posted September 27, 2016 01:10 AM              

to anyone whos in that state. i dont think they really mean it. i think they are just trying to prove that they have goodness. prove something to themselvves. prove they are in pain. to themselves.

its not needed

yes your body has cycles and there are times where yoru cells are in a regeneration process and times where its just before the regeneration process and they are old and you feel like crap.

there are times where you just have a complete change of lifestyle and it takes a couple years to fully adjust to this change. it doesnt mean you shouldnt kill yourself. and i dont know if it makes you a crappy person. but as someone whos telepathically met an alien. i know it doesnt matter. there is no divinity in this universe. there is mainly love. and it doesnt matter that you become great. unless you want it to. what matters most is that you always be love.

so dont kill yourself. and stop kidding yourself. (well its up to you, im not trying to order you, im trying to say that you are the complete master, and do whatever you want and never feel guilty)

so just learn to love. after a few years you will just automatically adjust to all the changes and eventually you will find that you have a deep love for life.

posted January 21, 2017 09:56 PM              

or are you lying to yourself?

love and career are probably not as great as you think, not until you experience them and then can move on from them.

how old are you? what gender? just curious.

we are in a new fixed age, these past years there has been lots of changes, and so have we. don't base your life off the past, cause in the past, it was all about "do do do, get get get" now it's about "be be be"

all you have to do is just live in the moment, and discard all else, if you had something to worry about, god would guide you, he'd nudge you the right path.

posted January 21, 2017 10:57 PM            

It is hard to explain but I think that dying is much different than never exist..I didn't want to come here.

Back to my summary..after some sort of transformation (Transit pluto on my sun) I felt a little bit better and started to feel the need to go out but now I don't have a job :/ Ive been unemployed for a long,long time.5 years,while I was depresssed. I also feel insecure about my skills now,I don't identify any talent on myself or something that I could go after.I feel stuck and scared.How I'm gonna live in the moment like this? After all that happened I don't even know if going out will help me anyway.I will have to start again at 0 and then more years will be lost.While some people are marring and going out of college I'm just here mentally ill.

Not going to talk about why I hate my love life because honestly it doesn't worth your time.Anyway some people say I will meet a special person,but I think he would not find much when he appears.

posted February 14, 2017 01:49 PM            

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Originally posted by saronna:
what i dream. me and my beautiful sexy smartest husband in the world have a really nice home together. and he comes home. and then a year later he has his really nice home and is happy and cooks spaghetti bolognese. and we have home together. and we are happy and lots of fun together. and we
have so much fun together and happy forever together

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posted July 19, 2021 10:12 AM            

Romance is who I am (Taurus Moon, Venus/Pluto, Moon/Pluto, Venus/Mars) but women are never attracted to me. I only ever get rejected. Women also like to play games and toy with my emotions. I'm going through that with a woman right now and it has driven me to the bottle. I drink a lot these days.

My mom also died in December and since then I never get hugs or physical affection and I hate life even more because I'm unloved and alone.