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Lexxigramer
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posted November 03, 2022 02:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

👽😭👽😭👽😭👽😭👽😭👽😭👽😭👽😭👽
I was at chemothetapy
today on this day of my
68th
Birthday😳

My sister died whilst I was there 😭👽
She was only 57 years old😭👽

Breast cancer spread to her bones
she survived the breast cancer but then
got hit with a bad shock👽😭
She went downhill very fast 😭👽

I feel very cteepy strange in shock
to say the least👽👽👽

Still in shock and not doing
well myself
what with the new added
partial paralysis crap
going on with struggling
with stage 3 cancer myself
on top of already being
disabled and afflicted with
over a dozen other rare
incurable degenerating
conditions including a near
completely collapsed spine👽👽👽👽

I feel so damn lost😭👽

Happy freaking birthday👽😭😳

Someone give me
winning lottery numbers 💲💸💵
I need a wheelchair, a ramp,
a furnace, a treadmill, a
new mattress and need to just
make my world handicap accessible
because having to crawl to toilet
and up and down steps to go to
chemothetapy
and tons of other medical
appointments including surgeries
is not going to be good when
the winter storms hit👽
We need so damn much but live far
below the poverty level😭😭
My beloved husband is also
afflicted with a rare incurable
disease of a heriditary nature
and disabled now also😭😭😭
Wish we could move and also
get a handicap van💙
So anyhow, just asking and
hoping for good luck
Sooooooooooooo............
Lottery numbers please folks😎💋🥰
Ohio lottery specifically💋🥰😎

I feel very out of it miserable😭😭😭👽👽👽

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PlutoWasHere
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posted November 03, 2022 02:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PlutoWasHere     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My condolences for your loss, Lexxigrammer. Our loved ones are always gone too soon. Sending you a big hug 🤗

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Randall
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posted November 03, 2022 03:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sorry for your loss.

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Lexxigramer
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posted November 03, 2022 05:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you PlutoWasHere ❤️

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Lexxigramer
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posted November 03, 2022 05:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you Randall💙

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Lexxigramer
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posted November 03, 2022 05:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Definitely a very very
strange birthday and all
👽👽👽👽😎
Life goes on however
and I am going to pig out
on a birthday Tiramisu cake😎
Despite meds and all,
I might have a small drink
and toast my younger sister
the college professor,
archaeologist, mother of
two sons, researcher of ancient
pre-Columbian societies and
lived years in the jungle for
awhile😎
She did live a full life 😎
but yes much
too short a life😭
She accomplished very much
in her lifetime😎
Interestingly she looked
very muchly like a Knowflake
whom I do not know is still
here at LindaLand or not😳
Trying not to drop into the
glooms and dooms today💙😳😭👽
I am trying to make it to at least
age 105
and get an Android or clone body
and live on Mars😎


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PixieJane
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posted November 03, 2022 06:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Condolences for your loss.

I was just talking with someone about if humanity could become more than clever simians that are still base animals for better and worse (utopia impossible) if we could upload our consciousness, or at least create implants (which would necessitate some form of neurological changes as well) to perceive higher dimensions, which might allow to perceive other lives (be it from reincarnation or in parallel universe/dimensions), just one of many possibilities.

A nice thought, though we did think of the challenges that would come with it (like probably being considered property, but there are always around that, especially if you become smarter and better than your maker).

When I look at the world, I see things that I don't think many at LL could handle even thinking about, and it worries me about spiritual dimensions, which I presume are interlinked with if not a reflection of, but one did share his NDE (which he was too young to have heard of yet and didn't even realize he was out of his body until later, and his mother confirmed her actions that he witnessed while outside his body). He was scared of a fluorescent clock (probably saw them as animal eyes in the dark on an instinctual nature), and when the power went off, he turned to look at it, but the fear he expected did not come. That's one good sign at least that fear is not necessary there, and so it's not a realm of savagery and necessary evil as our mortal world is.

And maybe if we could perceive such dimensions, and remove the need to feed, we might not be so predatory. Perhaps, though not definitively, we might lose some pleasure, but is that an argument against it, anymore than the pleasure of hard drugs despite the pain they inflict on self and others?

Kind of Zen Buddhist. Actually, I recall hearing of some mummified Zen Buddhists that some Buddhists consider still alive, just in deep meditation. They went through a process while still alive (diet and such that basically removed anything bacteria could feed on, thus staving off decomposition) that in theory it would be possible to revive them in the future as they haven't decayed. I suppose the transhumanist dream isn't that different from such a concept.

x

At the rate things are going, assuming a lack of major solar flare or cosmic ray storm (as Earth's magnetic field is slowly changing, making us even more vulnerable to such things), among countless other things, it could happen should you live to see 100. Humans are resilient, still alive despite all the disasters, whether inflicted upon us by a cold universe or self-inflicted. Some of it is amazing and inspiring and shows me good in humanity that goes with the savagery (just as nature is as awesomely beautiful as it is nightmarish at other times). The technology keeps advancing faster and faster, and AI (though I think it's much more flawed than many do consider how nonsensical it sometimes act--but maybe it has a superior reasoning that our animal brains can't comprehend) advance it even faster.

Here, this might make you feel good...I don't care if it was ultimately about a promo (for a movie of a dystopian future, even if people could live in robotic bodies if desired--the manga/comics have helped many overcome or handle various disabilities and recovery from trauma, so it does more good than mumbling positive affirmations), this still did some good, and another example of the advances being made (over by the 2 minute mark:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNnFNxx4Exw&ab_channel=20thCenturyStudios

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Lexxigramer
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posted November 03, 2022 07:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you PixieJane ❤️

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Lei_Kuei
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posted November 05, 2022 05:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lei_Kuei     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Condolences http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy4HA3vUv2c

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Probably gonna need android bodies just to get to Mars anyhow, so here's hoping!

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And I know I'm late...


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Lexxigramer
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posted November 06, 2022 01:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lexxigramer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Lei_Kuei thank you very muchly much
for the condolence 💙
about my sister💙
and thank you for the birthday
greetings and the typo thing🤣
I wish I could figure out how
to post images again👽😳
Being 68 feels utterly surreal
and despite all my woes
oddly I do not feel like 68😳👽🤣
Maybe 50 or so🤣
Though now I look super ancient
and I am now totally bald headed
and getting weak and thin👽😭
Not the greatest diet plan
for sure😳👽
After I survive the cancers
I am hoping my hair grows back
crazy like after cancer
chemotherapy etcetera can
cause it to do🤣😎
I have Barbados black ancestry
and other relatives who
had their hair grow back after
surviving cancers,
had it grow back like a black
person's hair all curly ight and
afro style😎
Me with a head of white or auburn
or calico head of afro hair
sounds cool😎🤣


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