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Topic: My mom passed away
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aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 03, 2020 09:58 PM
I never thought I could grieve this much.IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 7044 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted December 03, 2020 10:38 PM
I’m so sorry for your loss. My her spirit soar in the heavens.I will keep you in my prayers. Take your time grieving. Grieving is a necessary process of the loss.
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 14713 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 03, 2020 11:32 PM
Take Good Care of yourself. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 3926 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 04, 2020 03:34 AM
Oh Aquaguy I am so sorry to hear this. From recall you are quite young, too young to lose your mother. Do you have emotional support irl? We are here for you too Grief brings many different emotions, be free to express them all as they come up. You are in my thoughts.IP: Logged |
Dee Moderator Posts: 4759 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 04, 2020 06:23 AM
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 19118 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 04, 2020 07:27 AM
Oh, I’m so sorry. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 74109 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 04, 2020 09:28 AM
I am so sorry!------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 04, 2020 11:34 AM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: Oh Aquaguy I am so sorry to hear this. From recall you are quite young, too young to lose your mother. Do you have emotional support irl? We are here for you too Grief brings many different emotions, be free to express them all as they come up. You are in my thoughts.
I'm 29. The hardest part of all this is how sudden it all was. If a time traveler had come to me back in June and told me my mom would be gone before Christmas I would have never believed him. My mom was 62 and seemed so young, healthy, and full of life. Her smile could light up the coldest heart. I always just knew she would live well into old age and be here to see me and my brother get married and have children. It hurts to know that I won't be seeing my mom in this life anymore. I have cried a billion tears and don't see an end in sight. I was always a momma's boy and remember the sorrow I felt when she dropped me off at daycare for the first time as a small boy. Now I'm feeling that feeling times a million. Words can't even begin to describe this hurt.IP: Logged |
MoonMystic Knowflake Posts: 5336 From: Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 04, 2020 11:53 AM
I'm very sorry. 🌹 🌹 IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 74109 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 04, 2020 02:22 PM
I am not on FB much anymore, AG. What happened?------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 144944 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 04, 2020 03:33 PM
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aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 05, 2020 12:54 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: I am not on FB much anymore, AG. What happened?
She was diagnosed with lung cancer less than two months ago. She was fine for most of that period, but declined during the last week or so and was in the hospital. She seemed to be doing okay, but then her heart just stopped Wednesday morning and that was that. She was born on September 2nd and died on December 2nd. IP: Logged |
PixieJane Knowflake Posts: 9709 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 05, 2020 02:15 AM
Sorry for your loss. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 3926 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 05, 2020 04:08 AM
quote: Originally posted by aquaguy91: [QUOTE]Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: [b]Oh Aquaguy I am so sorry to hear this. From recall you are quite young, too young to lose your mother. Do you have emotional support irl? We are here for you too Grief brings many different emotions, be free to express them all as they come up. You are in my thoughts.
I'm 29. The hardest part of all this is how sudden it all was. If a time traveler had come to me back in June and told me my mom would be gone before Christmas I would have never believed him. My mom was 62 and seemed so young, healthy, and full of life. Her smile could light up the coldest heart. I always just knew she would live well into old age and be here to see me and my brother get married and have children. It hurts to know that I won't be seeing my mom in this life anymore. I have cried a billion tears and don't see an end in sight. I was always a momma's boy and remember the sorrow I felt when she dropped me off at daycare for the first time as a small boy. Now I'm feeling that feeling times a million. Words can't even begin to describe this hurt.[/B][/QUOTE] Aquaguy, I can't imagine how difficult this must be with you being so close. She sounds like a fantastic mother for you to have had such a strong bond. I just read your other post, it happened so quickly, you've not had much time at all to prepare. Wish I could give you a big hug. Do you have other supportive family nearby? The words will come when you are ready, but it's all very raw just now. Try your best to maintain the basics (eating, sleeping, etc). Try not to isolate yourself too much, other supportive people in your life can give you strength when you feel overwhelmed. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 74109 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 05, 2020 06:10 AM
She was a smoker, I think I remember you saying.------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 05, 2020 10:20 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: She was a smoker, I think I remember you saying.
When she found out she quit smoking and tried to heal herself by going on a completely raw diet, but it just wasn't meant to be. We just didn't have enough time. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 74109 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 05, 2020 11:58 AM
Yea, many times you can do it with natural healing but it can be too far, too. I am so very sorry!!------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 144944 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 07, 2020 01:30 PM
I am so sorry. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 08, 2020 09:31 PM
Curse SaturnIP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 19118 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 08, 2020 10:53 PM
quote: Originally posted by aquaguy91: Curse Saturn
Saturn had crossed my mum’s sun and was around my Neptune when she died. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted December 09, 2020 12:04 AM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: Saturn had crossed my mum’s sun and was around my Neptune when she died.
Transiting Saturn was exactly conjunct my natal Saturn when mom passed.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 74109 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 09, 2020 08:45 AM
What was Jupiter doing--natal and transit, AG?Also, asteroid Aphophis------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 3926 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 14, 2020 05:25 AM
How are you doing Aquaguy?IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 3926 From: Sound Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 31, 2020 05:25 AM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: How are you doing Aquaguy?
------------------ Face a situation fearlessly, and there is no situation to face ~ Florence Scovel Shinn ~ IP: Logged |
aquaguy91 Moderator Posts: 12334 From: Rent Free in Grahma male's head Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 04, 2021 12:33 AM
I'm doing okay. I weathered some pretty bad emotional storms, but I came out at peaceIP: Logged |