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KarkaQueen Knowflake Posts: 6453 From: LURKING Registered: May 2011
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posted November 16, 2017 06:43 AM
I'm visiting here out of an intent curiosity and I decided to break my silence after almost 4 years. I am no longer interested in what's considered "occult" or "esoteric" for personal reasons I don't feel like sharing. I have long avoided this website and tried to block out any memory of my presence here but I spent a huge part of my developmental years learning and discussing with you all. It's kinda hard to forget when you remember this place as early as 12 years old.
Unfortunately for me, I have a huge amount of shame and embarrassment over my immature & ignorant preteen and teenage posts that is now permanently etched into the history of this website. I'd prefer if it all go away to be honest, because I like that part of me to remain dead and buried forever, but ignoring it doesn't make it go away so I decided to come back and confront it instead.
I guess I do have some positive memories attached to this site, especially when I used to spend my time burn my time away shuffling cards in my hands and interacting with people through readings learning about their personal lives and how human nature works on the way. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 89643 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 17, 2017 09:57 AM
You seem very mature. Welcome back.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 72396 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 17, 2017 11:04 AM
You are an amazing person. Every single person looks back and cringes at their younger self( and even daily self, for me lol) and thinks how they could have been better and wiser. You are amazing and it hurts me to think you don't know just how wonderful you are!IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Moderator Posts: 2639 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 17, 2017 06:18 PM
Ach, normal developmental wrestlings Karkaqueen, try not to worry about it. I've made a great big arse of myself many times - in my thirties!!It all goes to make a lesson or a book. Besides, it couldn't have been so bad, as someone on here started a thread asking about you - that's a good sign I think it's pretty awesome that someone so young would be interested in life's mysteries, that is also a good sign! Welcome back, if you are back! IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 89643 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 20, 2017 11:53 AM
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aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12103 From: Wankety Wankerson Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 20, 2017 02:21 AM
No worries. I am pretty sure everyone remembers my moments IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 89643 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 20, 2017 06:35 PM
You think?IP: Logged |
aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12103 From: Wankety Wankerson Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 21, 2017 06:57 AM
Maybe not. It seems like a lot of the old people who used to banter with me have moved on.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 89643 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 21, 2017 05:52 PM
Or argue with you.IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 8895 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 21, 2017 06:22 PM
So GLAD you stopped by to say hello, KarkaQueen. I hope your life leads you to Good things, and that you Find Strength & Perseverance & Help during times of troubles. Merry Christmas to you, KarkaQueen. You are Blessed! IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 89643 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 22, 2017 04:44 PM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29: So GLAD you stopped by to say hello, KarkaQueen. I hope your life leads you to Good things, and that you Find Strength & Perseverance & Help during times of troubles. Merry Christmas to you, KarkaQueen. You are Blessed!
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