posted December 25, 2010 09:07 PM            

So imagine my surprise when he says Ive been dying to talk to you..you wont believe what me and my mother and father saw tonight. He said that he was living his parents tonight and that they were all looking at the sky at the stars because it was finally a clear night and suddenly they saw 7 blinking orange lights...and that it was there for 30 seconds blinking in a circular formation and then the lights disappeared.
He was like it cant be. There has got be an explanation. You should have heard him.
He was like there has got to be an explanation baby...but I know what I saw...my parents and I were dumbfounded the lights were very bright and visible.

I for one seem to be dreaming every night now about different past life lines and for some reason I am being taught that I am one stream of consciousness and when we are awake we are bombarded by all of the lives of incarnations that have not healed...these are the "circumstances" we are playing out with the people and things that are in our world. They are just manifestations of situations you are trying to balance out and the lessons you are attempting to learn this time.
And that when we sleep we can focus our intention on that one life and fix the circumstance through a lucid dream. My theory is perhaps it makes the Energies that were manifestting as a result of the lifeline disolve and so do the problems in our life...allowing us to raise our frequencies and grow wings to detach from our lower level emotions.
The only thing is the situations Im finding myself in are very intersting. There seems to be a common thread in the dreams and its that I have had a go at it trying to pay attention to details. And I have made many terrible decisions due to judgement of myself and others.
The emotions that are coming up out of me are profound. Sean is a psychologist and when I talk to him about these things he pushes even further.
So I can say something is definitely happening to me when I sleep..lol to say the least.
I feel like Im in a video game..its wild.

So you are not alone...dont judge your circumstances. Remember you are comparing yourself to a sick world, what we see is an illusion, the sooner we realize that the sooner we can change it.

posted December 25, 2010 09:27 PM            

With a 12th Sun you had a hard time seeing yourself as a seperate person in your childhood..The way your consciousness is functioning this time did not give you much awarness as yourself as a seperate being from the those around you.
This ability I think is how you are traveling multidimensionall because this placement lessens the influence of dualism which is inherent in perception of human kind and it is between these two poles that hte trapped Ego bounces.
Well that Sun in the 12th is like a get out jail free card for you when it comes to transcending reality you are a pro.
It does for whatever circumstances though mean that you were not encouraged to look at yourself as an individual as a child..almostl ike you were pushed to fit in with this illusion.
Are you an only child or doyou have a lot of brothers and sisters?

posted December 25, 2010 09:46 PM            

But ultimately you must be able to answer that question. It is you Banx who should take this questions and ask yourself higher self to explain them to you. It should be you telling me what those experiences mean.

Does this make any sense?
Also are you a night owl?

Yes so that Sun in the 12 shows someone who grows up kind lost amongst everyone else. And no ever has a chance to tell him how special he is because everyone is so focused on themselves. So your toys and close are shared almost like common property. You can also experience bullying in social settings whatever the case and this can cause you to cultivate a touch image to survive.
This programs you in such a way that you have lack of self interest and prone to competing its either that or give up right?

posted December 25, 2010 09:58 PM            

And you are only doing them because you have done them before. there is nothing new under the Sun.
But look at it this way man...now you dont have to be defined by the external forces you were victim to. You undestand that this situation has already been chosen...so now you must try to maintain the emotions in such as state that you raise your frequency.

Just as you are 80% water your experience here on Earth is about your Emotions. How can you know, what you are feeling when you are defined by every good and bad experience that happens to you. Those experiences are not you. No more than my Ipod got hurt when I dropped it..you the Real you...is just Energy Banx.

posted December 25, 2010 10:11 PM            

Yes you can feel sorry for that child dying of starvation in Africa. But why?
It is a waste of your emotions unless you can act on it because that Soul chose that experience.
But again thats where we want to be doers..but can you fix a matter that you didnt design?

We are all sentinal free beings. We chose to come here and so thats why are at the mercy of Gaias laws...but ulimately it was still a choice.