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lalalinda
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posted January 12, 2005 07:44 PM
  
Welcome Steelrose,Did you know that all of your planets are above the horizon except Chiron? This shows your focus is on your "public" self or image.
You have a 19 degree Sag Ascendant, same as me. I'm just getting over the transitting Pluto conjunction and believe me I'm soooo glad its over, how about you?
You also have the Moon and Neptune conjunct in the 12th house (Sag)
Your ruler Jupiter is angular (7th house) and in Cancer (exalted)
This Ascendant and planet placements (in the 12th) show that you are a spiritual high and moral person.
If you wouldn't mind could you give us a few lines on your mom? A lot of this is from her. Jupiter in Cancer (Stephen Arroyo)
With Jupiter in Cancer, one seeks to grow and to improve oneself through the development of family values and emotional supportiveness. Opportunites comes through one's expression of protective empathy and instinctive nurturing. There is a need for sensitivity to others' feelings in order to have confidence in self; this emotional sensitivity is usually well-developed. Reliance on a higher power can be dampened by excessive reserve, fears, or self-protection. One has an innate understanding of the human need for security, and usually expresses the more giving, generous side of Cancer.
The fact that Jupiter is exalted in the sign of Cancer has been discussed elsewhere. This is a unique and encouraging combination. However, the fact that Cancer is the Sun sign of the U.S.A. seems to me to have a special relevance. The theme of 'family values' is a political measuring stick for many conservatives in the U.S.A. as this is written, and the reference to 'family values' in the guidelines above was actually written in the late 1980s, before it became such a political buzzword. Further, those with Jupiter in Cancer in their natal charts seem to have an especially strong resonance with the popular culture of the U.S.A.., for the birth chart of the U.S.A. has not only the Sun in Cacncer, but also Jupiter conjunct Venus in Cancer! The names seem veritably to leap out at me as I scan my research, for they constitute an amazingly popular group, including (a) humanitarians who gave abundantly to the country's cultural resources; (b) great athletes who electrified the crowds in the 'American pastime' baseball; (c) extraordinarily popular actors; and (d) musicians who seemed invariably to have their finger on the pulse of the public's emotions.
In short, those with Cancer Jupiter seem remarkably often to have extraordinary popular appeal. They are able to express old-fashioned feelings and often to remind others of kinder, safer, simpler times.
Although those with Jupiter in Cancer work especially well with the public, they are also usually quite private people. Indeed, they are responsive to others, but they also insist upon their right to privacy and inner peace. In short, those with Jupiter in Cancer seem to be 'old-fashioned' in some major way, and to yearn for traditions wherein they can find security. They need to feel simultaneously a sense of belonging and emotioal freedom, whether in values, relationships, or religion.
Majo wrote of this placement: 'Kindly, protective, charitable; or extremely touchy, too conscientious'. Davison wrote 'Expands sympathies, business acumen, acquisitiveness. Mind is practical yet imaginative.' Moore & Douglas wrote: 'People with Jupiter in Cancer generally are genial hosts and hostesses who are well-suited to co-ordinate the many facets of social protocol with the culinary complexities that contribute to the making of a festive occasion. They are often found in clubs, hotels, bars, and restaurants, dispensing refreshmesnts in an attractive setting'.
Those with Jupiter in Cancer are often instinctively more risk-averse than people with most other Jupiter placements, but they will give of their emotions to care for those they are close to or sympathize with. In fact, it is in this area of emotional expression that they may achieve some of their greatest potential. They can take chances in this area of life because they tend to have faith in people, especially in old friends and relatives. And their own sense of confidence can grow simultaneously with their encouraging others to develop.
Although closely tied to the past, these people are often gifted with a special vision of the future and how it will develop from past and present trends. They often have an intuitive and expanded understanding of how vast concerns affect the lives of individuals, families and communities. And pursuing that future vision is usually a key to their own prosperity.
Moon conjunct Neptune (Charles Carter)
Here the restless, insatiate character of the combination is much to the front. It is a kind, sympathetic, warm-hearted influence (though less so in such a sign as Gemini) and often has much to do with the sadder and more stricken part of humanity. There is also, by reason of the great sensitiveness, a marked tendency to withdraw into seclusion and live a retired and cloistered life. My first impression is that it is a very dissatisfied contact, but this unhappiness is often concealed, and is only to be detected by one who is aware of the forms in which such a condition betrays itself. Thus we may have gloomy moods, sarcasm, sneers at others, temper, resentment of supposed ill-usage, cynicism, extravagant display - all attempts to appease an inner hunger. At the same time, since, as stated, the conjunction is at heart a sympathetic and kind influence, these unpleasant features are often by no means prominent or frequent.
It is a position (like Sun conjunct Neptune) which is often found in the nativities of astrologers, but I have not often found it in psychics' charts.
It tends to uncertain and unreliable behaviour, so that it is unwise to depend too much upon persons who have it, for their conduct at one moment may be quite different from what it will be an hour later. It cannot be considered as a strengthening moral influence, and in the charts of men is a frequent cause of secret or would-be 'affairs'; it is very hostile to happy marriage in male charts. In women's charts it seems to range from flightiness through emotionalism up to religious fervour, according to the general character of the chart.
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steelrose
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posted January 13, 2005 02:34 PM
Yes, I know most of my planets are in the upper half... Does that mean Chiron is a singleton? How does it affect me?Ooooohhh yes!!! Iīve noticed Pluto conjuncting my Asc, Neptune and Moon... Complete havoc... My life is a complete disaster right now... Have a look to this if you are curious enough... http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/001259.html Which time of birth did you use? 2:45pm or 3pm? My mum wasnīt very accurate... I always took 2:45pm because I believe my Moon must be in my 1st house... My physical appearance in very Moon-like... Pale skin, almost bluish and translucent, very sensitive and easily burnt... Lots of moles... curvy... irregular teeth... My picture is in the Lindaland Photoshop if you want to have a look... Maybe the influence of the Moon in my physical appearance is due to the conjunction with the Asc, not because it is in the 1st house... What do you need to know about my mum?... Hmmm... She is a Scorp, a very protective one... She would do everything for her loved ones, especially for her children... She is often overdoing her sacrifices... She lives for others, like a marthyr... She serves to feel useful... Maybe to the extreme of trying to become indispensable to justify her right to be here... She doesnīt spend money or time on herself... We have never understood each other very well...
She is a higly emotional person who cries easily (like myself, but I hide it better...  ) and quite old-fashion and rigid in her opinions and morals, but at the same way compasionate and soft-hearted. Some observations: quote:
Although those with Jupiter in Cancer work especially well with the public, they are also usually quite private people. Indeed, they are responsive to others, but they also insist upon their right to privacy and inner peace.
Bang, Lala!!! Right in the middle... That is just sooo me... quote:
They need to feel simultaneously a sense of belonging and emotioal freedom, whether in values, relationships, or religion.
This is also true...Scary... I struggle between the two constantly... Because I need to belong to feel happy, but then I feel so easily trapped... quote:
they tend to have faith in people, especially in old friends and relatives
I do, almost blindly... People used to find it funny, how trusting and naive I used to be... I used to say things like If he/she told me that (even when that was obviously absurd or a joke)... Why would he/she want to deceive/lie to me? He/she is my friend.... Iīve learnt to be a bit more cautious now, but I still tend to trust peopleīs good intentions... I follow my gut feeling... quote:
Although closely tied to the past, these people are often gifted with a special vision of the future and how it will develop from past and present trends.
Yes... I do feel what is coming in an intuitive way... And I live closely tied to what has happened in the past... quote:
great sensitiveness, a marked tendency to withdraw into seclusion and live a retired and cloistered life.
I do that when life is too harsh... I hide away to heal in my world of dreams... I need my silence now and again... quote:
Thus we may have gloomy moods, sarcasm, sneers at others, temper, resentment of supposed ill-usage, cynicism, extravagant display - all attempts to appease an inner hunger.
I do that when I canīt communicate... Mostly with my family... People who donīt know me very well or who I think donīt care, usually get that during a crisis... When the normal communication channel is obstructed or doesnīt work very well this is my response... I need to get the tension out somehow... quote:
It is a position (like Sun conjunct Neptune) which is often found in the nativities of astrologers
Hmmmmm... Interesting... quote:
It tends to uncertain and unreliable behaviour, so that it is unwise to depend too much upon persons who have it, for their conduct at one moment may be quite different from what it will be an hour later. It cannot be considered as a strengthening moral influence, and in the charts of men is a frequent cause of secret or would-be 'affairs'; it is very hostile to happy marriage in male charts. In women's charts it seems to range from flightiness through emotionalism up to religious fervour, according to the general character of the chart.
I donīt agree with this at all... Iīm very consistent with my opinions and have high standards I hardly compromise... Iīm a Virgo Sun with powerful Sagittarian placements... By the way... Can you analise the fact that I have Jupiter in the Moonīs sign and the Moon in Jupiterīs sign? Both are beneficial planets very strong in my chart (Moon conj Asc and Jupiter is my Chart ruler)
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lalalinda
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posted January 13, 2005 04:08 PM
Bingo! you got it before I did. You have a mutual reception between your Moon and Jupiter, exellent for your Moon. Your Jupiter is already strong being in the sign of its exaltations (theres a piece on exaltations in this forum look it up if you don't know it already) Nice pics you have that translucent color to your complexion, pale. I'm not seeing a strong Moon look in your pics, for one thing Moon faces are rounder. If your Moon/Neptune conjunction were in the first house you would have more "Neptune eyes" which are like Benicio Del Toros' you know kind of droopy and as with all Pisces influence there is beauty. In your pics mostly what I see is that fire/earth blend.
As for being naive Sag is, not because they're not smart and able to disiminate information but because their thought process sees the plausability in most everything. That and we take most people at face value, UNTILL they mess it up and then we 're leary after that. Does that make sense? Moon/Neptune together shows something tragic or sad about the mom, in your case your mother is self sacrificing and that is very much a Pisces thing, I know shes a Scorpio but having the Moon/Neptune conjunction in your chart is like having a Pisces Moon. Yes Chiron is a singleton and I used a 3PM birth time Sag rising (Julia and Derek Parker)
The need for challenge, so important to a Sun sign Sagittarian, is even greater when Sagittarius rises. These people have what it takes to exploit their potential to the full and, provided early encouragement was given, will move forward with ever-increasing self-confidence; and the great expectations with which a positive, optimistic outlook endows them will probably be accomplished.
Strongly aware of the world about them, a consciously developed depth of character - perhaps through a true assessment of their own shortcomings - will enable these people to achieve personal harmony which might otherwise be denied by their volatile natures. They are objective and eager to know more about themselves, and unlike some people will not shy away from the trail to self-knowledge: in fact, it will fascinate them. However, they must allow time for thought; their downfall can lie in thinking they have all the answers, when in fact important details are missing through a lack of thoroughness. At their most highly developed, these people are the philosophers of the zodiac, with a peerless intellectual capacity.
A healthy level of friendship and intellectual rapport is needed in relationships. There is sexual exuberance, but a partner who only satisfies their sexual needs will very soon bore them. Intellectual challenge is also essential; a claustrophobic lifestyle will have disastrous psychological effects. The individual may go on eating or drinking binges, for instance, or develop psychosomatic liver-related illnesses.
When life offers no challenge, the usual optimistic outlook will be clouded, and uncharacteristic depression will set in. A change of lifestyle and perhaps of scene is probably best, but escapism must be avoided and physically running away is not a long-term solution. A full assessment of the problem should be made, however tedious this might seem.
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posted January 14, 2005 12:53 PM
Hi, Lala!!!That thing about my mom is quite interesting... Amazing in fact... Yes, there is something tragic about her... Maybe thatīs why I canīt stand the way she is... She chose to had me and paid a high price marrying a man didnīt really love her... not the way he should... And she suffers disrespect and an unfulfilling life... She deserved better but she chose us... I think somehow I canīt forgive her for that... Where did you see that? Moon conjunct Neptune would mean tragedy related to my mum... In the 12th house would lead to the self-sacrifice. Then in Sagittarius, it would determine my spirituality and high morals  What about that conjunction being also conjunct with the Asc? Well, Iīm glad I donīt have Neptune eyes, then... I never actually liked much those droopy eyes... I actually know two Pisces girls with them... Hmmm, not my preference... But I do think I have a dreamy strare when Iīm not focusing... My eyes look somehow wondering inside me, lost in dreams... And I always thought they had a strange water quality... They slightly change their shade with my mood... greener, bluer, grey... They have the same colouring as my grandma, a Pisces... Turquoise with golden threads around the pupil. The Moon skin and the Neptune glow could be due to the conjunction with the ascendant, but they are not powerful enough to determine my overall appearance because they are in the 12th house instead of in the 1st... Could it be that way? Iīm excited!!! Where can you see the fire/earth blend? What is Earth and what is Fire? Funnily enough, I tend to mix with Fire, Earth and Water... Very little Air... True that I take most people at face value... And when they mess me around, thatīs altmost for sure, the end of it... But I do trust my instinct with people... I KNOW, I feel straight away the kind of person I have in front of me... That could be a strong Moon? Strong Neptune? What do you think... How does a Virgo Sun interacts with a Sagittarian Moon and Ascendant? They have somehow an opposite way of approaching... Virgo is perfectionist and lost in detail while Sagittarius is broad-minded, a big picture lover and a philosopher... quote:
A healthy level of friendship and intellectual rapport is needed in relationships. There is sexual exuberance, but a partner who only satisfies their sexual needs will very soon bore them. Intellectual challenge is also essential; a claustrophobic lifestyle will have disastrous psychological effects. The individual may go on eating or drinking binges, for instance, or develop psychosomatic liver-related illnesses.
This is soooo true... I actually finished with my ex recently and that was exactly the main reason... Intimacy was great... But he was a botled-up scorpion who didnīt like to discuss things... I was soooo bored with our life together... Rutine and his timeslots, that claustrophobic lifestile in a small village in the middle of nowhere was killing me... I went temporarily insane... I tried to scape as much as I could... Travelling with friends on my own (he wouldnīt travel with me), going shopping to a big city for the weekend... whatever... I was constantly depressed or upset... Talking about it never changed a thing and I was getting desperate... I didnīt recognise myself... I was the mutable sign with mutable ascendant... He was a fixed sign with cardinal ascendant... I was supposed to be adaptable... But I was unable to cope with it... quote:
When life offers no challenge, the usual optimistic outlook will be clouded, and uncharacteristic depression will set in. A change of lifestyle and perhaps of scene is probably best, but escapism must be avoided and physically running away is not a long-term solution. A full assessment of the problem should be made, however tedious this might seem.
Spot on!!! And, yes, I tend to run away from problems... This time Iīm trying hard to put things in order and face issues I had buried long ago and never actually got sorted out...
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posted January 17, 2005 03:36 PM
as someone with the same degree rising I can tell you I know how it feels to avoid "problems/issues" My New Years resolution was to meet my deadlines. One thing about avoiding issues, and that is that sooner or later you have to deal with them and its usually more difficult, if not on the situation then within you where as you could have had closure. And instead you've been carrying this around with you.Because the Moon describes our mother, Moon/Neptune conjunction does show her cloudy at best, Moon is not happy in Pisces for a reason and that is because of the high tendency to delude ourselves, the inability to face life head on, that need to medicate/numb ourselves from the harshness of reality
This is very much a poets aspect. Heres another interpretation that focuses on the role mother takes, let me know what you think (Betty Lundsted)
The Moon represents the individual's physical mother and how she reacts to life when the person is very young. Neptune represents some characteristics of delusion or inspiration, or it clouds the mother issue. In an adult, the Moon indicates the ability to respond to life, and its sign indicates how it will be done. When Neptune conjuncts the Moon, it clouds the feelings, covers them, puts a veil around them, and it may also cloud the image of the mother so that much of her effect is confused or unclear. This makes it difficult to evaluate the mother's actions, and it deludes the individual about woman issues: how a woman should act; how a woman is expected to behave; what are 'nurturing', 'caring' and feeling'. The aspect affects males and females differently.
In a man, the aspect often clouds his emotions and veils his concepts of what a woman should be, so that when he enters into a relationship with a woman it is often with strange expectations. He thinks women are different from what they are in reality, and he is usually disappointed in their behavior. This man doesn't want to know that women go to the bathroom or wear hair curlers etc.. His mother taught him illusions and delusions, so he is eventually forced to determine from a conscious point what adult female behavior is all about.
He is also extremely intuitive; he will have intuitive feeling responses that he may not consciously understand. This can be both a blessing and a curse. If his body is so sensitive that he picks up too many vibrations from the environment, he may not know 'who' he is feeling - himself or those around him. He may be unsettled because of his intuitive response, for his sensitivity may not match his conception of a two-fisted, hairy-chested male. If he is mother-dominated, his mother can do no wrong; he seldom sees her for what she is, always covering her with a shimmering cloud of perfection. If he is father-dominated, he often bases his idea of what a woman should be on a fairy-tale image of Cinderella / Sleeping Beauty attributes. He has trouble separating his anima function from his wife or girlfriend because he often projects his anima onto her personality. His girlfriend's actions may not be akin to his anima image, so he is constantly disappointed. If he is mother-dominated, his girlfriend seldom acts as his mother told him 'good' women should.
When a woman has her Moon conjunct Neptune it indicates that her mother misled her as far as the behavior of woman is concerned; therefore, she often has a distorted image of what a woman should be. The image of Woman is frequently associated with martyrdom and unrequited love. She falls in love with a person on a spiritual basis and sometimes doesn't notice that the one she has fallen in love with is a hopeless alcoholic or has psychotic disturbances. She feels guilty about sexual involvements and consequently may pick a partner who cannot relate to her sexually, or she can't relate sexually to him. She may find herself in perplexing predicaments, for she doesn't know what earthly love is. The problem stems from the fact that she doesn't know what a woman should be and how she as a woman should react. The result is often too much phoney spirituality and a lot of hurt feelings. Confusion surrounds the nurturing, caring and feeling functions.
Both sexes have some kind of problem expressing their feelings of love on a sexual level. Sometimes it's easier to be sexy with someone you don't love, for love is such a 'spiritual' experience that physical sex can 'defile' it in some way. Men with this aspect sometimes have a woman they love and a woman they sex. Or, if the Moon is in a Fire sign, their sexuality is limited because of thier idealism. Women with the aspect tend to choose spiritual relationships that may be emotionally painful - the man may mistreat them, or he may not be able to perform sexually. Sometimes this aspect appears in the charts of women who fall in love with homosexual men, so the relationship is close but the unrequited love aspect is there.
The aspect is an intuitive and sensitive one, and its owners may have many interesting psychic and intuitive experiences. It can sometimes indicate people who have a great deal of healing ability; they become involved in the mental, spiritual and phsyical healing of others. They are intuitive enough to be able to manifest on a creative level as well, and this sources of energy is never-ending once they learn to tap into it. The creative potential cannot be completely realized until they learn to share their feelings with another human being. This can be a most productive aspect. The blind spot toward the mother can be emphasised by other aspects in the chart; she may be the one who stands between this person and his freedom - and he can't see it.
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posted January 17, 2005 06:15 PM
That is an awful aspect to have according to her!!! I donīt know, really... I do tend naturally to poetry... I do tend to dream with fairy tales and Prince Charming... I may spiritualise love too much... Maybe sometimes the dream has been so unrealistic that it becomes disapointing... I do like dreaming with impossibles... But I do want earthly love, that is part of the dream...Donīt you think I have enough Earth and Fire placements to soften that conjunction? Maybe I have got that distorted image of unnecesary sacrifice and martyrdom from my mum of marrying a man who doesnīt love you or disrespect you... But, precisely for that reason, I reject the idea of becoming that... And I do believe sex has to go together with love for a relationship and a marriage to work... Iīm not scared of passion... As a Virgo I need time to warm up, like a dormant volcano... but once there, if I feel loved, there are fireworks I actually find hard to be sexy with someone I donīt love, because for me, spriritual and physical sex happen together in the same act... I havenīt been attracted by any homosexual man in my life... I like quite virile men... I donīt think the issue is as worrying or extreme... By the way... Could you tell me what is Earth and what is Fire in my appearance? Iīm soooo curious!  I canīt find much about Chiron being a singleton...  Any help?
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posted January 18, 2005 02:17 PM
except for Pluto in Libra, you lack air, but have a Mars/Jupiter conjunction in the 7th house (libra house) this balances out your chart considerablyYour eyes (earth) and coloring (fire)  I'm always looking for stuff on Chiron, there just isn't enough. Its energy I'm not even sure of, but I'm sure I feel it. Its energy seems to me to be a cross between Neptune and Jupiter. Mars/Jupiter conjunction Robert Pelletier)
With the conjunction of Mars and Jupiter, you have an abundance of energy and enthusiasm to take on tasks that would frighten all but the most courageous. In order to get what you want, you assert yourself fearlessly, even in the face of danger. You have a rather reckless faith in your ability to tempt fate and take chances, never doubting that you will succeed. What you lack in finesse you make up for in arrogance. You rise to a challenge at the slightest provocation, and your competitors have cause for alarm when you oppose them. You enjoy direct confrontation with your adversaries, and you revel in the accompanying glory and publicity. Fascinated by the entries found in the Guinness Book of Records, you would be pleased to find your name listed under some accomplishment there.
With your flair for the dramatic, you don't do anything in moderation. Not content to simply win over a competitor, you punctuate the victory with some kind of ritualistic, publicity-seeking display. You know how to achieve recognition by drawing the public's attention to your talents.
There are many ways you can use this very forceful, dynamic aspects. You have an exciting combination of physical stamina and intellectual resources. Because you don't believe in failure, your chances for success are improved. If you express your creative abilities physically, you will apply your intellecutal skill and common sense to obtain the best results from your efforts. Should you follow a more intellectually demanding life pursuit, it will be characterized by an incredible degree of physical endurance and competitiveness. Such fields as sports, exploration, law, government, acting, composing, or writing would provide you with vast opportunities to display your talents and demonstrate what you can do.
Your most persistent liability is your lack of moderation, which can cause physical exhasution. Your driving ambition to rise above the challenges you set your yourself can cause deterioration of your physical resources. It is essential that you take periodic rest or vacations from the constant abrasion of close competition.
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posted January 19, 2005 12:48 PM
Hmmm! Yes, I suppose when you carry things around they become heavy and uncomfortable... But then, I do find that postponing issues also gives me another perspective of the problem... And sometimes, I deal with them better in the long run... Because other things happen, and with another frame of mind, things evolve and are more easily sorted out... Not always, but sometimes... There is a right moment for everything, and it is not always right now... But yes, the temptation of running away forever is strong... You have to develop a strong will to wait till the right time comes and then deal with the matter...Are my eyes Earth? What about them? I thought Earth was my square jaw or my thick lips... Why is my eye colouring Fire? Bluish turquoise colour is more Water, I thought... Or even Earth because Iīm a Virgo and we are supposed to have clear blue eyes... I thought Fire was the open smile or the broad forehead... quote:
With the conjunction of Mars and Jupiter, you have an abundance of energy and enthusiasm to take on tasks that would frighten all but the most courageous. In order to get what you want, you assert yourself fearlessly, even in the face of danger. You have a rather reckless faith in your ability to tempt fate and take chances, never doubting that you will succeed. What you lack in finesse you make up for in arrogance. You rise to a challenge at the slightest provocation, and your competitors have cause for alarm when you oppose them. You enjoy direct confrontation with your adversaries, and you revel in the accompanying glory and publicity.
I bet they do get frightened... When I went to the UK to live, I got in that plane on my own with 40kg of luggage, not speaking or understanding a word of English... I landed 30 miles away from where I was going to live, on a Sunday early evening and I was adamant to get a transfer because it was too expensive... Iīd survive... And I did... quote:
There are many ways you can use this very forceful, dynamic aspects. You have an exciting combination of physical stamina and intellectual resources. Because you don't believe in failure, your chances for success are improved. If you express your creative abilities physically, you will apply your intellecutal skill and common sense to obtain the best results from your efforts. Should you follow a more intellectually demanding life pursuit, it will be characterized by an incredible degree of physical endurance and competitiveness.
I said Iīd got a job there after a year and so I did... I was one of the very few women in the office and I gained everybodyīs respect and admiration after having strated as just a young foreign girl... When I put energy and enthusiasm (Mars) in something, it flows naturally leading to success (Jupiter)... quote:
Your most persistent liability is your lack of moderation, which can cause physical exhasution. Your driving ambition to rise above the challenges you set your yourself can cause deterioration of your physical resources. It is essential that you take periodic rest or vacations from the constant abrasion of close competition.
I got to that point now... Iīm actually drained... I appear to not have energy or enthusiasm for anything... I burnt it all... Iīm trying to retreat, Iīm not ready yet to go and fight for glory... I came back from the UK after 4 years there of a very demanding lifestyle... And now I feel dead...I can move... And thatīs so painful and boring for someone like me who needs constant challenge and victory...I need my energy back!!!
Something else... Chiron is about wounds, isnīt it? Then it must be similar to Saturn in a way... But it shows what you are better at teaching and conseling others than at dealing with your own problem... I have Chiron in Taurus, so Iīm never happy with what I have, I feel emotionally neglected... In the 5th means the arena where that wound is expressed... Childhood, romance... But how does this change due to Chiron being a singleton? A singleton is supposed to funnel the energy... What does it mean?
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