posted March 06, 2020 02:37 PM            

It's been my heaviest, most trying one since 2010. The ghosts of relationships past have been haunting me like mad, my mind has been racing and I've been deep in my feelings, struggling to find clarity.

I am truly trying to keep it together.

Love and light to all of you.

posted April 06, 2020 12:33 PM            

Your 'ghosts' and revisits to the past may stem from heavy traffic in your 12th House. Life reviews can be helpful. Take the 'best' of what you have learned, and keep that in an area inside you for a treasure-- it's an arsenal/toolbox for Future Opportunities and Hopes-- your "LONG"-term planning.

With anything negative, just let it go by you in a detached way. Feel love and caring for yourself. Protect your inner-world. Nothing you can do about things that went by that were not helpful for you to have to GO through. Hard to reason 'why'... Just know that you're "human" .. and you have a Place in this world. Sometimes bad things happen. And, it's over. Have mercy on yourself. Time to move on from there. You have a Future ahead of you. Pay attention to the nuances in the story of what's Unfolding.

Life is REALLY changing right now with the COVID-19 pandemic. Different needs in the world will open Other possibilities for you to join in with.

So!
It's you're Birthday coming up on April 21!
You'll be having your Venus Gemini RETURN at the same time.

Same Birthday as The Queen! ..
Pace yourself.

In mean time, Be A Queen inside~~~ !! {{ }}

posted April 06, 2020 12:56 PM            

We always said in astrology that in Aries, new ideas emerge. They may not implement . But they give birth to new ideas.

So sorry to see how bad it is for everyone.
Lets keep humor alive.

posted April 06, 2020 12:57 PM            

Thank you so much for the LOVE! We all need in heaps right now! I hope you all are well and being as safe as you can get. ❤️

Mirage,

Yes, I noticed my 12th is packed. It’s been quite the past few couple of weeks., indeed. I’m being forced to address my past, make peace with it and let go. I’m quarantining solo, so it’s heightened.

Yes, my birthday is on it’s way...I’m feeling anxious and more anxious at the same time because it’s my 40th. I have no idea how I’ll ring it in, but I hope to bring some kind of joy into it somehow, someway.

You mentioned I’ll have my Venus Return as well. Does that mean anything significant?

posted April 06, 2020 04:44 PM            

First, that happens INWARDLY.

And you've been doing the perfect thing...
Life Review, glean what you liked, and allow what is NOT in your Future to be washed away (12th).

You are in quarantine alone?
Perfect.

With your Venus 4th House? (And Vesta)--
Create for your self a Home-atmosphere for that week, arranged with things that 'please' you-- pleases your Senses.

Transiting Venus is almost conjunct your IC (home, H4) now.

Have you done any Spring Cleaning yet?
You might especially enjoy that if the result of that cleaning brings you pleasure.

You're having your VESTA Return right now too.
It's a GREAT time for self-isolating!!
Don't feel lonely. Being Alone can be Gratifying-- especially since you have been working-out all those 12th House transits.

Venus in 4th .. is a very Feminine placement.

Here are the Rulerships of VESTA--
* Personal integration
.. disciplined personal routines; health; nutrition; exercise; meditation.
* Sexuality and complexes.
* Devotional and religious activities
.. Prayer; Meditation; devotion; solitary sadhana; retreat; religious orders (nuns, priests, priestesses, holy men and women); esoteric orders; ceremony and ritual; initiation; vows; commitment; altars and ceremonial objects; alter flames; hearth fires.
* Scholastic interests.
.. Scholar; scribe, illuminator; teacher; professor; guru; light bearer; keeper of esoteric and religious teachings.
* One's work or path of service.
.. Workaholic; sacrifice to reach goals; persnal dedication to Service, career or cause..
* Binds together groups sharing a common belief.
.. fraternal and sororal orders; social or service groups; hospitality; secret societies and orders.
* Principle of conservatism and safety.
.. Seniority; heritage; tradition; sanctuary; security; protection; contracts; treaties; credibility; locks; keys; safes; fences.
REF. Demetra George, Douglas Bloch.
book-- Asteroid Goddesses.

Feeling your emotions is a Balance for any tendencies towards being too intellectual.

Your Neptune r Sag in the 10th-- might be especially valuable for making Prayers feel potent; or doing inspirational writings.

Movies.. Neptune.
Indulge in watching Films that inspire your creative side.

Venus Return..
Bathe your home atmosphere {and state of mind} with the types of things that bring you Pleasure.

posted April 21, 2020 11:45 AM            

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[b]H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y!!, Bella (April 21)

(music) Happy, Happy Birthday (Disney) [3:11] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25DZs4JuhkQ [/B]

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posted April 21, 2020 06:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Happy Solar Return!

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Thank you for the kind birthday wishes, Randalll! ❤️🥂🎂

posted April 21, 2020 06:13 PM            

Happy birthday, Bella.

Thank you for the kind birthday wishes, Tasel! 🥂❤️🎂

posted April 22, 2020 12:22 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Happy belated birthday! Luckily we can be kept quarantined only physically, so I hope you had a good time... in whatever dimension you were celebrating.

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Thank you so much for the birthday wishes Ayelet! I appreciate it! ❤️🎂🥂

posted April 21, 2021 04:51 PM            

Happy Birthday, Bella (Apr 21)

Thinking of You

posted April 22, 2021 10:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Happy Solar Return!

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AWWWW! Thank you for the birthday wishes Randall!!!!

posted April 22, 2021 10:22 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
One more Ride around the Sun!
Congratulations!

[b]Happy Birthday, Bella (Apr 21)

Thinking of You

(music) You Must Have Been a Beautiful Baby
(Edna Mae Harris, vintage 1939)
[1:56] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWus20zuMMk [/B]

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Thank you SO MUCH for the birthday wishes Mirage! I appreciate it! Hopefully, this year will be a better one for me! Fingers crossed 🤞🏾!

posted April 22, 2021 10:24 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Happy birthday.

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