posted December 02, 2023 12:48 PM
I'm wondering if anyone else has experience with this, or advice to offer about it. My Sun is at 25 Pisces, right on the midpoint of a square between my Mars (10 Taurus) and Neptune (10 Aquarius). So my Sun is semisquare both Mars and Neptune. My Mars is in the 12th house and my Neptune is in the 9th. My Sun is in the 10th. Having a 12th house Mars in Taurus, square Neptune and semisquare Sun, seems to reflect a lot of challenges that I have.
Right now Neptune is transiting conjunct my Sun as it has been for the past year and a half-ish, and I think that might be exacerbating the issues or making them more obvious. The clearest thing that I feel might be related is a sense that I lack vitality, that I lack energy, and I'm not very skilled at directing effort towards goals or even defining the goals that I have. I lay around alot and am not as active and "productive" as I want to be. I have chronic pain and health issues that make this worse but I need to figure out some strategies to compensate because this isn't a sustainable way to live.
Does anyone have advice or experience with this? I want more energy and ability to initiate tasks but I don't know what the right way to remedy this aspect might be. I have a hunch that developing routine spiritual/religious practices could be a "way in" for me to work with this aspect instead of against it, but I feel kind of stuck on that front right now too.