posted January 04, 2018 12:00 PM            

I'm gonna have my Lilith return soon and I'm not sure what to expect. Have been searching some information about this transit but haven't found much about it.

My natal Lilith is at 19º Capricorn in 12th house trine Chiron in Taurus house 3rd. T-Pluto is orbitating over this point in my chart as well.

At the moment have experienced some sort of liberation about a relationship that was ended almost 3 years ago but now have seen the light about the matter (in love with a guy who did not care about me at all). He treated me really bad and after not seen him for three years, he showed up and he continued with his nasty behaviour towards me so I put my revenge into action feeling really good.
On the flipside, have started a very special friendship with someone, but don't want to run into a serious relationship at the moment.

I don't know exactly if those issues are involved about Lilith's Return.

posted January 04, 2018 06:04 PM            

1181 Lilith (asteroid)

or the hypothetical Liliths
mean, true

h13 osculating Lilith {aka "true" Lilith/BlackMoon} (lunar apogee)

h21 Lilith {aka 'Natural' Apogee} (interpolated lunar apogee)

(The glyph you see Astrodienst list as filled-in black half-circle over 'plus' sign is also named Lilith {mean Apogee}, and is almost the same as h21 {natural Apogee}. If you select h21, you can see the difference between them both.)

The orbit is elliptical... and the point shakes and wobbles during hours of the day. The natural and mean cover that particular 'space'.

The True Lilith came after the invention of computers that could gather-in the data to calculate where that point could be, with more precision.

Astrodienst uses the mean.

Some astrologers I've noted use the True instead. (h13)
The way to tell the difference is that True will have a tiny capital 'T' attached to the glyph in some way.