the big picture, rather than the minute details. You naturally attract people from all walks of life who can fit into your larger plans and take over the areas you find uninteresting. The person with a 9 Life Path is rarely prejudiced or accepts social biases of people. Instead, they evaluate people on the basis of what they can do for the larger cause. They are the true egalitarian.

You are imaginative and creative, especially at harmoniously arranging the beauty already potential in the environment. These abilities can lead you into such fields as interior decorating, landscape art, and photography. But because of your strong social consciousness, you can be an effective politician, lawyer, judge, minister, teacher, healer, and environmentalist. Vocations that require self- sacrifice and have a clear social impact are common among 9s.

You are often disappointed by the realities of life: the shortcomings of others, or of yourself. Somehow, you don't want to accept the imperfections of the world, a feeling that drives you constantly to try to improve upon it. But rather than be satisfied with your efforts, and those of others, you relentlessly push on, striving for greater accomplishments. You are often unsatisfied with the results. In short, you lack the perspective that would otherwise make it possible for you to enjoy life more fully, and accept its natural limitations. You have a controlled enthusiasm and the ability to finish what you start.

A key to your personality is the necessity of sacrifice. You have to learn to let go of material possessions and relationships, the inherent lesson being that holding on too tightly to anything causes pain. Money comes to you through mysterious or unexpected ways: inheritance; the benevolence of someone who was inspired by your work; or a lucky investment. Conversely, if you pursue money for its own sake, after giving up on your larger dreams, you're likely to find yourself empty handed. The most successful and satisfying road for a nine is giving, sharing, and sacrificing for a larger goal without expecting anything in return. Your greatest chance at success is to tie your personal fortunes to an endeavor that makes the world a better place for others. Very often, this turns into a highly successful and lucrative enterprise, providing amply for you and your family. Your life rests on the axiom that the more you give, the bigger your reward.

You are romantic, but your love is more impersonal. You tend to be focused on your dreams. When you are not in harmony with your true nature, you can fall to moodiness, or become aloof, and withdrawn. You can become timid, uncertain, and ungrateful, putting the blame for your troubles on others or the world. You have a gift for examining your life objectively, and at some distance. Be honest with yourself. By openly facing your shortcomings, as well as your strengths, you develop equilibrium. You are thus able to love and better understand yourself and all of life. http://www.decoz.com/Numerology_LifePath_C9.htm

I also checked 18 because double digit numbers can give insight into the lifepath

It is involved with business on an international scale, and it is a discordance between idealism and selfishness. There is a lack of conscious spiritual effort.

I checked its birthday number, 14

You love change, excitement, and travel.

You easily become bored and need the new and the exotic to feel stimulated and alive. You are highly adaptable, which makes change easy for you.
You have a gift with words and likely possess much talent as a writer or an editor.
You are highly social and work well with others as long as there are not too many restrictions to bind you. You get restless easily, a characteristic that can make you change vocations or relationships much too quickly. Major changes in your life should be studied well before you make them.
You can be over-confident and headstrong, but you also tend to be lucky and a natural gambler.
Underlying your love of change is much insecurity. Beneath an exterior of calm or coolness lies much emotional turbulence, which reflects itself in your life as rapid change and mercurial mood swings.
Your challenge is to ground in a particular profession or lifestyle that will provide limits and form for your considerable creativity.
You are exceedingly versatile and talented. There are few things you cannot do. You are also industrious, once you have made a commitment to a specific task. The key to your success is balance. You must avoid making major changes just to escape the routine, or as a means of avoiding responsibility for difficult situations.
You have a quick and analytical mind. You are original and practical, but can be erratic. You have to force yourself to finish projects once they are started.
You must avoid the pitfalls of over-indulgence, such as sex, alcohol, drugs, and food.
By grounding in a particular field and committing your considerable talents to your work, you can make a great success of your life. http://www.decoz.com/BdCard14.htm

14 is a karmic debt number. My Expression number (my full name) is 14/5 too,and so I have a Karmic debt expression number

About Karmic Debt Numbers in numerology.
An excerpt from the book Numerology; Key To Your Inner Self.

Numerology is based on the ancient idea that each of us is a spiritual being, or a soul, who incarnates on the earth many times in order to further evolve toward higher states of awareness.

During our long evolutionary path of many incarnations, we have accumulated a wealth of wisdom, and have made many good choices that benefit us in future lifetimes. We have also made mistakes, and have sometimes abused the gifts we have been given. To rectify such errors, we may take on an additional burden in order to learn a particular lesson that we failed to learn in previous lifetimes. In numerology, this burden is called a Karmic Debt.

The numbers that indicate a Karmic Debt are 13, 14, 16, and 19. These double-digit numbers take on great significance when they are found in the core numbers (the most important numbers including the Life Path, Expression, Heart's Desire (or Soul Urge), Personality, and Birth Day), and in the various cycles during the course of your lifetime. Each has its own unique characteristics, and its own particular difficulties.

When you are calculating your chart - especially you core numbers and different cycles - you may encounter the numbers 1, 4, 5, or 7. These single-digit numbers can be arrived at by adding a variety of two-digit numbers. The number 1 can be arrived at, for example, by combining the double-digit numbers of 10 (1 + 0 = 1), 19, 28, 37, 46 - all of which total to 10, and then to 1. However, only in the case of 19 is a Karmic Debt indicated. Karmic Debts are also associated with the numbers 4, 5, and 7. These numbers can be preceded by an array of two-digit numbers, but when the 4 is preceded by a 13; or when the 5 is preceded by a 14; or the 7 by a 16; a Karmic Debt is also read as part of the single-digit interpretation.

A Karmic Debt can be found in different places in the chart. As a result of totals based on your date of birth, for instance, or calculations based on the letters of your name. This means that two people with a 16 Karmic Debt that is located in different places in the chart, express it very differently. Thus, all I can do is lay out the general characteristics of the Karmic Debt, and some broad guidelines for dealing with it.

What follows is a description of the four Karmic Debt numbers 13, 14, 16, and 19.

The 14 Karmic Debt arises from previous lifetimes during which human freedom has been abused. Those with a 14 Karmic Debt are forced to adapt to ever-changing circumstances and unexpected occurrences. There is an acute danger of falling victim to abuse of drugs, alcohol, and overindulgence in sensual pleasures, such as food and sex. You must put the reins on yourself. Modesty in all affairs is crucial to overcoming this Karmic Debt.

Also important is the need to maintain order in life, and to establish one's own emotional stability. you must also be willing to adapt to the unexpected occurrences of life, all the while maintaining your focus on your goals and dreams. Flexibility and adaptability are at the very core of this struggle.
Orderliness in one's immediate environment is crucial to maintaining clarity and focus. Mental and emotional stability must be attained in order to avoid being thrown about by the changing fortunes in the external environment.

But the key to the 14 Karmic Debt is commitment. Life will resemble a roller coaster ride, but it will always travel in the right direction if one's heart is set on what is true and good. Set yourself a high goal, maintain order wherever possible in your life, avoid excessive sensory indulgence, and maintain faith. Above all, do not give up on your dreams and goals.
Those with the 14 Karmic Debt will experience life to the fullest, and as long as they maintain a high dream, they will achieve success and great spiritual development.

posted February 13, 2009 11:22 AM         

my moon/venus are sextile t valentine
my valentine is square t moon
my progressed NN is conjunct my moon/venus/saturn/NN
my progressed valentine is conjunct my natal DC

posted February 13, 2009 01:32 PM         

(447) Valentine

Thank you, everyone. I had a very special dream last night.

posted February 14, 2009 12:47 AM           

Linda said in her foreward in Love Signs:

"The fabled search for the Holy Grail is a dual quest. On a material or Earth level, it concerns the actual cup from which the Nazarene drank at the Last Supper, claimed by the ancients to have been buried near where the druidic priests(descended from the Essenes) held their mystic rites - its discovery imminent in the Age of the Water Bearer."

So yeah, I felt inspired,

Vendor of hearts broken
Stood at the crossroads twixt
Memories Lane and Longings Common...

"Who shall buy my broken heart?", he called
And his soulful cry echoed
Down the misty cobbles.

There was little gain in his profession
He was weary of the desolation.

For to buy a heart, you need not money
One pot of loving
And a basket of sweet embrace
Will see you take a heart that aches.

The vendor of the broken heart
Made his way along the slate-grey road.

"Who shall buy my broken heart?"
He called again,
But only Silence answered.

And Silence said,
Take your broken heart
And give it some respite.

Wrap your heart in loving kindness
And let laughter fill the cracks,
Find some happiness in some little things
And sprinkle delight in each new day
Over your heart until it begins to sing.

The vendor of the broken heart
Thought carefully and said,
I'm grateful for your good suggestion
But that alone won't do.
True, it would be nice to mend my heart
As its become so heavy.
But mending isn't all it needs
It needs another 'you'.

Then Silence said,
Granted you should feel like this
Two, makes such a splendour
If this is what you truly need
Then here's my final offer
Take an ounce of humility
With a cupful of compassion
Use it to wash your loneliness
And true love will appear.

posted February 15, 2009 02:41 AM         

ugh

I have been waiting for Valentine's Day to end.

I hope next Valentine's Day is much better for me.