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Topic: Has Anyone Been Feeling Weird Since the Conjunction
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73884 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 25, 2020 06:59 PM
I am an earth void so am high strung anyway. I can feel things that are going to happen. You can call it psychic but I call it the Holy Spirit. Since this conjunction, I feel my spirit is kind of above my body or trying to leave my body or something weird. Maybe, it just got a tune up and it is causing me anxiety because I feel different
Has anyone had something like this? ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Graham Knowflake Posts: 2377 From: Registered: Apr 2019
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posted December 26, 2020 01:50 AM
I am a natal Earth Grand Trine (Cap Jupiter/Virgo Saturn/Taurus NN) ,,, and also currently experiencing this sense of "detaching from the physical", mirroring the rising of the conjunction conjunction into Air - after being in Earth signs since 1802.IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted December 26, 2020 07:30 AM
This feeling is not just weird, it has thrown me off balance since October. I have never experienced such thing, even in the turning points of my life. I'm doing everything possible to stay grounded. Balance is most important for me.I'm sending to both of you my love and my hug if that can soothe your special hearts in some way... IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73884 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 26, 2020 08:22 AM
Thank you so much, Guys. Maybe, we have to get used to a new energy level. I am feeling it is that. Maybe, people got an energy tune up, but some people feel it more. ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 17679 From: http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?action=viewprofile;username=u36170365 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 26, 2020 08:37 PM
I was hit with some anxiety the other night. I’ve been okay ever since. Just enjoying some peace and quiet, the snow that we got all of Christmas Eve, and Christmas Day, and having my dad home. I’m an earth void, too. Saturn and Jupiter are trine my Moon/Venus, square Uranus/ascendant. They should trine your Sun soon, if they aren’t already doing so. I can’t remember your chart. Today is my lunar return, so I should check out that chart. Mars will be conjunct Uranus in a few weeks.
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73884 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 27, 2020 09:24 AM
I do Kundalini yoga for an hour a day and that raises your energy and kind of makes you feel high or drunk but since this conjunction it is much stronger. Thanks for chiming in, Teasel!------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 138572 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 14, 2021 02:48 PM
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Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 16, 2021 04:19 AM
I have to admit to myself that this time it is me who needs a warm long tight hug and a reassuring voice that will tell me that everything is going to be alright.IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 16, 2021 07:23 AM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: I have to admit to myself that this time it is me who needs a warm long tight hug and a reassuring voice that will tell me that everything is going to be alright.
I hope you have someone in real life who will oblige Eternal Energy. It's often one of the hardest things to admit when you need support and reassurance ------------------ Face a situation fearlessly, and there is no situation to face ~ Florence Scovel Shinn ~ IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 16, 2021 07:48 AM
I have never asked for support. I am always the one to give. This is the first time. And I've been struggling for quite some time with myself not to give in to this weak feeling, but it's time for me to admit it. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 16, 2021 07:55 AM
How do I ask for some comforting? What do I say? I don't know how it is done...IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73884 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted January 16, 2021 07:16 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: I have to admit to myself that this time it is me who needs a warm long tight hug and a reassuring voice that will tell me that everything is going to be alright.
I am sorry you are hurting. What is going on? ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Graham Knowflake Posts: 2377 From: Registered: Apr 2019
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posted January 17, 2021 06:21 AM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: I have never asked for support. I am always the one to give. This is the first time. And I've been struggling for quite some time with myself not to give in to this weak feeling, but it's time for me to admit it.
Asking for support when needed is a strength. ... The weakness is in believing that we are strong enough to cope alone - resulting (eventually) in a breakdown of physical or/and mental health that leaves us permanently unable to support others as/when needed.
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Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 17, 2021 07:20 AM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: How do I ask for some comforting? What do I say? I don't know how it is done...
Well, you could pick someone you know you can trust and just ask if you can talk to them about how you are feeling. It flows from there. You can also talk to us about it and we can try and help. You've 3 members here on this thread responded to your call already Can I ask if you are safe? ------------------ Face a situation fearlessly, and there is no situation to face ~ Florence Scovel Shinn ~ IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 17, 2021 10:12 AM
Thank you so much Voix_de_la_Mer, Ami Anne and Graham for responding. It means a world to me...First of all, I am safe. So many things depend on me. But I feel that I'm losing the ground under my feet and I'm ready to collapse. What is happening to me?... IP: Logged |
Chanterelle Knowflake Posts: 568 From: USA Registered: Sep 2020
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posted January 17, 2021 06:33 PM
Hey there... felt quickly called to share a snippet of a story I heard last weekend.The Medicine of the Deer: She knows how to weave through the dense thickets of responsibility and obligation between life’s sunny fields; When to lie down, when to walk slowly, and when to run; When to sacrifice for the welfare of the group, and when to let each go their own way. Whatever it is, that makes four of us wishing you well. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 18, 2021 04:22 PM
@Eternal Energy,it sounds like you are in the role of everyone's rock, but even strong people like yourself need rest and recuperation. It may help for you to look at ways to step back from other people's problems (if you can) and take some time out for yourself. It sounds like you've lost your connection to yourself through being in this role. These questions may be helpful to ask yourself: Who are you when you are not helping and supporting others? How would you spend your time if you didn't spend it on others? What do you need right now to feel better? And who do you know in RL who gives the best hugs? ------------------ Face a situation fearlessly, and there is no situation to face ~ Florence Scovel Shinn ~ IP: Logged |
Graham Knowflake Posts: 2377 From: Registered: Apr 2019
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posted January 19, 2021 02:37 AM
quote: Originally posted by Eternal Energy: Thank you so much Voix_de_la_Mer, Ami Anne and Graham for responding. It means a world to me...First of all, I am safe. So many things depend on me. But I feel that I'm losing the ground under my feet and I'm ready to collapse. What is happening to me?...
I was raised by two parents who were poster children for the Piscean Age belief that "one should always put the needs of others before our own". And, prior to age 40, it seemed to me to so obviously to be the right thing to do that I had never questioned it.However, at age 41 (and now responsible for ensuring that some 40 people did not lose their jobs) a lifetime of putting the needs of others before my own had brought me close to a physical and psychological breakdown. Then ... it finally dawned on me that, if my health did breakdown, those 40+ people would lose their jobs - as they were not yet ready to compete successfully with the opposition. Thus, the most important need of the group was for me to stay healthy ... which was achieved by delegating responsibility to team members whom I had previously been (s)mothering - relieving my workload, and forcing them to develop the skills required to successfully compete for their jobs. And, of course, I now believe that - in the Age of Aquarius - "one should always put first whatever is the greatest need of the group".
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Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 19, 2021 05:56 AM
Wise words Graham!------------------ Face a situation fearlessly, and there is no situation to face ~ Florence Scovel Shinn ~ IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73884 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted January 19, 2021 03:17 PM
My only hope and the only One who can ever really give me anything is Jesus. ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 29, 2021 09:21 AM
Dear Chanterelle, thank you for responding and of course dear Ami Anne, Graham and Voix_de_la_Mer thank you from the bottom of my heart for responding again and for helping me. I am really touched. You are all very special people...IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 29, 2021 09:46 AM
For the first time in my life I asked for support. My family and my friends stood and are still standing by me. I have started going to a therapist. It feels weird and so...not me. I never talk about myself, it has always been me in that role of listening, understanding, comforting, giving new perspectives to others.But I already feel better. I have slowed down and I'm in the process of taking care of myself, something that is happening for the first time. All this is very new and strange to me. It still hurts when I don't express myself by giving love and caring, but now I have to learn to give this love to myself. We'll see how it goes...I'm under the guidance of the therapist though I'm having many doubts. But...I'd better keep it as I have said. I have taken a step back and I guess I have to stay here for a while to rest... IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 29, 2021 09:57 AM
Oh Eternal Energy I am so happy for you! You are amazingly strong, well done! I hope you continue to feel better and better. Therapy can be challenging at times, but you are not alone with it and that is what makes the difference. What great news that your friends and family have also rallied around you. You are embraced now. What a strong spirit you have ------------------ "But you, my daughter, you will linger on in darkness and in doubt, as nightfall in winter that comes without a star. Here you will dwell, bound to your grief, under the fading trees, until all the world is changed and the long years of your life are utterly spent." IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy Knowflake Posts: 370 From: Registered: May 2020
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posted January 29, 2021 10:33 AM
Dear Voix_de_la_Mer, thank you so much for your kindness. I have carried your questions, as well as Ami Anne's, Graham's and Chanterelle's precious words, all along with me those days...IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 3647 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 29, 2021 10:48 AM
I'm so glad we were able to help a little, but it was you who done the difficult part. Time to pat yourself on the back too ------------------ "But you, my daughter, you will linger on in darkness and in doubt, as nightfall in winter that comes without a star. Here you will dwell, bound to your grief, under the fading trees, until all the world is changed and the long years of your life are utterly spent." IP: Logged |